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2004 5 February :: 1.53pm
Darkness. You Truly Desire Darkness. You wish everyone around you was either dead, or worshipping you. To you, life is not a gift, but a punishment. You have no consideration for others and do as you please.
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2004 4 February :: 4.26pm
:: Music: tori amos - your cloud
i'm hoping that animated icons annoy you.
::sigh:: so, like i never have thoughts to put in here. i have another journal i do that in. if you're special, you have the link to it. not that anyone enjoys my blab. but whatever.
i've also been making lots of (stupid) icons lately. you think i'd be smart and take a class on it so i atually get credit besides personal satisfaction out of it. hey there's an idea! ;o)
btw, in case it wans't the most obvious thing in the world.... there's some really fucking dumb people out there.
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2004 4 February :: 11.24am
family values
Momma raised me and raised me well
Said, “Say what I say and do what I do,”
But all along she was telling me,
“To yourself, you gotta be true.”
A girl is supposed to be a woman
Humble, subtle, but firm and strong
To raise a girl into a woman
Is one of those important and unwanted jobs
Momma tried to teach me life
To be a survivor just like her
But everyone else tells me ‘life’
Just like ‘death‘, is another word
She said to always be feminine
Sexy, charming, shy and smart
But still be strong, a feminist
Always finish what i dared to start
Momma taught me about oppression
Said, “Man will hurt and ridicule you,”
And all along she still told me,
“To yourself, you gotta be true.”
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2004 4 February :: 9.42am
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: A Perfect Circle - Magdalena
ooooooovercome by you...
hoooooliest of altars.. and THEN i LOVE this song. it's so absolutely sexual... i love it i love it i love it. i wanna change my name to magdalena when i'm a profesisonal actress. so i've been sick lately and that's why i didn't update in so freaking long! *tear* i missed you all too!
i can't stop thinking about naruto. i fuckin love that cartoon like hell. it's so THERE and so I WANNA BE THEM and uchiha sasuke-kun is my man, the THE hottest cartoon character ever drawn. his only rival is Garaa of the Desert. *sigh* i need to get out more.
now that that's out of my system, i just spent a good fifteen minutes elaboraitng to AC why i wanan be an actress. it got me thinking. i mean, why am i only ME when i'm playing the role of someone else? that makes no logical sense? i've always been a sucker for the irrational. ah well. and THEN
i feel like my life's turned into something boring. i need some life in my life. i need to make something. a drawing or a story or something. i just need a bolt of inspiration. maybe i should do that now...
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2004 3 February :: 10.25am
:: Music: modest mouse
Quiet Girl
What kind of little girl were YOU? brought to you by Quizilla
You're a New York City Trendster. All of the bands you like are from New York or sound like it. You're probably the least indie, but still pretty cool. I mean, despite our backlash, we love these bands too. And yes, Julian Casablancas is hot.
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(btw that first question is evil. pick one from there, pssssh)
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2004 2 February :: 1.37pm
i stumbled on this (it will open in a new window), and found it hilarious. i love you michiganders :o)
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2004 2 February :: 1.24pm
:: Music: it's a taking back sunday/ the used/ jimmy eat world day
my little icon on here represents how i feel allot. people drive me crazy.
oh, happy groundhog day.
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2004 31 January :: 9.06pm
You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty, laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy with your life of purity and play. Life's a game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and have been known to cause trouble, but it's all in the name of fun and not meant to really harm anyone. You like to play tricks on people who aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you can't be tamed. You're probably a restless spirit who loves to travel, and quite a dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your art (of whatever media - from writing to painting to drama) is like something from another world - ethereal and often very fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social butterfly or a loner with their head in the clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly refuse to accept responsibility or to give in to the wishes of others - unless you feel like it. You have a strong passion for music and can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up someday, but you'll always be a child at heart. You are adventurous and love to take risks, and feel a deep connection with the weather, plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban backyards. Magic through and through, you are far more powerful than you seem, and are capable of being extremely passionate. Though you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self- absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you will never be boring!
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla
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2004 30 January :: 6.58pm
:: Music: From Autumn To Ashes - Chloroform Perfume
Back as far as I can remember, whenever I'd have dreams about running or fighting, things wouldn't go so well. While trying to run my feet just wouldn't have any grip at all and it was if I was running on ice, I simply would not go anywhere, and whatever or whoever was after me would get me. And as far as fighting goes I'd be in slow motion while my opponent was moving regularly. And my punches would be so slow and without any force that my fist would just go limp against their face. I'm sure some of you have experienced either of these once or twice. But about a year ago my dreams had some sort of strange breakthrough. Now everytime I have a fighting dream I seriously kick ass. If you've read my previous dream entries you can see it's evident. But seriously, I had some fighting dreams where I wake up seriously impressed. Its like ninja stuff, I'm all swift and agile, crazy stuff. Now here's what really boggles me. Whenever I have dreams where I have to run, honestly, I turn into a tiger. EVERYTIME! It's happened more than once. And in the dream there is a lot of emphasis on my claws digging into the ground and pushing myself off. Its so weird, but honestly, I kick ass now and I turn into a tiger to run, its madness I tell ya.
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2004 30 January :: 6.22pm
:: Music: jack white
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. You survive, even flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear failure. You know that any mistake you make will teach you more about yourself and allow you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater being. Because of this, you rarely make the same mistake twice, and are not among the most forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion, and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality and know that life is tough and the world is cruel, and it takes strength and independence to survive it. And independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your wings to guide you.You are eternal and because you have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind, or even really influence your thinking. A symbol of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very spiritual person with a serious mind - never acting immature and harboring a superior disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's stupidity and tendency to want others to solve their problems for them frustrates you endlessly. Though you can be stubborn, outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla
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2004 30 January :: 11.27am
:: Music: the stills
You have just won one million dollars
1. Who do you call first?
dad or tamara
2. What is the first thing you buy for yourself? 4 years at my first choice college
3. What is the first thing you buy for someone else? house for my parents. then go crazy on stuff for my friends. i'd have michiganders out here asap and join them at a beach house in laguna.
4. Do you give any away? If yes, to whom? of course, to a fab charity related to cancer, kids, animals, etc.
5. Do you invest any? If so, how? i would hire a professional to help out with that
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2004 29 January :: 6.33pm
:: Music: oasis - bittersweet symphony
bittersweet symphony
there's no elevation high enough
if i stand on my tiptoes at the top of everest
it's not high enough to match case
of how important this is
i can make this difference, given a chance
if not given i'll take it
bite my past
it makes all the difference in the world
who i was yesterday and who i was the day before
it's ok, because even when i'm new
the person i am depended on her
and it's something biter to mourn and grief
the loss of who i once was years and only days ago
but it's so sweet that i am someone new and powerful
that which doesn't kill you makes you want to die
but it's ok, because this symphony is just getting started
this bittersweet symphony is just getting started
so, high on my mountain top
with the world's eyes on me
it's not just a matter of being heard; it's so much more
so would you let them know?
i'm that one girl who's going to change the world
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2004 29 January :: 5.50pm
:: Mood: nostalgic only happy this time!
:: Music: weezer - only in dreams
cinquo ci cinquo ca
i had so much fun today! it started out whatever. i showered in the morning, then ym brother called n told me to get ready, we were going to my dad's house to say bye to him before he left for 7ajj. so we went there n left at 2 or therabouts when they left. i got home, changed AGAIN, made myself a quickie lunch, and waited for fara7 to pick me up. finally, she gets here (i'm kidding kookee! i lerve you!) and we head for fanar. just the feeling of riding in the car with her, talking to her the way we always used to, brought back the best fuckin memories in the world.. she was wearing a red turtleneck, and i was wearing the che guevara shirt she made me for my birthday, and we were all communism at it's greatest hehehe. so we get to fanar, and we walk into the store MAC for makeup, where we instantly notice, the guy working there is gay (he had the world's cutest ass). it's all good n well, until he decides he wants to put on fara7's mascara, and he STABS HER IN THE EYE WITH IT! i thought it was funny as hell, altho i did offer my sympathies to my girl. so we pimp ourselves out with THEIR makeup, using testers entirely mind you, and leave for TOPSHOP where we decide it would be a good idea to call zach. naturally, we pick up a few thongs, try on a few miniskirts, the usual. so zach calls me a couple minutes later n goes "where are you?" and i'm all "topshop," so he goes "meet me outside" because he's "too man" to go inside topshop :P we laughed our asses off tho, cuz there was this one shirt in the guy's section that had a hand pointing downwards and it said "it's gonna be huge". then the otehr one said "sexual intellectual". funny as hell... we're outside, we wait, he shows up. hello, kiss kiss, meet my cousin, oh you don't look anything alike, yea he's not half-american or hot as i am hahaha don't toot your own horn. all this with a big ass smile on his face BY the by. we decide to move our little party to starbucks. i got myself a tall american black, purrrfection. zach didn't drink coffee cuz he's gay like that. his cousin left, we went upstairs, and then, fara7 and zach's battle of wits begins. i find this all amusing, until two of his frineds run into him there, and decide to have a seat. the guy in the red shirt was hot, which we told him, and joked about it too. he likes it too much and hits on fara7 BIG TIME. hahaha. then ja3far comes by, we see him, hello, later. and THEN, zach leaves, we kiss kiss, later, we go to bustan to shop for shawls. at around this time we had decided we were gonna walk to marina later and check out the rock concert at virgin. but as we leave bustan (which had nothing worth buying) my mother calls and pitches a fit. stay put in fanar. and so we did. we spent some time in claires where i bought a thumb ring and some small hoops for blag. it was funny cuz i found the perfect sized hoops in a set of 9, and i didn't wanna buy the whole fuckin set, so i switched the earrings with a pair of SMALLER hoops that were sold separately. yay i got what i wanted. i also bought myself TWO, not one but TWO sterling silver toe rings and a new wallet. yay! what else? we left claire's, decided fanar was boring, and went to river island while we waited for m7amad to pick us up n take us back to my place. at river island, we tried on a funky dolka pot skirt and a way too cute for words dolka pot dress! we didn't buy anything, but that was fun! (rules of shopping: try on what you'll never buy, buy what you'll never wear). we reach my house and naturally, we decide to watch HONEY! TWICE! first while i had dinner, then while kookee cornrowed mah hurrrrr. "i don't currr, i just want someone to braid mah hurrrrrr!" we laugehd at things i can't remember. talked about our dreams and hopes and fantasies. discussed various topics including andrew, faisal and blag. we bought pom poms! oh i forgot! when we got to my place, isntead of going straight upstairs we went to 101 dalmations, the toystore downstairs, to find some pom poms for fara7! so we shop and there's this freaky assed balck baby doll, only it wasn't like human black, it was literally BLACK. i found some resident evil aciton figures i decided to buy for my cousin for his birthday. yay! and we got some red pom poms for kookee. it was a great day. i didn't realize how much i missed just hanging out with fara7 until today when i realized just how much fun we used to have. it was great. i lerve you girl! we have GOT to do this more often! and then!
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2004 29 January :: 10.07am
:: Music: Avenged Sevenfold - Second Heartbeat
Zach
Zach is the man, seriously. He is the wittiest mofo this side of the Prime Meridian. He comes up with the most classical-ist things ever. I love you man, you're a good guy.
Joe: "Call Tim and ask him to pick you up some nachos"
Zach: "Tim's gonna be soooo pissed"
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2004 28 January :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: mellow
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