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2005 18 August :: 12.46am
why is it that the last resort is usually the only one?
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2005 18 August :: 12.40am
I fucking hate myself more than I hate any other person in the entire world.
what the fuck have I gone and ruined besides my fucking life.
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2005 17 August :: 1.14pm
Im at pjs right now. yayness . i enjoy contentment.
i need to nap or something. shooty shoot shoot
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shannonw55
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2005 17 August :: 11.30am
:: Mood: good
It's my sister's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STEF!!
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2005 16 August :: 11.59pm
THANKS A MILLION KELLY
you made me feel all sorts of better. i adore you.
PJ I love you and Im sorry that ive been so hard to deal with.
GAh i would like to talk to you right now.
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2005 16 August :: 12.28pm
so guess what kids! i have a job. yes thats right, i'm a working person now. lol. yeah so you should all stop by the Burger King on 14 mile every once in a while to visit me k?
~Re~
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2005 16 August :: 10.27am
well shit.
last night seems so far away yet my head is still aching, my entire body is aching. i still dont know about anything. my eyes burn.
im so tired. so dead so everything all at once.
I cant believe how close it was and how stupid I am sometimes.
honestly who just throws away the best thing in their life. oh yeah thats me.
Im so afraid that everything is going to be weird now. I didnt really know what else to do though. It was so obvious when i started the conversation but so hard to do and then so hard to fix what id done. god Im an idiot. I cant wait to hear your voice now though. i need you so much.
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2005 16 August :: 1.17am
well fuck, im an idiot at least he loves me.
then when i do stupid shit he forgives me.
fuck
i really cant believe my own stupidity
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2005 16 August :: 12.47am
what the fuck have i done.
im the worst person alive.
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2005 16 August :: 12.15am
FUCK
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2005 15 August :: 9.14pm
well fuck i made JV :(
i met the new coach, he seems like a ass. i don't even know him that well. i don't like him.
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2005 15 August :: 12.21pm
well work today. everything is pretty cool around here. i really am needing to go shopping for school but im going to wait until i move in a get stuff afterwards just so that they isnt any confusion going on with kaylee and all. I sent the rest of my tuition this morning so i should be all set to go. just waiting for another book. then the last one i have to buy at the bookstore. yaggles.
I should get dressed. its getting kinda cold in here now. shoot.]]
its almost time to start packing the essentials. I just dont know what to do with what, so confusing trying to move, ive done it tons of times before but it was my whole family then not just me. how odd. my whole life radiates out of this one room. im so scared.
new people new experience. suck on that one for awhile and leave me alone. im doing something good with my life. god help me make it through this. i just want to go to college and start spending the rest of my life with you. i dont what else there is that matters besides what we have in store for us.
there is so much nonsense in my head that wont go away and is jumbled into nonsensical sentences.
either way, im going to put some clothes on and make some zucchinni bread. should be great.
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shannonw55
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2005 14 August :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: proud
:: Music: Seether/Amy Lee - Broken
I fixed MSN. :)
And I didn't mess up at youth group. :D
And I had a good time. Hooray!
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2005 14 August :: 10.20pm
I am wiped out again. Went to my grandmas house today for lunch and such.
it was good.
we played monopoly.
it was good.
im a lot better today.
I have a killer headache though.
and on friday my bro, his girlfriend, pj, my cousin mike and I are going to go to michigan adventures.
it should be okay. I guess that im okay outside of the obvious that i was bitching about last night.
i get over it quick usually. ill be okay i think.
ive only got about a week left at home
its cool.
im pretty excited. my mom gave me a check for all the stuff that i bought for my dorm room, the sheets, the mattress pad, the comforter and the microwave. wOOt wOOt. i can totally use that money and im not even joking. okay thats all i got. the day is over and its off to bed. tomorrow deidra and I are going to have a baking day. so yay. Im pretty excited. I love you pj. I hope you know that. and I dont want you to try and make it up to me anymore. I forgive you, you love isnt an exchange to me and nothing you do will make it go away its just something that i had to cope with myself youve done enough already. okay I love you.
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2005 14 August :: 1.24pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: The Postal Service
Uggg...
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