:: 2003 30 December :: 1.04 am

i dunno wut to do..
how was everyones day? mine was pretty good! lol i woke up at like 2 then megan came over. then we went to the mall. ((i got jeans and an A&E shirt)). and then to wally world! lol it was fun.. oh yaa.. i talked to luke tonight. man.. i really don't know wut to do.. i really hurt him with wut i did with john, and i regret it so fukin much. i just wish i could take it back and me and luke would be all better. but he's moved on and has a g/f... but he still has feelings for me!!?? i dunno maybe things will work out in the end and if it's meant to be.. it will be. when we were getting off the phone i told him i still loved him and he was like "really, you promise?" i was like yea i would never say it unless i really meant it. then he said good night (w/o saying it back)) and thats when i started crying. but he went to bed thinking of me so maybe he'll change his mind and take me back =/// while i was talking to him i tied a string around my ankle.. and i plan on leaving it on until i get him back!!! so if your reading this.. leave a comment and tell me wtf to do cuz i'm in a loss.. thank you. good night. bye.. oh yea - I LOVE LUKE! ((i juss hadda say that for old times sake))

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:: 2003 29 December :: 10.41 pm
:: Mood: sleeeepppyyyyy

hey guys. last night brandon stood us up =/ he went to the teen nite at mirromoar instead of montego.. so that left us with nothing to do.. SO we went to the movies and saw "love don't cost a thing" again.. it's cute. then afterwards we came back o my house then my mommy and michelle took us to megs house.. corrye and cat was supposed to come pick us up but they went to a movie.. so then! mark called me and him and his friend came and picked me and megan up and we just rode around in his friends car and listened to music. he had a nice system.. wuut. lol then we went to denny's and wal mart! yayy lol i had fun! i think i like him again.. hmm well maybe it'll work this time. i wanna make plans with him for new years.. maybe he'll have HIS car back by then... it's niiicceeee! but, if not i'll juss find a parrtttaaayyy somewhere! lol thatta doo!! ok well i'm going to fukin bed =] x0x0x bye bye

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:: 2003 27 December :: 9.11 pm
:: Mood: refreshed

ohhh`ahhh juss got outta the showa uh-o! so fresh + so clean
hey guys wutsup? nun much hurr chillen` on the solo. well i went to the mall 2 days in a row. today w/ my g-ma + yesterday w/ meg + whit. aw` me + meg looked so cute. we both straighten`d our hair and wore our roxy hats. hehe` i saw mark! lol he's so cute.. we should start talken again you know he's got the car thang` goin.. + my mom likes him =] lol well today i didn't get anything. but yesterday... i got :: white boots, a guess bathing suit, khaki jeans, + a hot pink halter top. OMG! do you know wut i want SO freekin bad? a colorful Dooney + Bourke purse! ah` there so cute! that`ll be my next one since i juss got my Louis. ok ya`ll i'm finna bOnce.. hOllerrr xOx

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