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2006 21 December :: 1.07am
"Don't Waste Your Heart"
For the life of me I can't believe
The you're on your knees beggin' please
All the pushing' away and puttin' down
Can't you see you're gettin' the run around
Oh it's plain to see you'd rescure me
From my loneliness so called unhappiness
Oh I didn't mean to cause you pain
I've got nothin' to lose and nothin' to gain
And don't waste your heart on a wild thing
She's got a soul that won't settle on one thing
Whoa this bird can't sing when you've tied its wings
Don't waste your heart on me
It's funny how the girls get burned
And honey as far as I'm concerned
The tables have turned
And don't waste your heart on a wild thing
She's got a soul that won't settle on one thing
Whoa this bird can't sing when you've tied its wings
Don't waste your heart on me
And I'm here to apologize
My heart can't compromise
Don't waste your heart on me
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2006 20 December :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: loved
My man
I love Josh. I was talking to him tonight and he said "Come home baby... Please." and I knew if it was even close to possible I would have in an instant. He is my everything and I honestly believe I'm going to marry him. It never seemed logical before, it never sounded like fun or like a happy life. But I've been thinking about it and I can't wait to have that with him. To wake up next to him, to be with him all day, to have his support through hard times, to even do chores with him. I just can't wait to be with him forever. I haven't been this happy in... well, ever actually. He has completed me somehow. I am madly, deeply, and truly in love with Josh. I'm going to marry this kid, and nothing in this world will ever change that.
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2006 18 December :: 8.47pm
:: Mood: aggravated
Hmph
I am confused. If he was in a state 3000 miles from me, and I said I would call, I would just call. I don't care what I was doing... especially if it was random homework that isn't due until after the break that hasn't even started yet!! So why isn't he calling me? Honestly. I'm overreacting and I know it... but I really miss him and I want to talk to him. And he thinks he's simple... no, he's more complicated than I am. Boys, ugh.
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2006 13 December :: 2.15am
:: Mood: hungry
You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
[Chorus:]
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending give to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
[Repeat Chorus]
You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
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2006 12 December :: 7.59pm
:: Music: Counting Crows - Round Here
Step out the front door like a ghost into the fog
Where no one notices the contrast of white on white
And in between the moon and you the angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right
I walk in the air between the rain through myself and back again
Where? I dont know
Maria says shes dying through the door I hear her crying
Why? I dont know
Round here we always stand up straight
Round here something radiates
Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
She walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
Just like shes walking on a wire in the circus
She parks her car outside of my house
Takes her clothes off
Says shes close to understanding Jesus
She knows shes more than just a little misunderstood
She has trouble acting normal when shes nervous
Round here were carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
Round here shes slipping through my hands
Sleeping children better run like the wind
Out of the lightning dream
Mamas little baby better get herself in
Out of the lightning
She says its only in my head
She says, aww shut up, I know its only in my head
But the girl on car in the parking lot says
man you should try to take a shot
Cant you see my walls are crumbling?
Then she looks up at the building and says shes thinking of jumping
She says she's tired of life
she must be tired of something
Round here shes always on my mind
Round here hey man got lots of time
Round here were never sent to bed early
And nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very, very, very, very late
I cant see nothing, nothing round here
Catch me if Im falling
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2006 5 December :: 11.16pm
Alright, apparently I mean nothing to anyone except a select few. Those of you who either made it to my party, had a valid excuse, or otherwise tried to get in touch with me "Thank you". From the bottom of my heart I thank you. And, if you don't know what the hell I'm talking about, than this has nothing to do with you, so thank you too.
I leave in 5 days for the Air Force, and I just want to say goodbye to all of you who care about me. For all of you who don't, good riddance. Adios, Goodbye, however you want to put it. I doubt I will see you all again, so, with that I leave.
-me
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2006 30 November :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Nickelback -Follow You Home-
I am an idiot sometimes
How is it that the same day my boyfriend gives me a beautiful promise ring and tells me that he would give everything to be with me forever I can still be all jealous because he's talking to another girl? Because I'm stupid that's why. Jeezz, I need to get a clue and get over it. I will never be the only girl in his life, I'm just the most important and the only one he loves. Duh.
So why doesn't that make me feel any better?
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2006 25 November :: 7.33pm
I heart Jes Jes,
also I am a complete badass.
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2006 23 November :: 3.13am
LOL Ray is a loser
State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine; I'll tell mine you're gay
And by the way...
[Chorus:]
I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another picture to burn
There's no time for tears,
I'm just sitting here planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying sorry to me
My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be
[Repeat Chorus]
If you're missing me,
You'd better keep it to yourself
Cause coming back around here
Would be bad for your health...
[Repeat Chorus]
Burn, burn, burn, baby, burn
You're just another picture to burn
Baby, burn...
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2006 21 November :: 11.10pm
Well Im a conformist
Leave some memories that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you
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2006 18 November :: 12.54am
:: Mood: peaceful
Love
If I could have one wish right now, it would be to have Josh in my life forever. He is everything to me and more, and I hope that I never have to live without him. He means more to me than any guy has ever meant before. The way I feel when I'm around him is at least a hundred times greater than the feelings I've had around other guys. Josh is basically perfect. He and I don't really fight, although we do argue once in a while, we always always say sorry two seconds later, and usually we figure out who was really right too. We handle everything well, no need for all the drama. I love that about our relationship. I can be me with him, he doesn't expect me to be a certain way all the time. He listens to me, and I enjoy listening to him. He makes me happy just by being there. Even when I feel like complete crap he can make me feel better by just sitting next to me. I sleep the best when I'm with him. I feel the best when I'm with him. I am the happiest with him. Life is exactly how it should be and more with him. I hope that I can keep him forever and marry him, but if anything should keep that from happening, I at least hope that he is a part of my life in some way. The Marines may take him away for awhile, but they can never take him out of my heart. I love Josh, and I hope that I can someday make him feel as perfect and as loved as he has made me feel for the past 103 days. I don't care if what happens, I'm not giving him up without a fight! I love him... end of conversation.
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2006 13 November :: 9.00pm
:: Mood: aggravated
Are there any high school graduates out there with words of wisdom about college?
Anything, honestly.
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2006 9 November :: 11.27am
did you know that more people are killed annually by coconuts than sharks? true story.
~Re~
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2006 7 November :: 2.05pm
Okay, so I'm still here... I'm all set to leave December 11th. If, by any chance, anyone wants to hang out/catch up/all that bullshit with me before I leave, lemme know
other than that, i'm done
i'm gone,
-me
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