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2004 19 April :: 4.19pm
:: Music: j0j0_g3t 0ut
subway is s0 g00d!
=D hi.
i dont know why but i am in a really good mood. i guess its from subway. lol. i love food. doesnt everyone?! and me and tom are doing great!! gossh it feels good. and i get to see him this weekend!!! yeyy =))))
well well.. all weekend long my brookie spent the night, y0! hehe. that was some fun. then saturday i got my hurr` cut. 3 1/2 inches! ah. big change. but its soo much easier! and i got more blonde highlights. everyone is taking my brown hair. i guess its in now? =/ gr. and i got layers and angles.
i got home and went to Brookes to eat some effin` suzie nuggets, dawwg! yeyuh. =D
brooke - "i hate my life" lol. niiice. we were sitting at home on prom night, nigg. next year, baby! i hope.
` im out `
iLu.
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2004 14 April :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: michelle branch- you get me
hi.
well. i didnt go to school tuesday.
the night before i stayed at whits. we watched texas
chainsaw massacre. scary stuff.
we woke up at 8:30 went to get out nails done for 9.
mine are pink. theyre kinda annoying me. agh.
we got home and whit spent the night. nothin` new. but i love her.
school was...okayy. i got to see tom, havent seen him in 3 days. i miss him. =/ i wont be seeing him that much.. got into some trouble. sorta.. grounded? i hate it. i want to see him more. but what can i do?
tomorrows thursday.. next days friday.andd.. ill most likely be at home, but who knows? ive never been grounded before `nd i dont think my mom will follow through with it.
i feel empty.. and i dont know why? it`ll stay unanswered. just another bump in the road and a part of being a teen i guess? =/
i love my friends and tom. of course.
welp. im going to bed.
night.
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2004 12 April :: 5.32pm
:: Mood: you dont even know
god. alot of shit has happened. i cant even explain it.
i feel like my whole life is going down the drain. it`s hard to describe it, but its the worst feeling in the world.
i dont know what to do anymore.. i need to get away.
..just forget about everything.
not get in any more trouble.. this has been the worst and longest 4 day weekend of my life.
and dont even act like youre fucking sorry, cuz a bunch of people are so fucking fake and im not gunna put up with that shit anymore. so fuck everything.
i love tom so much. and nothing can stop me.. nothing
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