:: 2003 26 March :: 7.09 pm

Kewl...(shivers) I hate that.

Nicole, your butt looks like a cherry--wait, two. :D

Just finsihed eating dinner. Bleh, full.



Today was good.

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:: 2003 25 March :: 9.25 pm
:: Mood: Continual
:: Music: RHCP

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:: 2003 24 March :: 4.01 pm

Why are the fonts so big Mr. Woohu man?

I'm hungry as a mo and theres nothing to eat. And I also have a sweet tooth, figures, the only time when theres NO chocolate in my house. Today went by fast surprisingly. Fell asleep in English class. I miss Mark and I dont know why. I shouldnt, but I do. AHh


Xanax does nothing more but calm the sleeping thrill.

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:: 2003 23 March :: 9.02 pm
:: Music: Dashboard

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:: 2003 23 March :: 6.04 pm

Chut up!

Friday- Nicole and I were on the turnpike by 9 30. New experience for her. Merging is a big accomplishment :) We got there by early afternoon. Stopped at the visitor center and got a couple brochures. We ended up driving to Isla Morada. Planned to scuba dive but it was too rough. Couldnt rent a jet skit or parasail bc we're underage. We found the public beach and stayed there for an hour or so. Eww the marsh lol. We ate lunch at Chilly Willies and headed back home. We got off the turnpike at Okeechobee Rd but that was a bad idea. We ended up driving through the Miami ghetto for hours. "You know your in the ghetto when..there's bars on all the windows". Stopped back at Nicole's to change and went to Dennys. Then to Walmart then back to her house where she had to leave me at a gas station. Thennn back to Lakeworth again to get Cassie off the street. Then to gas station. Then to movies but they were all closed. What kind of theater is closed at 11 anyways? Went to Ben's house. Watched Donnie Darko...good movie, I liked it a lot. We were sposed to get drunk and sleep on the beach but worried about parking overnight and getting a ticket. Stayed at Bens house all night.

Saturday- Woken up at 8 by Cassie. Drove her to her house. Then to my house. I took a shower and Marisa and Erica picked me up and we went to the B*town mall. They stayed over. I called Rob to see if he was working, he didnt answer so I figured he was. So we went to Friday's for dinner, and yupppp..we saw him. It was fun, we made jokes about the kid who was so obviously staring every time he walked by. Thanks for telling us Rob lol. We went to Blockbuster after and rented Van Wilder (which Ive already seen) and Donnie Darko bc I wanted them to see it. Hah Erica is so annoying when we watch tv. She thinks to hard about things and then asks 25 thousand questions like "what if.."

Sunday- ::sigh:: Ahhhh...our last day of Spring Break. Boo. We did nothing today. Ericas dad picked her up and we never came out of my room. Took Marisa home around 4. And now Im sitting here..still..in my pajamas. Mark is in NY, Nicole was right. I texted with him last night for a little bit. I dont know, I still think hes full of it, now hes all "I miss you" on me and all "we need to hang out BAD--and have fun". Um, how about NO. I like hanging out but he obviously only wants to for one reason. He's so gay sometimes.

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:: 2003 20 March :: 5.04 pm
:: Mood: Happy

Happy Birthday Mom.

Tuesday night Nicole picked me up after work and we stopped by this bar on the way home to see her mom. We left and were waiting on Military to make a left turn onto Flavor Pict. This asshole in a black truck behind us was reving his engiine. We turned and the guy passed us. He started going reallly slow so we passed him. We got to the stop sign a noticed that he ran it and was following us. We drove into Sabal Lakes to see if we could lose him. He stopped and backed intosomeones driveway so we figured he either happened to live there or he was going to stop following us. So we drove on and he pulled right out and started following us again. We were going really fast now and getting scared bc we couldnt lose him so we called Nicole's dad and he told us to go to the next over from where they lived and he'd stand outside. He was there and we stopped the car and small talked withhim to see if the guy would pass us and go home. Nope, he just stayed there a good 5 minutes while we talked to her dad. Her dad even motioned for him to pass. He wouldnt so we pulled into a nieghbors droveway and he moved up a little and waited again her dad went to tell him to pass on bc "My daughter's on her way home from work and she said ur following her" he said that we were following him and he was calling the police. We got in the back of Nicole's car and her dad sped out of the neightborhood over where Tommy and Jill live. We stayed there and he wasnt following any longer. When we drove back over to her neighborhood the guy was still there with 2 cops. We explained the story to them. But see we lied a little: heh, bc what really happend was the guy passed us the first time and we thought we'd getback at him so we followed him into sabal lakes and then when he pulled into that driveway and we left he started following us. But heh we, of course, blamed it all on him. The cops told us to wait there were other "issues" to deal with. He came back over a while later and told us that the man was drunk (and called the cops on himself--DUMBASS) and they were waiting for a sheriff or someone to come and do a sobriety test or something. The police came the house later that night and Nicole filled out some statement saying shell testify in court if she needs to. The cops locked the guys keys in his truck and had to walk home. We spent the rest of the night taking down EVERY little piece of paper off of her walls. O man.

Wednesday morning the doorbell rang when we were sleeping and her mom said she looked outside and saw a black truck but she didnt answer the door. We cleaned a little and then met Cassie, Ashley, Sierra, and Stephanie at Dennys. Nicole thinks she saw the guys truck no the way there. That night we assembled the entertainment certer...omgosh that was a tuffy..15 step directions that took about 3 or 4 house. But it looks pimp as shit. Had some troubles with the poles (Sorry Nicole!) Then we went to the mall to get a ticket for The Used for someone and to the spa place to get my mom a massage gift certificate. "Swedish Aeromatherapy" jsut the name sounds relaxing. I was supposed to go home after but we changed plans again and I called my mom and I stayed at Nicole's another night. We went to Circuit City and got 2 CDs. Moved her bed to a different wall. And went to sleep.

Today (Thursday/Moms Bday/Permit Re-test), picked up Cassie in Boca and then dropped me off on their way to Lake Worth to drop Cassie at the other house. Took a shower...finally lol Nicole...then I GOT MY PERMIT! Yo the signature is miniscule (aka tiny). Going to dinner tonight with Mike and Jenny and family..oh yay.

Tomorrow we're leaving for the Keys bright and early at 8 45. I cant wait its gonna be fun. Oh yeah...we are officailly at war now. Im not scared or worried though, we're gunna kick ass anyways. Nicole got we her cut and died..it looks super good. Megan is comming down in a week from today, YAY.

<3 Jessica

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:: 2003 17 March :: 7.43 pm

Happy Birthday Dad

Today me and Erica did nothing. I was in my pj's til 6 after being home a while. I still had to wrap presents and make a card for my dad. My dad is in a pissy mood for some odd reason. My mom ordered ribs from Park Avenue (Rob's favorite!) and she asked for no bbq sauce bc of his diet, but of course they still put in on them so he coundlt eat them. Mike and Jenny just pulled in the driveway (sound of garage going up). This should be great fun.

First night Ive stayed home alone with out anyone or doing anything all break. I dont like it though, so boring.

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:: 2003 16 March :: 10.54 pm
:: Mood: Silly
:: Music: 50 Cent

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:: 2003 15 March :: 3.58 pm

Saturday Nicole n me dropped her brother at a friends house and then she dropped me and home on her way to Cassie's. Rob called n we went to look at this nice mustang so he could get some ideas for his car and then headed to the beach. We got there around 3 30 and stayed a couple hours, there seemed to be no sun and the water was freezing. But we walked and layed on the rent-a-benches, we talked about everything. And we have some pretty weird/disgusting conversations. Then he took me home and I showered and then later that night we were talking onlien and he came over so we could chill. We wiled out to some tunes and then the parentals came home so we calmed down.

Today Marisa just got here and we failed at our attempt to go to the PGA mall. Parents suck.

Nicole n I are going to go to the keys. I hope it works out and we can. We're gunna tell our parents we're sleeping at each others houses or something bc they never talk and then well sleep on the beach and itll be good fun.

Drivers test on Thursday again. Monday is my dads Birthday. I got him a super cool electric (?) pepper mill. Thursday is also my moms Bday...i have yet to get her something. I think im going to get her a gift certificate to get a massage. But i dont know where yet.

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:: 2003 14 March :: 1.34 pm

Regardless, my pictures, they don't line your mirror.

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:: 2003 13 March :: 8.28 pm
:: Mood: Hateful

You know what I hate the most? How it seems to pass you by so easily as if it meant nothing.

I hope you fall into her trap again.

Nicole went to work 2 hours early by accident and picked me up. We went to Marks dads house and sat outside in front of his house and talked for a while. Awkward. We went back here for a while to figure out my plans for the night. I was supposed to meet Kesl and some ppl at Atl but my mom and dad wouldve prolly taken me but I didnt want to make them more pissed off. Whatever, we can still hang out tonight they just didnt want to drive anywhere. Okay im going to go fold laundry, my favorite.

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:: 2003 12 March :: 7.17 pm

What is everyone doing for spring break? Anyone going anywhere? Me--no, of course not. Anyone like to do something with me??? Lauren Braun we better hang out! :) And NICOLE u too! Dont think ur going to get to escape from me! No, heh jk Nicole, but we should hang out its been a while now. Maybe Ill go to the beach with Rob on Friday, that would be fun. Hopefully break will go better than the normal school/wkend life that just plain blows. Im going to go to Mulhal work AGAIN.

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:: 2003 12 March :: 6.16 pm
:: Mood: Ok.
:: Music: Diamond Rio- Beautiful Mess

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:: 2003 11 March :: 4.58 pm
:: Mood: :* (

I failed.

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:: 2003 10 March :: 9.21 pm
:: Mood: Blah

I get my permit tomorrow! Only 6 months late!

Ha o well. So i wrote him an email last night bc I was going to get off and he wasnt comming online any time soon it seemed. I told him that we need to talk and that Im sorry for waiting for so long to say something (and not to be mad). I came back online this morning around 6 or so when I got out of the shower to see if he wrote me back. Nope, but he read it. He just so happened to be online and had 'that' away message on again. The "fuckin whatever man." one. I so I IMed him for fun saying "mark." (i know, lame eh?) and he came on about 10 minutes before I left. I told him again that we needed to talk and he said ok and then I said we'll do it after school. I saw him before all the classes started and it was awkward for me , he was like pulling me close to him and I wasnt expecting anything like that. It was good I suppose. We walked around after school and talked and I tried to remember everything I wanted to say, I hope I did. Still friends. I wish I talked to him sooner maybe things would go back but what do I know. Ill wait it all out and see if anything happens again. I have the feeling it will ahhh

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