:: 2003 1 May :: 5.59 pm
:: Music: Get Up Kids- Stay Gone

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:: 2003 30 April :: 10.06 pm

Today in English class I learned when your writing for Literature you're never supposed to write in the 2nd person saying you.

I don't like that rule.

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:: 2003 29 April :: 10.19 pm

i want to get out of this alive.
i cant remember the last time i havent..

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:: 2003 28 April :: 10.02 pm

stressed-out: suffering from high levels of physical or especially psychological stress

Lets see..I got to help Marisa get mad at Ryan for not doing her homework (?) and I got to help her do the homework. The topic was once again love. She took some stuff from the article I posted and made more nonsense up using words that sounded fitting. She learns from the best. Nicole stopped by for a bit before work. That was cool. I got to text with Mark last night also, back to talking so its good i suppose. Chris asked me out last night. ??????? extremely unexpected. I, of course, said no..I think he knew the answer before he asked. Wow you're sounding confidently bitchy today Jessica. Why thank you. I wanted to go swimming today. My pool is muy frio so I scratched that idea out of my head. Nothing exciting happens anymore.

Where'd all the drama go?

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:: 2003 27 April :: 3.00 pm

k, what was i talking about anyways last night? nothing was odd. silences are expected not odd right? yeah so the party was gay. i chilled with marisa before i went over katies. i think i will wash my moms car when i leave katies.

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:: 2003 27 April :: 12.34 am

tongiht was ok, we went to Brandons for his surprise party. Mark and Mick went, it was kinda odd.. Ill explain later.

bye

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:: 2003 24 April :: 7.05 pm

ahh i was on away message and someone left something for me to read but of course m computer came up with an error and i couldnt read them. ah, now ill sit and wonder who it was all night.

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:: 2003 23 April :: 9.27 pm

I jsut wrote a paper on this exact article for English.
Love or Infatuation?

Infatuation is instant desire. It is one set of glands calling to another.

Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time.

Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and places about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely.

It might spoil the dream.

Love is quiet understanding and the mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his/her presence even when he/she is away. Miles do not separate you. You want him/her nearer, but near or far, you know he/she is yours and you can wait.

Infatuation says, "We must get married right away! I can't risk losing you!"

Love says, "Be patient. Do not panic. Plan your future with confidence."

Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. If you are honest, you can admit it is difficult to be in one another's company unless you are sure it will end ---- in intimacy.

Love is the maturation of friendship. You must be friends before you can be lovers.

Infatuation lacks confidence. When he/she is away you wonder if he/she is cheating. Sometimes you check.

Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. Your beloved feels that also and that makes them even more trustworthy.

Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret later, but love never will.

Love is an upper. It makes you look up. It makes you think up.

It makes you a better person.

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:: 2003 23 April :: 8.37 pm

I never made it back there last night. Nor did I fill any pages with my writings. Tiredness took over my body and strapped me to my bed.

Ah im a bad friend. Tom is always really nice to me and asks me to hang out occasionally. Everytime he asks I either have something planned already or Im not allowed. He asked last night and I went out with Nicole and then I was gunna go home with him tomrrow but Im still grounded on Thursday nights. Ahh i feel really bad though, i know he thinks i dont like him. Whatever, honestly dont want to hang out with him anyways and he seems to ask at the right times where I dont even have to make up excuses. How bout that...

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:: 2003 22 April :: 10.20 pm

nicoel jsut takes for freakin ever to update. I guess she has a reason. shes been glowing all day and im sure she'll axplain all about it in her journal. she picked me up and we went to the sigh, the mall, only place left in btown. she talked about stephanie all day and shes soooo happy :) im going to come online late tongiht and write. Im feeling poetic tongiht, i dont feel like writing in my normal 'poetry book' so online it will be.

Love to all, Jessica

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:: 2003 21 April :: 6.14 pm
:: Mood: :sigh:
:: Music: Remember to Breathe

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:: 2003 20 April :: 8.56 pm

July 9-13th: I'm going to NYC.

Easter was boring. Egg hunt was fun, i made 14 bucks. Good-ol-grandma.
I drove today in Pheasant Walk, that was exciting. I cant wait to own a car of my own.

Now im sitting here bored, looking for something to do on this night of 4 20

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:: 2003 20 April :: 3.56 pm

Happy Easter to all, and to all a good day.

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:: 2003 20 April :: 12.00 am

sorry i just got the same journal entry to come up 4 times. My bad.

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:: 2003 19 April :: 10.53 pm
:: Music: The Ataris

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