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2005 28 March :: 11.57 pm
Lip Ring
I'm trying to decide if I want to do this so look at these and let me know which or if I should at all. Thanks.
I can't believe I am actually putting this horrid pictures on the internet.
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2005 28 March :: 10.33 pm
"I still believe in paradise, but now at least I know it's not some place you can look for because it's not where you go. It’s how you feel for a moment in your life when you are a part of something. If you can find that moment it lasts forever."
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2005 26 March :: 4.53 pm
Survey
: who last:
1. Slept in your bed: me and pup
2. Saw you cry: me?
3. Made you cry: tv
4. Spent the night with you: bacardi
5. went to the movies with you: jesse & kyle
6. went to the mall with you: dont remember
HAVE U EVER..
1. Gotten in a fight with your pet: hell no
2. Been to New York: state: yes, city: no
3. Florida: ya
4. California: duh
5. Hawaii: no
6. Mexico: ya
7. Canada: ya
8. Red or blue: RED
9. Spring or fall: spring
10.. Are you bored: obviously
11. Last noise you heard: tv in living room
12. Last time you went out of the state: July 4th 2004 (mead)
13. Do you have a crush on someone: nope
14. What book are you reading now: harry potter, but i thing im gonna re-read on a pale horse
Do you
1. Do you do drugs: alcohol and nicotine
2. Do you drink: every weekend.
3. Who is your best friend(s)? man's best friend: bacardi
4. What are you most scared of: nothing
5. What clothes do you sleep in: track shorts
6. Who is the last person who called you: jon
7. Where do you want to get married: haha probably the beach
8. Who do you really hate: no one
9. Favorite number: 13
10. Dream car: i want an m3 still but dream car would be a 1955 chevy belair
11. Are you usually on time or usually late? On time
12. Do you have a job: yep
13. Do you like being around people: Ya
14. Best feeling in the world: lol even thou its cheesy love.... second is an orgasm though
15. Are you a health freak? i try to be
1. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: obviously
2. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: obviously
3.Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?: not really
4. Ever afraid that you won't get married? not at all
5. Ever want kids? yes i do want at least one
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Cried: nope
2. Bought something: beer last night
3. Gotten sick: nope
4. Sang: of course
5. Said "I Love You": probably to family
6. Met someone new: yep
8. Moved on: doubt it
9. Missed someone: ya
10. Hugged someone: ya
11. Kissed someone: nope
12. Fought with your parents: haha no
HAVE YOU EVER...
Crashed a friend's car: nope
Ridden in a taxi : ya
Been in love: ya
Shoplifted: i think
Been fired: nope
Been in a fist fight: not yet
Gone on a blind date: nope
Been to Europe: i wish
Skipped school: yah since oct.
Been married: nope
random
Hometown: RC
Age: 22
Hair color: brown/aburn
Height: 5'8"
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2005 23 March :: 8.53 am
:: Music: Bonus Mosh Pt. II - Taking Back Sunday
Closer
So yah I watched Closer last night, you know that movie with Natalie Portman, Jude Law, Clive Owen, and Julia Roberts. It was a really good movie, did I like it? I don't really know. You see movie-wise it was awesome, plot, cast, camara work, all this was awesome. Did I like it, yes and no. You need to see it, me 5 months out of a 4 year relationship just didn't need to see this because it pretty much just showed me what I already knew. Don't trust the opposite sex, whether your male or female. How can you show love? You can't! You only hear it, you don't see it, or feel it, or smell it, only hear it when someone tells you they love you.
The wierdest part now-a-days is that I don't get choked up by watching anything anymore that has to do with relationships. Family drama and friendships and all that good stuff still moves/affects me, but anything with a 'love' story or relationship drama does nothing. I guess its because of the whole unconditional love thing, my parents, brother, family, dog could probably never do anything to make me not love them, yet a girl/women that I am with could do about a zillion things that would affect my love for her. Strange because why do humans want that? It's like everyone just walks around trying to catch the eye of the opposite sex (whether your with someone or not) and I'm just sick of it.
I party every weekend, I talk to new people every weekend, new girls, and have a good time. Do I want another girlfriend? No of course not. Am I looking for a hook-up? Not really. Why? Because with the opposite sex and anything more than just friendship/talking comes drama. All of a sudden you need do things or think about this new person, and personally I've done my share of that and I just don't think its worth it.
So watch "Closer" and you will probably enjoy it. I'm not sure how my opinion would have been affected if I was in a "happy relationship" but I still think I would have thought about it alot, because thats what I do.
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2005 21 March :: 9.48 am
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday
On repeat
Well this weekend was almost just like last weekend. Me and Jon went to Covina both Friday and Saturday night. We start out at Noel's waiting to find out where we will end up. Friday Night it was Pico Rivera, we caravan'd there and partied till we left, when we got back to Noel's we were told to just wait for everyone but Jon was like lets go. We find out later Phillip got in a accident and they waited until like 6am for the towtruck and shit.
Saturday night started the same we ended up going to a party in Diamond Bar just to get denied entry because our group was too large. So we went to Mike's which didn't last long and we ended up at some dudes house in west covina. After getting kicked out of there we ended up at Jack in the Box where some dudes tried to start shit and Jon said the famous quote "Fuck Durock, This Is Covina" from there we ended up at Rugies and then left and went home.
"Same ol shit dog just a different day"
Peace.
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2005 18 March :: 5.56 pm
What is LOVE?
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out ans smell each other." (Brittany, age 6)
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs." (Mohammad, age 5)
"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings." (Fatima, age 8)
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is okay." (Ali, age 3)
"Love is when you tell someone you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday!" (Mary, age 10)
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it or her all the time, even when his hands got arthristis too. That's love." (Rebecca, age 8)
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." (Billy, age 4)
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." (Terri, age 4)
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents, and listen." (Bobby, age 5)
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." (Nikka, age 6)
"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more." (Matthew, age 7)
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me at night." (Clare, age 5)
"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken." (Elaine, age 5)
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." (Mary Ann, age 4)
"You can break love, but it won't die." (Kelly, age 6)
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." (Jessica, age 8)
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2005 17 March :: 11.58 am
Joe.... I don't remember exactly but does JJ scream alot, or is it 50/50 between screaming and singing? I ask because I am listening to Atreyu and I know you like them, and the combination of scream/singing reminded me of you guys a little.
Anyway, I posted this on your band's website but I don't know if you saw it. Let me know if it is a good idea. BTS Wristbands
Penis
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2005 16 March :: 7.45 am
:: Music: Brand New
Newcastle 75oz
Well yesterday was Brian's 22nd birthday. Kasie threw him a surprise birthday party. Not sure if Brian has expressed displeasure with some of his 'old' friends but Kyle and I were the only ones invited. Anyway Kyle brought JD and I think Brian was actually happy to see us. Although it got kind of awkward when his co-workers showed up it was still a fun event. Funny watching Brian drink, I tried to get him to do it for so long and it took a girlfriend to finally make him.
New topic, what is it with girlfriends? They do that guys, make you stop hanging out with people you would see almost everyday. They make you start drinking. They get you to try weed. They are the reason you start smoking. They are the reason you stress over gifts during the year. They are the reason you either dress better, or let yourself go (depending on you). They are the reason you give up on some things. Anyway not saying that all that is bad or good just pointing it out.
Peace.
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2005 15 March :: 9.20 am
:: Music: Jaws Theme Swimming - Brand New
Cliff's Notes of Weekend
Thrusday (night): kyle, jd, jon, and I went to newport beach to a bonfire that chris, anthony, and jesse were attending. it was fun, met some new people. went home.
Friday: family came over (wasn't aware of this until it happened), lots of funny stuff, went with vanessa and friends to zach's. hung out with those people for about an hour. went home. me and jon drove out to edmunds party, left after 10 minutes, went to hacienda heights party, cops came after 20 minutes, went back to edmunds, cops came after 10-15 minutes, went to noel's, chilled there till about 3am.
Saturday: went to dinner with uncle tom, tom, nicole, g'ma, kyle, and parents. had a good time. got home got a call there was a party in glendora, took off (kyle went with), on way nicole calls to help her out, goto their house, help, leave, goto to glendora, arrive and cops are there, wait awhile to see if jon can get us in, can't, so we leave, meet up with peeps and have a huge 21 car caravan to party off of sunset. stay at party until 2:30ish. go home.
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2005 13 March :: 10.11 pm
Firsts:
1. First best friend: Probably Dave Relas (sp?)
2. First car: 82' Civic Hatch
3. First real kiss: Lips = Shannon (6th grade), Tongue = Sarah (freshmen?)
4. First self purchased album: Hmm Not sure, I know the first CD I got was Tom Petty.
5. First funeral: Aunt Cheri
6. First pet: Maggie my lab
7. First piercing/tattoos: piercing = ears, got them done with jake sometime in college/tattoo = july 31, 2004, kanji symbol for emotion
8. First Credit Card: capital one when I was 18
9. First big trip: roadtrip around the country when I was 10ish
10. First music you remember hearing in your house: rem - losing my religion, pink floyd - another brick in the wall, other old rock
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: =( other day
2. Last car ride: tonight coming home from pf changs
4. Last good cry: i teared up a little last night watching tv
5. Last library book checked out: no clue (how sad)
6. Last movie seen in theatres: BeCool, with Kyle, Jon, JD and Josh
8. Last food consumed: a strawberry
9. Last crush: my ex
10. Last phone call: jon
11. Last time showered: today at 4:30ish (seriously)
12. Last shoes worn: white/red etnies
13. Last item bought: bought beer in covina last night, a controller cord to replace the one bacardi chewed up
15. Last time wanting to die: probably the last time I was wasted
16. Last time scolded: haha i dont get scolded
17. Who are your best friends: Kyle, Tom, Joe, Jon, Brian
18. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope, dont really want one either
19. Last person you talked to: kyle and jd
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: not since nov.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: herbal essences
3. What are you most scared of: not making something of myself
4. Where do you want to get married: i dont know
5. What are you listening to right now: nfg - eyesore
6. How many buddies are online: 7
7. What would you change about yourself: i dont really like my side profile
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: red
2. Foods: italian
3. Girl names: dont have a preference
4. Boys names: Seth, Preston
5. Subject in school: science
6. Sports: football
7. Perfume: i really like lucky brand for girls
8. Cologne: I have axe, hugo boss, pimp, and cool water
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: my dog
2. Smoked: yep
3. Bungee jumped: want too!
5. Skinny dipped: yah
6. Been in love: chup
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: probably when i was young
10. Cried when someone died?: yes
11. Lied: duh
12. Fallen for your best friend: dude im not a gay insest
13. Been rejected: ya
14. Rejected someone: probably
15. Used someone: nah
16. Done something you regret: not really, i regret things i didn't do.
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: hurly longsleeve button up, bullhead blue jeans, white/red etnies, white element belt with bam buckle (this is what i am wearing)
2. Music: Kottonmouth Kings are playing on winamp right now
3. Make-up: i have facial lotion on (haha)
4. Annoyance: im annoyed that Sports Night was only on for 2 seasons
5. Smell: Phoenix by axe i guess and my other colognes mentioned above
6. Favorite artist: i liked when my friends/cousin used to draw stuff for me, not anymore thou
7. Desktop picture: a picture kyle took of a bed of clovers in our backyard its great cuz i usually stare at them when I am outside
8. Book you're reading: I started reading chamber of secerts (harry potter) like 3 weeks ago but i havent picked it up since... lazy
9. Cd in player: in car, blink, the game, method man and redman
ARE YOU:
1. Understanding: usually
2. Open-minded: very
3. Arrogant: nope
4. Insecure: sometimes
5. Interesting: i could be if people asked the right things
6. Hungry: no
7. Smart: people say i am but i dont believe it
8. Moody: not recently
9. Hardworking: if it's something i want to do
10. Organized: too much
11. Healthy: i try to be
12. Shy: Kinda but way better than i used to be
13. Attractive: well... if i said yes then vanity is my problem and if i say no then insecurity is my weakness.... i'll let people judge for themselves (haha this is so perfect im not gonna touch it... Lauren's answer)
14. Bored easily: depends
15. Responsible: yes
16. Obsessed: ya
17. Angry: nope
18. Sad: when there's something to be sad about
19. Disappointed: sometimes
20. Happy: most the time
21. Hyper: not right now
22. Trusting: some
23. Talkative: Depends on my mood and who I'm talking to but most of the time i've got something to say
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2005 10 March :: 2.49 pm
HAHA
Jacked from random journal...
What Would You Do If:
< I died from natural causes: Laugh
< I said I liked you: Cry
< I kissed you: Be freaked out
< I lived next door to you: throw stones
< I started smoking: smoke with you
< I stole something: steal it back
< I was hospitalized: laugh at your face
< I ran away from home: drive next to you to mock you
< I got into a fight and you weren't there: win
What Do You Think About My:
< Personality: Best ever!
< Eyes: Sexy
< Hair: perfect
< Family: wierd
Would You:
< Be my friend?: nope
< Keep a secret if I told you one?: duh
< Hold my hand?: cake
< Take a bullet for me?: duh
< Keep in touch?: always
< Try and solve my problems?: i do
< Love me?: of course
< Date me?: only you
Have You Ever
< Lied to make me feel better?: i try
< Wanted to kiss me?: every time i see you
< Wanted to kill me?: every time i see you
< Broke my heart?: no
< Kept something important from me?: yah
< Thought I was unbearably annoying?: haha yah
And More:
< Who are you? me
< Are we friends? i think
< When and how did we meet? when i was born
< Describe me in one word. KING
< What was your first impression? PIMP
< Do you still think that way about me now? duh
< What reminds you of me? tru macks
< If you could give me anything what would it be? my virginity
< How well do you know me? VERY WELL
< When's the last time you saw me? last time i looked in a mirror
< Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? no
< Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you? ya
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2005 10 March :: 12.53 pm
:: Music: blink-182
Im sick of always hearing,
All the sad songs on the radio
All day, It is there to remind an over sensitive guy,
That he's lost and alone, Yeah.
I hate our favourite resturant, our favourite movie, our favorite show,
We would stay up all through the night,
We would laugh and get high,
And never answer the phone.
I can't forgive,
Can't forget,
Can't give in what went wrong,
Cause' you said this was right,
You fucked up my life.
Im sick of always hearing,
Sappy love songs on the radio,
This place is fucking cursed in it's plague,
And I can't ever escape when my heart it explodes.
I can't forgive,
Can't forget,
Can't give in what went wrong,
Cause' you said this was right,
You fucked up my life.
Im kicking, out fiercly of the world around me,
What went wrong (x4)
Im kicking.
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2005 9 March :: 2.27 pm
My gas tank's to the top, with a freshly picked crop
New album 'bout to drop, met a girl I like a lot
Things is on the up and up, like they never gonna stop
Eatin meat that's butcher cut, drinkin sake at Hibach
No rocks on the wrist, I ain't into those things
Silver plugs in my ears, the only things I bling
Maybe a big fat ring, but you won't see no jewels
I don't need a diamond link to make these ladies druel
I just play it cool, maybe throw them a wink
Yannow, buy em a drink, ask them "What do they think?"
About exchanging the digits, that's just how I'm livin
Cause sex could be bought, but love is only given.
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2005 9 March :: 8.21 am
:: Music: candyshop - 50cent
Stolen From Nadia
You can ask me ANY 5 questions, no matter how personal, inappropriate or random. I promise to answer the questions 100% truthfully. Repost this and see what people want to ask you!
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