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2002 16 December :: 8.23 pm
:: Mood: Indescribable
:: Music: Good Charlotte- The Young & The Hopeless
Wow. People these days will do anything to just fit in. It's crazy. But i guess i shouldnt criticize them bc i know how its like to feel left out. Well im going to the mall (again) after school tomorrow with Nicole and Jill. I hope its fun. I gotta get some more gifts for my parents still tho. Im gunna try and find my mom some more shirts..and well the same for my dad. heh. Grr i guess i have to get Jenny something too--why do i even bother..Geez Jessica, BE NICE! Christmas is sposed to be a 'Happy' time. Annnnnd its only 9 days away. Heh yeah im just goin on and on arent I? OOOOH yeah, i was talking to Mike today and he tried asking me things like "hows ur love life" and "u still like Mark dont you" when the whole time I KNEW he was at Marks house...Haaaa i didnt tell him shit. Haha Oh Yeah..thats it, playin hard to get. riight. Ok well thats it for now.
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2002 16 December :: 3.11 pm
:: Mood: Blank
:: Music: Sugarcult- Lost In You
Hmmm man im bored. Nothing to do. Had a half day today..and tomorrow and the next day too! :-D The history wasnt as hard as i thought i guess, it was something like 284 questions but we didnt have to do that many. Spanish was reallly easy..hehe i was the last person done, i HAVE to bubble in those stupid little rectangles perfectly. Me, Marisa, and momma went to Chee-lees for lunch. It was good. My mom had the 'Old Timer' Ha. Marks being a butthole..he never talks to me online..thats so gay. And i dont wanna IM him cuz i feel like im bothering him or he doesnt want to talk to me or something..oh well. His loss (lol).
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2002 15 December :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: Disappointed
Damnit. Im so completely mad at myself right now. I promised myself i wouldnt let anything happen between me and Mark again cuz i didnt want to get hooked again. FUCK--just when i was getting back to normal too. I mean it was so great though. heh started with a pillow fight, a very long pillow fight, then it all just .happened. I guess you just cant resist the opportunity if its something you really want and its there at the moment. I dono, like during this one time i got up off the bed and went in the other room to think and stuff but found myself fighting tears. Shit Shit Shit. I was even okay with it this morning i was accepting the fact of \"friends with benefits\", but i know im not going to be ok with it for long. I have a HUGE ass history exam tomorrow and i spent like 6 hours on it today lookin up stuff i now that i stopped, i learned nothing from it..rrgh. O well, hopefully it will go better then i think. Man im hot right now, parents just went to take Turbs for a walk. Im gunna try and think this through tonight.
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