long time no talk
howdy! i haven't REALLY updated in like forever! well that's mostly cuz ive had like pounds of hw...so ya. well a lot has gone on so lemme start at the beginning. k well over the christmas break i realized that i like....**deciding whether or not i should say his name.......agh wat the heck** well that i like colin much more than i like spanish guy....i had told shilpa bout that and i was like but i can't break up wit spanish guy cuz i'd feel so bad! and then the first day back from vaca he broke up wit me! hahahha! he still has feelings for me though......he broke up wit me cuz im not really religious...and he's really really christian so he felt like he was betraying god or w/e. so ya.....it's ok though.....cuz as i said i like colin.......which reminds me of some more stuff i have to say! well i told a few ppls that i like him (daphne, shilpa, megan, and vanessa). i was so smooth omg i was so proud of myself hahah! we were walkin outta physics and i noticed he was like waitin outside the classroom and like lookin at me *maybe waitin for me......i wasn't sure* so anywayz i go to him "where ya goin?" and he's like "lunch" and i just outta nowhere go "come wit me to my locker real quick" and he's like "ok" hahahha i was like uh oh go thaimi! work it! hahahha so anywayz he walked me to my locker and we walked to lunch together and stuff....and i was flirtin like there was no tomorrow. then on friday i had physics again and after we had taken notes she gave us the last 5 min of class to like just chill out so i rested my head on the desk and i was like "nappin". well he comes up to me and he's like "how'd u do on the test" and he started up a convo wit me and everything.....i was all giggly and dorky haha im such a moron. well anywayz when the bell rang i walked out of the classroom before him and i didnt think he wanted to go with me to my locker cuz the day before he had kinda ignored me a lil bit ...... so i just kept on walkin but as he walked out he's like "thaimi! esperame!" haha in his lil gringo voice.....it was so cute! so we're walkin and im like "oh r u gonna come up to my locker?" and he's like yea of course......so yay! haha and he walked me to lunch again and stuff........shilpa and daphne....and all those other ppls i told think that he likes me too......but im not sure...i dont wanna rush things.....cuz if i tell him that i like him and then it turns out he doesnt feel the same way.....things r gonna be sooooooo awkward so i'd rather wait.....omg something terrible happened.......spanish guy's friend asked me out! i feel so bad cuz he's a nice guy and all but i just dont feel that way......i also thought it was kinda imprudent of him to do cuz i mean me and spanish guy barely broke up like 2 weeks ago! and they're sposed to be really good friends! lordy! haha so ya....i gotta come up wit a really nice way of sayin no.......im thinkin of incorporating that whole..."srry but i have feelings for someone else" deal....so yea........the only prob is i dont want him thinkin im talkin bout spanish guy cuz im not! and if spanish guy hears that im gonna sound all desperate! haha.........crap i just realized something......i hope no one from school reads this crap.....i doubt anyone does........it's purdy much just yara *who lives in miami so who cares* and shilpa....oh yea and my cousin *also in miami* so ya there ya go..........oooh something else happened wit colin! our whole lil lunch group was havin this poker nite thing at his house and he was gonna teach me how to play and everything......cept for the whole u know?.....not allowed to leave the house thing......so yea i couldnt go......so friday he was like u have to go! and im like u know im not gonna be allowed. and he goes so just ride tiffany's bus and.....no no better yet ride my bus! and u could come to my house! and he was like that way u could play poker and then u would leave sunday morning.......and i was like and where would i stay all that time? and he's like MY HOUSE! hahah i was like yeah rite! u know my parents wouldn't let me! hahaha and then i did the blondesst thing i think i've ever done! we had gotten quiet and outta nowhere he goes "why dont we go to ur house?".......and i just looked at him and laughed and gave him this look like wtf...........and then i was like "OHHHHHH TO PLAY POKER?! I GET IT!" hahahhahahhahahahha he laughed at me and he was like.......what'd u have in mind sicko/ hahhahaha god how embarassing! hahaha........oooh yara called me today! i hadn't talked to her *like actually hear her voice talked* in forever! it was awesome! we talked for 86 minutes.......according to her cell phone....haha yep that's rite 86 minutes of discussing yara's spanishy yet valley-y accent......which we later concluded was actually valley-y but mispronouncy-y heheh.......retarded i know.......alritey well speakin of ima go and talk to yarita...buhz byez ppls

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