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2004 30 March :: 8.50 pm
:: Mood: =\
tired.
bored.
stressed.
aunt flows here.
i don't think me + him are gunna talk no more.. too much drama why does everything have to have drama WTF!
wtf am i gunna wear tomorrow. oh well F-it. it's 8:21 and i'm going to bed.
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2004 29 March :: 6.52 pm
:: Mood: shitty
:: Music: some country song
and i was doing so good.
wow! wanna hear some shit-- i called megan this morning to see if she could bring my black purse to school and she was like yea. so i got to school and it was in my locker so i was like cool. but then.. i opened it to put my stuff in it and it was full of pictures of me and her from like 7th grade, tickets stubs, notes all that shit. and there was a note that said "years of friendship down the drain" omg! wtf is that shit? she acts like i wanted this to happen. but excuse me i did not wish for my best friend to hate me. things havn't been the same for a really long time and honestly i can't even remember doin anything wrong to make her not wanna be my friend anymore. but i know for sure that her "new" friends are boostin her to be mean to me and thats so fucked up they were not there for her through any of the hard times like i was. so after i got her little note i wrote her a long ass letter and i tried to be as nice i could cuz i really don't want to be hateful with her but i was so heated so i'm pretty sure i said some rude stuff like "get on my level" but she does this is freekin crazy. we had all these plans for when we got older you know.. prom, college, birthdays, cars. apartments, the whole nine yards and now it seems like it's all over.. just like that. i really hope things can go back to the way it was.. i really miss it so much.
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2004 28 March :: 4.18 pm
my weekend ;
FRIDAY- i had school then after school travis took me + whitney and 2 of his friends to mcdonalds. then back to whitneys. we chilled for awhile then my mom came and got us and took us to wal mart lol. i got some stuff there like hairspray and . then we came back to my house so i could pick up clothes, took whitney home, then my mom dropped me off at leahs house. we got ready and went to clay's base ball game. he made a home-run "wooo hooooo" lmao. and we swang on the swings again + talked to our nigga(s). wow omg! lol we were walkin by these bikes and we made a comment bout talken them and riden them to fort myers and the owners of them were hiding and started barking at us. me + leah got so scared we thought them bitches where real lol we hit it on'm. lol that was so funny. then we went home and went to sleeeepp.
SATURDAY- we woke up and went to sun splash with her cousin nikki + her baby sara and clay. when we got there it wasn't open yet so we went and got breakfast at mickey d's then went back to sun splash. lol me and leah did the little frog lily pad things ahh too funny. then we went back to nikki's house for a little then back to leahs. we hadda baby sit clay cuz her parents were going out to eat so we just ate pizza and watched ghostship.. yea weird/scarry movie. chris and baybay wanted us to come over cuz chris just lives down the street from leah but clay was bein a brat so we didn't go. o well. but yea me and leah were up til like 2:30 talken to our nigga(s) ahh-haa! lol leah.. we are some ballerrrss.
SUNDAY- we woke up and watched TV then her mom and dad came home from church and made breakfast.. yum. then we put our bathing suits on and went an laid out and went swimmin- wow the pool was SO cold! lol. then leah drove me home and now i'm on the comp. lol whitney's on her way over now and chris and baybay might come over if they aint flaggin wit thereselves haha.
so i'll update later. bye ya'll.. =)
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