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2005 8 September :: 2.10am
yet another interesting and fun great night.
matt is cool.
i am tired
a late night to say the least
class at nine presents itself as hell.
crap.
I do love pj a whole lot though.
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2005 8 September :: 12.57am
"you are teh cool
you r hott
ryan that is,
red hair is hott"
the coolest kid in the world wrote that on some guys board then knocked on the door and ran away at 12:58
asshats.
then I giggled like tee hee hee
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2005 7 September :: 5.44pm
Sometimes i really wonder why i bother.
Today may have been the worst day of my life.
First I went to see Leo and that tore me up because seeing someone so young and strong like just laying there in bed with nothing going on just being there disturbs me to no end. Like i was so upset when I left.
So then class which I feel asleep in again.
Then ha the event of the day which I've really been looking forward to....SOFTBALL TRYOUTS.
WOOOOHHH
Well I fucked those up royally. I got there and my nerves cracked wide open all over the field. I didn't talk to anyone I just stood there and was lonely. I missed every fucking pop fly he hit me, I struck out twice on live. Not just like regular strikeouts either like standing there taking the third pitch. I stood there in shock after the second one and the coach was like um your out.
I felt like shit I still feel like shit. I fucking cannot believe it at all. I want to die. A lot. I don't even want to go back. I wasn't sure If I even wanted to play and now I don't want to see any of those people again. Im so fucking upset. I love that game so damn much and Im so much better than that. How could I just stand there. Honestly.
I had walked over and I just cried the entire way back to my dorm and I was so humiliated. and of course if that weren't enough oh no I locked my damn self out of my room. for fucks sake. I just need something cheeseburgery and delicious. GRRR.
I love pj though.
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2005 7 September :: 1.26am
I feel bad cuz there's not like...a midget alliance you know
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2005 7 September :: 1.19am
"you, my friend, are one hot liquid orgasm"
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2005 6 September :: 5.29pm
:: Mood: cheerful
If you know what I'm talking about...
Mrs. Ryan reminds me of Mr. B with an evil plan...
And Mr. Jungkind is funny. That class will be fun.
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2005 6 September :: 1.23pm
I think that today is one of those days where Im super ass bored.
Ive got some homework to do, and beyond belief fact or fiction is on, but im due for a huge ass entry.
so lets start back shall we
+PJ came here on thursday and hasnt left until a little while ago.
It was greatness. sleeping together every night. feeling him pressed against me when I fall asleep finding him looking at me when i wake up. honestly I can think of nothing in the world that makes me feel any better than that.
I love my love.
Then there is wal-mart.
it sucks. Ive had to do layaway. I fucking hate layaway but a couple of nights ago my manager approached me and asked if i would like to move over to toys.
Yay toys.
Generally it would be a pay cut but there is a way around that and he is going to try to work it out, because I wont go there if i have to lose money. i mean really toys right before christmas, ha.
but im really glad that they approached me, it makes me feel like my hard work is appreciated.
yay.then this wednesday is softball tryouts-
thats something that makes me awfully nervous.
im not counting on too much but well, if i dont try then ill never know.
I refuse to live a life of regret and what ifs.
well at least as far as softball is concerned.
i wasnt going to try out because it might mean quitting my job and living off my parents for awhile and thats exactly what i dont want, but my parents got pissed when i told them that, and my dad was like "if we didnt want to cover you for awhile we wouldnt have offered. just try out and if you make it then we will discuss it later"
yeah, i have pretty good parents.
im getting pretty nervous right about now though, im going to talk to the coach tomorrow in the morning, i tried on friday but he wasnt in his office.
whatever.
and outside of that. i guess there isnt much.
college is cool still. my roomate has been gone since thursday, i miss pj already.
but class tomorrow and lots of homework to do.
blah.
loves.
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2005 6 September :: 12.34pm
im really glad that I dont have school today, suckers.
lol no not really,
but sleeping is good.
as are spicy chicken strips
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2005 4 September :: 10.36am
Dumbledore dies on page 596, hes killed by snape. Thank you internet.
Harry potter sucks
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2005 4 September :: 10.18am
I was just reading some woohu stuff and I know Im guilty of it, but now Im done with it, all that back and forth bullshit.
Just grow up everybody, throwing insults back and forth, if you have a problem with somebody just tell them or get the fuck over it. honestly. the post I just read with the comments included really just kinda ruined my day. I don't know, I think maybe it's because one of the people involved is someone who used to be a pretty good friend and then she did something that crushed all of my respect for her. Maybe that makes me a little bit more pissed than I was before. I can't believe how much everything has changed in the last couple of years.
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2005 4 September :: 12.06am
Well I replaced my phone for $60 which isnt too bad only I lost all my ringtones, so then I bought 4 more and accidentally hit the source ringtones, so now i have 4 tones that have to be rap or hip hop- teh suck
but in better better awesome news I got "promoted"
I am not longer a cashier but a floor worker, in toys.
SO effing cool.
toys suck especially right now when Christmas is just around the corner but thats life and being a cashier sucks too.
So at least on the floor i will have more freedom and I will get more money.
So there, plus I will have better hours according to the manager who approached me and asked me to move up.
that makes me so excited that they recognize me for the good worker that I am and in less than 3 months they move me up.
FUCK YOU KFC!!!
I love it.
wal-mart is cool.
hehe
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2005 3 September :: 12.26pm
I was so upset that I forgot to push 9, hence the reason that my room phone doesnt work, and then i called my mom, who said go to verizon and see what they can do, and then call me.
shes a good mom.
fuck. though its going to cost a lot, more than ive got for sure.
i dont need this right. now.
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2005 3 September :: 11.53am
so today is like the worst fucking day ever.
I broke my cell phone.
my effing lifeline.
fuck
now ill have to buy a new one and I have no money.
its so fucking stupid.
gahd.
and then of course the phone in my room wont work for some fucking reason. which makes me wonder why i bought a phonecard and pj left so now I have like 4 hours to myself to just be alone.
damn.
im so sad.
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2005 1 September :: 11.37pm
i've got a bad feeling where this is going :(
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2005 1 September :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Third Eye Blind - London
Guess what's frooting awesome?!?!
My schedule is finally changed and I don't have Dolbee anymore. :)
At least for American Lit. So now I might actually have some classes with my friends. (That's not the reason it was changed.)
But anyway, this is my new schedule. Not that different.
Algebra II - Babbitt
Government - London
American Lit - Eilola
Spanish I - Ryan
Chemistry - Jungkind
Yearbook - Stark
Seminar - Dolbee
So now I have Yearbook with Jess (my sister) and lunch with Brandon. (my brother) So if I have any new classes with you that I didn't know about, and if you're not my sibling, lemme know.
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