:: 2003 28 December :: 3.13 am

my third time tonight
wewt

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:: 2003 28 December :: 1.31 am

i just plain like this song


Well I'll never forget the first time that I heard
That pretty mouth say that dirty word
And I can't even remember now
What she backed my truck into
But she covered her mouth and her face got red
And she just looked so darn cute
That I couldn't even act like I was mad
Yeah I live for little moments like that
That's like just last year on my birthday
She lost all track of time and burnt the cake
And every smoke detector in the house was going off
She was just about to cry until I took her in my arms
And I tried not to let her see me laugh
Yeah I live for little moments like that
I know she's not perfect
But she tries so hard for me
And I thank God that she isn't
Cause how boring would that be
It's the little imperfections
It's the sudden change of plans
When she misreads the directions
And we're lost but holding hands
Yeah I live for little moments like that
When she's laying on my shoulder
On the sofa in the dark
And about the time she falls asleep
So does my right arm
And I want so bad to move it
Because it's tingling and it's numb
She looks so much like an angel
That I don't want to wake her up
Yeah I live for little moments
When she steals my heart again and doesn't even know it
Yeah I live for little moments like that

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:: 2003 27 December :: 11.23 pm

golden corral and roll back prices tonight with sean and will.
thats all :)

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:: 2003 26 December :: 12.19 am

Merry Christmas Ladies!!
ok ok ok well its not "technically" christmas before but its the thought.
i think this was one of the best christmas' ive ever had.
i got my fish tankkk and im so happy :)
some time this weekend i get to go pick out the 'landscape' and fishies (leonard).
i also got hulk hands!! clothes money perfume etc
i went to be grandmas today with nancy and rich. what a joyous occasion.
kates tonight. shes still getting over being sick and we stayed home and watched old school.
ok ok i know everyone has already seen it butttt .. its my new favorite movie.
i <33333333333333 will ferrell. if there was anyone celeberty i could meet it would be him. and every freakin time i see him it reminds me of tyler. haha funniest kid i know.
joe tommy and chas stopped by
will and sean dropped off a present that i was previously dredding getting.
just as i expected they probably spent a ridiculous amount of money and i would have been just as pleased with a merry christmas jess.
diamonds arent this girls best friend.
i love you guys


well i dont knwo what the hell ive been doing lately. nothing really i wake up really late. go to bed really late...
hm oh i saw a movie with tommy onnnn i dont remember. mona lisa smile
i want to see peter pan. i think it just came out today

marisa got her acura integra today :) black '97, excellent.
shes leaving for NY tomorrow.
martin and nicole are away...

YOURE MY BOY BLUE!!!

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:: 2003 23 December :: 11.41 pm
:: Mood: Hungry

because i see drama on the streets and run.

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:: 2003 21 December :: 1.46 am

i'm having a low moment.

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:: 2003 20 December :: 6.11 pm

well christmas break started friday at 915.
nikki p came over. we ate food watched tv smoked a bowl and went to petsmart.
there are serious too many people out on the roads.
met up with katie later on. she had some christmas shopping to do still so she drug(is that a word..past for dragged?) me to the mall again. i cant stand that freakin place any more gahhhh.
casey and al picked us up. we went back to caseys house to chill. it was alright i guess.
supposed to go out later on with jon and steve but katie was sick so i didnt want to make her bc she needed her rest.
i woke up on her floor at 130 this afternoon and she was passed out on her living room couch.
so i went back and her room and watched Zenon. it was the first one and its my all time fav disney channel movie.
kates pretty sick now lost most of her voice and she has picked up most of the disgusting habits that go along with being sick.
i just got home an hour ago and i think i want to make tonight a movie night.
kind of mellow...yeah.

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:: 2003 18 December :: 7.55 pm

but my dreams they aren’t as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that’s never free

marine- a breeze :D
reboli- impossible

christmas shopping was not a very good turn out. i got something for megan, but that's it. i got both my parents 2 things already. and i want to get them another but im not sure what. ok i love the christmas season, cheer, hapiness etc undoubtedly. but christmas shopping...it's so hard! i never know what to get people and being low on the cash flow doesnt help much either. tomorrow is our last day of exams and we have 2 and a half weeks offffffffffffffff. yeyeahhhhhhhhhhhhh

dinner calls!
late

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:: 2003 17 December :: 10.14 pm
:: Mood: Sick.

sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff..

it's like a fucking musical during exams every day. and i'm part of the orchestra as of yesterday. congratulations to me. oh..yay.

coop- HAHAH what a joke there goes the rest of my grade
health- easy-smeasy


i have about 7 chapters to do tonight in reboli. i just finished my marine packet and i finished reboli's 4 page essay a couple hours ago. exams is supposed to be an easy week with nothing but te stress of studying. instead teachers pack on all this shit. grr

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:: 2003 16 December :: 10.44 pm
:: Mood: Open
:: Music: me :)

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:: 2003 14 December :: 2.33 am

not one part of me doubts that you could make me happy.
the things ive not taken on- this responsibility- because i can never seem to make you happy.
and thats not okay for me.
im sorry if things arent the way you want them to be.
but i cant help but wonder why you set numbers on things.
and when youve reached your extent you give up.
this is not the first time ive seen you do this and probably not the last either.
why me?
what do i do to you that makes me a teammate in this number game.
it must be something good.
i wish you would tell me sometime.
and once again i dont know where we stand.
tell me, is it really all or nothing?

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:: 2003 11 December :: 8.43 pm

touch me again, beautiful.
it felt so good.
even if youve given up.
i havent.

spills of nonsense late into the night.
and then i tore it up.


i forgot today was thursday. i thought it was wednesday for a while. ive been tryin to call people because i want to go take a walk but no ones answering and im scared to go by myself. oh well. today was pretty good. someone and i were talking about how its so hard to skip at our school and leave campus. oh so we were talking about STDs in health today and i always hear some of the funniest things in that class. im must say im really going to miss it and i wish i had it for another semester. Debo is straight as fuck. a lesbian, nonetheless, but straight. back to the point, todays came from Nikki Reid. "My mom always says: No love without a glove". why did it seem so much funnier before? oh well. no plans for the weekend so far actaully, i'm impressed. hopefully ill get some of what ive been wanting for the past couple weeks.


rockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrockrock

WWF is so overrated.

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:: 2003 8 December :: 9.58 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISA!
will and sean picked me up tonight and we went to the mall.
i love those little tykes to death.
id definetly consider them in my best friends category.
but anywho.
ahhh yes, the christmas holiday tis here.
god damn will is a fucking baller.
that kid throws down money like no other!
he's crazy!
we're in a jewelry store and the kid wants to but like 15 of one thing.
holy moly.
see if it were to me id pick the stuffed animal in the jewelry store.
but thats just me.


i went home from school early today.
wasnt feeling so hot.
literally.
i was freeeezing all day and i had a sweatshirt on too.
but im fine sadly and i will return back to hell tomorrow.
:(

man im getting so bored with you woohu.
its not fun reading your own updates bc you already know what's going to be said.
geezus will someone please write damnit?

i hope your day was wonderful.

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:: 2003 7 December :: 10.26 pm

tee hee im a loser.


Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.

"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."

The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.

As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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:: 2003 7 December :: 7.09 pm
:: Mood: Irritated

well marisas surprise party went well.
she knew but she thought it would be on sunday.
very busy weekend.

im dreding school tomorrow, gah.
my mom's pissing me off.
i hate how she makes me look in front of other people.
phone calls and loud fucking questions so everyone can hear her that make me sound like a fucking drunk arent necessary.
fucking a, chris pulled that shit on me today too.
i hate him.
i swear he is one of maybe 3 people that i really, truly dislike.
im so negative right now.
i need some comforting

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