:: 2003 6 December :: 12.41 am

i cant forget you if i tried.
every fucking day you cross my mind at least once.
i cant be who you want me to be.
i have to see who i am.
making myself happy first sure as hell works fine because ive tried it the other way around before and its for suckers.
i know more than you think.
so dont put all this on me and stop pointing fingers.
i hope to God some day all of this will fall into place somewhere, this needs a big explanation.

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:: 2003 3 December :: 10.24 pm

suggah suggah how you get so fly?

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:: 2003 2 December :: 10.19 pm

my dashboard cd is missing.
let's gather a search group!

hm.

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:: 2003 1 December :: 10.20 pm

so will and i are on our way to dinner sitting at the light on woolbright waiting to take a left onto congress. some hardass guy is creepin up in the right hand turn lane in his black stang checkin me out or whatever..i laugh at him bc thats just what i do as i normal reaction to those things..he's still creepin lookin all pimp, will's messin with the radio doin his own thing..and all of a sudden, BOOOOM!! the fuckin guy rear-ended the person in front of him! hahahhahah white smoke poured out from his radiator and the lady he hit came running out asking if he was ok. we couldnt have laughed any harder.

ill take that as the biggest compliment ill ever get.



but i forgot i hadnt shared with you journal. today was ok i guess. i could complain and be a whiny bitch if i wanted to but its not worth it. no one wants to hear it anyways.

good day

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:: 2003 30 November :: 7.43 pm
:: Mood: Dirty

Emila's party today.
shes still friends with nick skeeba.
so fucking fineee
askihegkjrhag rahhh i just want to bite on his lip ring.


no excuses for other things this break.
got that huge test for coop tomorrow
i better do well
i never showed my rents my progress report bc of the F i got :-/...


I LOVE TOMMY BELLO!!

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:: 2003 30 November :: 1.47 am

hi i'm bored, nice to meet you.



Your aura shines Yellow!


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:: 2003 30 November :: 12.51 am

i dont even remember what ive done this whole time.
bahhh who cares.
i think i owe will some money for all those rides to my house.
ok i know i owe him money.
remind me next time.
ohh the pressure was on.
and i hated it, haha.
KRLGlkglikeahrlgk
finally moving up the fucking totem pole with somethhiiing else.
yeyeah.

by golly just braid my pigtails and call me dorethy.

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:: 2003 27 November :: 1.45 pm

HAPPY TURKEY DAY KIDS!

im off to my aunts house soon to have a feast-full of a time!

til the day ii diieeeee
ill spill my heart for youuuuuuuuuu
my hands are at your throat and i think i hate youuuuuuuu

lallalalala damn catchy songs

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:: 2003 25 November :: 11.26 pm

someone fucked with my computer.
all the fonts are GIGANTIC. GIGANTIC I TELL YOU!
and everything else is tiny.
hmph.
woohu is fucked up too.
hot damn.
well tonight started the long holiday extravaganza!
it began with dinner at fridays with kate justine n jon
followed by patch reef park with martin ross tom ali bobby
now im home
waiting again
i think im going to battle sean tonight drinking.
OH ITS ON.

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:: 2003 23 November :: 11.00 am

you struggle against your enemy.
your enemy...ignorance.
-reboli

i gotta car wooooo hoooooooooooo!

'99 black Jetta GLS
well, it's automatic and i wanted manual but no complaints.

fucking cooper lickmyballs sLGIEJl;erg;liehrg

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:: 2003 22 November :: 12.30 am
:: Mood: Prepared

maybe im sorry for apoligizing before knowing what i was apologizing about. it's really my mistake. it always is, isnt it? i dont think it's the least bit funny. who is they and what are they saying that can make you jump to conclusions with the least bit of proof for the one second that things dont work out your way. hmph. im sorry, this shouldve bothered me before. MY BAD but its done and said. you cant run from every obstacle in your life. jessica, meet will power.

today was ok. i have no weekend AGAIN. today was seaworld and we didnt get back til 10 30. i gotta wake up at 6 tomorrow and am going to tampa to look at another car. and sunday i have to do that coop essay. hot damn. im pissed!!

i miss megan. shes going through a bad time right now ::hug:: her dad is driving up there for turkey day and will take me with him if my parents allow me. shes got herself sick. i pray for her.

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:: 2003 20 November :: 8.13 pm

you almost made me cry again this time..

it's because you say things that make me want to hear it all over again


S E A W O R L D T O M O R R O W
what what what what!!

i love it when the simple things make you reminisce about the past
i.e. beautiful, cold weather..and i think..mm uturn.fair.snuggle

NIKKI PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP..yea yea YOU ho! everytime i listen to the used i think of you and all our good times. let's make more!
hit the cell, yo.

-jb

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:: 2003 18 November :: 9.33 pm

ok so yesterday the dean pissed me off real bad in lunch and she put me in a bad mood for hte rest of the day.

_____________today________________

i could have cut the awkwardness with a knife for the look we shared today. :-/

FIGHT THE PIPE LADIES
hahahhahah

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:: 2003 16 November :: 8.50 pm

friday night, fell asleep after school and everyone failed to wake me up. marisa came over. practiced parking. ohh about 5 of 40. ice cream. from 12-4 30 will and sean picked us up. got nicole and jesse. drove around and went to wills house. drink & smoke as wished. not i.

saturday day, ryan came over to pick up marisa. ive decided he resembles santa and is always bringing over gifts. hm. they left after a while. the fam and i drove to orlando to look at a car we saw on autotrader. it ended up being a bust but hey at least i got to drive.

saturday night, my dad dropped me off at katies at 11. we went out with retch stevenb and donna later. hung out in steve's garage. drinking more. mmmm recliners in front of joey's house. dennys. home at 5.

sunday day, sleep. btown mall with kate.

sunday night, jaquzzi. kate left at 7. i have a fuck load of hw tonight which i spend wasting my time with.


a happy birthday weekend to lauren and you.

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:: 2003 13 November :: 7.32 pm

and one thousand phrases wouldn't be good enough for you.

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