:: 2003 20 November :: 4.19 am
:: Mood: sleepy

hey i just woke up.. lol i always take a nap when i get home from school u knooo i'm tired from all that hard work. well we get paychecks tomorrow and i have a feeling i just might be grounded! UGH! but o well. yea well i think i'm pretty much over chris.. yep. i hate liking people for like a month then getting no where. it's definetly REALLY annoying.. and it hurts. but i'm "strong enough in my <3' right shay?? lol i just want a boyfriend.. someone to love me or just like me for more then SEX! guys are so retarded i wish we could cut there penis off for like a week.. they'd learn there damn lesson!!!! but! lemme stop wit alla that. but i dunno wut else to write.. i'm tired of written about boys.. there so.. uhh w/e. bye.

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:: 2003 28 October :: 7.32 am
:: Mood: indescribable

wut goes up.. must come down..
hey everyone, hows it goin?!? w0w i defintely havn't written in this damn thing in a long ass time! l0l not much has happened tho.. i've been pretty boring lately.. 0ooh we got report cards.. eEe they were ugly l0l i got an F so right now i'm supposed to be grounded but friday we get pay-checks and hopefully that will be g0od s0 i can be FREE!! all right so remember like WAYY back in 7th grade when i liked this kid named Chris Cole?! yea well i like him again.. al0t and he's one of those goddamn player-player types when all he thinks about it pussy and how hes gunna get it.. 0k so back to my story... we were supposed to be "talking" (you get me) and he told me all this sweet stuff to make me fall for him and DO YOU SEE THE COLOR OF MY HAIR?! lol so yea i fell.. pretty hard actually and i thought everthinhg was going good until i find out that him and this girl jessica had sex.. mAn was i crushed.. so since then i still like him 'nd all but i told him i do cuz basically he used her and i don't feel like bein some guys little pussy-giver-whenever-he-wants-it gurl so i told him i didn't like him anymore 'nd that were just friends.. even tho in my little heart right here--- <3 i wanna be s0o much more

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:: 2003 27 August :: 9.17 am
:: Mood: melancholy

my mood sounds cool
practice was good! we all got to mount and britney flew like a natural.. LOL but now i'm real tired... ya but uhh.. how about i def don't know wut i'm wearing tomorrow.. anyone wanna give suggestions? but i gotta look cute cuz i'm gunna talk to mike and he's very cute!! -- + tall! i got a thing for tall guys.. which is wierd cuz i'm short. hmm.. i juss don't know all right well i def dunno wut to say -i'm blank- haha all right i'll get back.. l8er'z

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