:: 2003 27 June :: 12.28 am

I am "bad"

yesterday we went to some shopping area that relates to mizner but bigger but not as ritsy as city place. Then off to some other mall that i swear looks exactly like Sawgrass (but not in the shape of an alligator. tee hee). They had a coldstone inside the mall. Pretty cool Nicole huh? (not you pedigrew :) ) So then after we had Brooke Shoe and Tim over. Brooke slept over and we HAHA. took funny pictures. I made a duct-tape bathing suit (will post pictures later on) for Megan. its speechless.

I slept in today and went to eat and run errands with Megans mom while she went to cheerleading practice.BOOOO. Then Megan Brooke Shoe Kenny and I went to Tims again to watch the NBA draft. Man you ahve no life if you can sit there and watch that whole thing. Its so damn boring. Bad experience tonight. part bad part good.

Im going to miss everyone here. I had a lot of fun. Everyone that was at Tims tongiht are all friends now. We're all open and nothing is awkward. But until next time.

My flight leaves tomorrow at 4. My parents are picking me up and were going to dinner.

Ahhhh yes :) my own bed again.

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:: 2003 25 June :: 1.32 am

i almost forgot :)


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:: 2003 25 June :: 1.15 am

well yesterday we went out on the neighbors boat and went waterskiing. I attempted 20 or more times but I only got up once. for about 3 seconds. but i tried. after we went tubing which is always a rush. Brooke and Shoe(Robert) came over that night and we jsut hung out.

sometimes i wish i could be taken seriously.

This morning we woke up and were watching tv and we looked out the window and saw Steven Thompson drving by. Darn stalkers. Well if it wasnt for them then Megan and I wouldnt have ended up going on the jetski with his very cute friend Josh. Mm yeah we were in the water all day doing some hardcore tubing. I actually got sunburnt today. The lake stole my ankle bracelet and my toe ring today. :( tear. I have blood blisters on my arms and a sore elbow and back. I hope we go again tomorrow. Ive been on the lake everyday since ive gotten here. I love it. I talked to my parents tonight and all is well. Now i must go back to watching American Pie.

<3

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:: 2003 23 June :: 1.03 pm
:: Music: THUNDA! ah ah ah ahhhhh

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:: 2003 22 June :: 12.17 am

and the air is so much nicer here..

So today we went out on this girl Britts boat. Allll damn day. It was great. Im left feeling warm and pinkish but tomorrow I will be fine. Everyone who lives on the lake has a huge house. We went over Tim's house for a while. And I seem to meet more of her friends everyday. Tomorrow we are going wakeboarding with some different people which should be interesting.

Have a great day tomorrow everyone.

<3

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:: 2003 21 June :: 12.42 am

well im in NC now. The plane ride went by fast. I tried falling asleep but did one of those daze in and out and wake up every time your head falls things. Megan picked me up with her mom and her friend Britney. (the one i talked to on the phone today witht he really big country accent) We came home and went to "shoes" house. Hes really cute. Very tall. All of her friends have accents in funny. And they say "bad" as in hot. But different. There is some boy drama right now btw her friend and one of the other guys that was with us tonight. Shes a mess and I should probably get offline.

<3 Jessica

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:: 2003 20 June :: 1.31 am

Hmmm Billy stopped by today. (haha Marisa shh!) hm yeah. :-/ enough said.

Marisa Erica and I met at Mizner tonight. We ate at Ruby Tuesday's. It was kind of nice. The waitor knew me somehow from some party (??). I wish Erica went to Pope. She should. But I dont think it will happen. She cheated on Wayne. I could never do that even though it seems the kid isnt worth anything. She had to leave at nine but Marisa and I ran into Kesl Donna and Missy shortly after. Haha that was funny. Lots of laughter. Ummm oh we were playing flirting games through the window with random people who walk by but some guys actually came inside which was scary at first but he ended up being a DJ and we got his card. he had a pimp hat.

I am all packed and ready to leave tomorrow. Im leaving my house 3ish. I hate sitting and wating on airplanes. The time goes by so slowly. I wish I could just wiggle my nose and be there.

you should write more often.

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:: 2003 19 June :: 1.33 am

Quiz Time:


You are very angry and have a lot of it locked in
your head, but you don't let it out and
sometimes that can be a bad thing because, when
someone REALLY pisses you off, then you will
EXPLODE.


Are you a hateful person?
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FOR WILL:

Oh, so you're one of those fucking nazi pricks eh?
go fucking die...the world hates you, i fucked
hitler in the ass and made him gay....fuck you


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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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blah.

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:: 2003 18 June :: 1.02 am

Saturday night I slept at Kesls. We went to the mall with Justine Jon Windee Frankie and Britney Poole. Back to Justines later and left there at 12. I got once agian bit by millions of mosqitos. (why do i feel like ive written this before?). Kate and I snuck out around 1 and Martin and his friend Zach and Gabe picked us up. THey picked up Missy and Donna also. We all headed to this Zach1's house. HOLY MOTHER FUCKER. He lives ON the Delray Beach in a 15 million dollar house. This thing was fuckin HUGE. 10 times better than Ross crib. Elevator and spiral stair cases outside the back of the house which lead to the top of the roof where a hot tub is located. Fucking wow. thats all i can say. Drinking, smoking and chilling was esential. We got back home at 5 30.

Sunday I had to awken from my 3 hours of sleep and leave. I had a family BBQ for fathers day. It was more enjoyable than most of my family events. I went swimming with my little cousins and actually participated in a game of monopoly. But it happens to be my all time favorite board game, but thats besides the point.

Monday I went to Nicole Adams mid night. We watched Hot Chick which was terrible acting and had all the usual teen high school complications in it. It was funny at times but plainly stupid. We talked in bed for a couple hours about our phobias and such.

Tuesday well lets see. We went to spinning class with Tiffany at this Women's Fitness Center. For those who wish to know what spinning is: a class using those stationary fan powered bicycles. It was pretty hard and the room the class was in was really cool. The whole room was painted black and had neon flames on the walls. One wall was mirrored and the ceiled was imbedded with florescent blacklights. All of these features annnd some really good techo. Off to the mall after with Elspeth. Shes cool. Really pretty(I sound like I havent known her almost my whole life). Nicole bought some stuff with "daddys credit card". Walked to Cold Stones for a delectable treat. Hmm.. I drove home today from Nicoles house. It was fun. I like driving. Mark called. He got his car today. Its super tight. We hung out for a while and then Richie came later on. We went to WalMart. Stripping each and every aisle of their entertainment. OH! and how could I forget. We went to Double D Dunks for some iced coffee. I wanted to try the new Lemonade Coolatta but, no, of course not, why would they carry any new advertised items in the damn place? So I ended up getting some orange-mango shit lol. Bleh.

To me an important factor of this journal is to list my day-to-day activities. Im not sure why. Ive always thought that if ive ever wanted to make a booklet of my life- that I would have a daily review right here. Hmm I interest myself.

Mark wrote me some long email which got accidently deleted. That of which included things of which he wants me to know. Well hmm maybe it got deleted for a reason. Maybe God (or aol) knew it wasnt the right time or something. Im not sure if Ive always been a big fan of that theory myself though. But hm. I hope inspiration finds him again sometime. In the meantime, I will wait.

Welcome to Will. My newest friend member.

2 days til NC. <3

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:: 2003 14 June :: 5.08 pm

Thursday night I was watching my Iron Chef and drinking my frap when Nicole called. She was with Billy and Kris. They came by and we talked in my front yard for a while.

Friday I went in the pool and to dinner with my parents and Mike and Jenny's friends for Mike's birthday. I came home and Will and Billy came over. Theres still something that I dont like about Billy. Will is really cool. I talk to him online til ungodly hours. Will left around 11 and Billy stayed and we talked til 1 or so. I got bit by 98732598734 mosqitos. Haha you want to know a weird place to get bit? Underneath your foot. It itches like nothing other.

Today I went swimming again. Now im at g mas. Im going over Katies later for some fun. Hmm I wonder if she ever got what she wanted hmm...

6 more days til im off to NC. :)


<3

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:: 2003 12 June :: 8.32 pm
:: Music: Ja Rule- Intro (3:36)

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:: 2003 12 June :: 1.58 am

how do you tell someone
that they're just lonely and unsure of what they want.

that running back to the first person that makes them feel better about themselves wont help in the end.

I think you knew my answer.






I still care.

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:: 2003 11 June :: 4.23 pm

GRRRRRRRRR i hate my mom.

Monday- Nicole P and I went to Town Center mall. She got some cute stuff. It was pouring when we left. She LEFT HER LIGHTS ON and the car was dead. We sat there and waited for the security man to drive up our aisle. She was on the phone and there was a sudden outburst of "JESSICA THERE HE IS!" I got out and started running. We left and weeee went to jamba and then to her house and thennn to Pets Mart and then to home. We went to Marks later on and Mick Mark Richie Mike and Nicole and I went to Taco Bell and then to the movie(s). Saw finding Nemo. :) its good. ::mine miine mine miiine:: Then back home. We planned to stay up til 4 nd play board games but we talked online some and Nicole fell asleep. I stayed up til 4 for I wasnt tired. I was talking to Will the whole time. Playing some P&Q game.

Tuesday- Nicole left. I went to Boomers with Marisa to meet with Ryan and Nick. Erica her friend Ashley Billy Will and Kris all met us there. Hmm it was ok i guess. Billy was my shadow. Odd at times. Slept at Marisas.

Wednesday- today was alright. Went to Boomers--again. Then to Mickey D's. Then to moms office where I was informed that I cant go anywhere for the next 2 days. The other night my mom told me to empty the dishwasher and pick up all the cans and bottles beofer I left. So I did. Earlier she mentioned that I forgot to throw out some on the patio. From the way she explained this it seemed as though she threw them away for me. So I didnt bother to check when I threw everything else away. But I just got told that she never did throw them away. So now I am being punished for misunderstanding. Thats not fair. The truth is that my mom wants me to stay home for a couple days and she just cant grow any balls to say it so shes punishing me because its the only way she knows how and thats what shes used to.

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:: 2003 9 June :: 1.08 am
:: Music: trrrembllee

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:: 2003 8 June :: 12.01 am

Yesterday I visited my mom during the day. At night I went to Muvico with Marisa. Gosh all mighty, no one was there. Everyone that was there, was in a movie. 2 Fast 2 Furious came out that night so it was sold out til 11. Michael went and saw it at 10 with his friends. He came out and gave us stubs to get in. I felt bad bc I wanted to hang with Nicole and right when she got there we got tickets and there was another one for her. Well the movie was nice. They have some pretty tight cars. I slept at Marisas.

Today Bandit(i almost wrote Bandade) is sick. I would never think I would say this, but I actually feel bad for the big fellow. He was throwing up all over and Marisas mom took him to the emergency vet at 2 in the morning. They gave him something liek 6 shots and had an IV in him. They dont know whats wrong. We went to Sal's so Marisa could apply for a summer job. She'll know by Wednesday and it sounds to me like she'll get it. Good for her. I need to start looking soon too I just havent been home. We went to Town Center Mall after (wooo.). Marisa needed shorts. After much confrentation with her mother she got 2 new pairs. Back home for the night. Mommy is home. I stayed home and cleaned out my closet and around my room. One of those cleaning moods. I want to do more but I have nothing left. Sad but good. Wide awake and nothing to do. Hmph.

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