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bigty623

:: 2005 1 July :: 9.02pm

well it's going allright, i wish it was going i just wanted to tell everyone hi
so cya
Tyler

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bigty623

:: 2005 1 July :: 8.53pm

well... i'm in texas and it's going really really shitty. i cant stand it i miss everyone. i wish i was home. but here is a journal type thing i've been writeing in each day. so here it is



5/26/2005 7:45 AM
Well the s'morning i got up at 4:30 it was allright. we made it to indiana by 8:00. I think that is pretty good. But now the
battery on bri's laptop died. so now the GPS isn't working very well so i guess it was my fault that i got'em all of track.
but whose give a F**** it's life. i just hope i get home allright. Sis is being a bitch allready and we're only like 4 hours
into the trip. i don't no how i'm going to last 3 weeks with her. Jessica asked me out yesterday, i think i'ma say yes.i
love her, she says she loves me. i've been really happy sience she has been up to michele's i'ma miss every one. wow! how
screwed up did i get us. i guess i got us off the wrong exit. i don't give a shit anymore. I think i should've stayed home
and made money, then go to the mission trip with the youth group. thresa said that everyone wanted me to go, i don't know
if that is true or is she trying to make me feel better about myself. she really cares about me. she gave me this survivaly
pack to come on the trip. it had a pack of gum, can of redbull, gummy bears. She is too nice to me. jessie bought me this
bear that i could bring so i don't miss maddie to much. but i think that is going to happen anyways. well tata for know i'll
right more later and post some pictures of the cave's that were suppose to go in today. But i don't know if were gonna make it.

Edit: well we found out now the 12V things don't work so now we can't run the laptop off of the inverter. I just hopw this
trip gets better right now it is going so shitty i just so hope it will get better. so anything that will make me happy you
should say.
Tyler J. BeVier

5/26/2005 3:30 PM
well right now were sitting on the side of the road getting my uncles laptop going once again. We found out what was wrong
there was a fuse that was blown, it was inside the hood. it was really stupid why the hell would they put a fuse inside
the hood, when the thing that it belongs to is inside the van. i just hope now that everything will be allright now that
we fixed it. well i'm going to go listen to music on my ipod so i don't drain the battery on this.
Tyler J. Bevier

5/26/2005 7:09 PM
Well today went pretty good, things didn't go that well in the begining but after we got everything sorted out they went all
right. I just hope everything goes that smooth through out the rest of it. We went to see caves today, they were ausome i got
some pictures. If you want to see some of the cool one's leave a comment and i'll e-mail some of them to you. I didn't think
i was going to have this much fun. But right now i'm waiting for sis to get back from finding a store to pick up some dinner.
I hope she brings back something good :) i'm sick of shit food, but get what? it's life. i'm already starting to miss my
family. especially my maddie dog and jessie. I do beleave that jessie is going to miss me alot to, well i hope atleast one
person misses me. which i think it will be theresa.
Well tata i think sis might be back so talk to you's later
Tyler

5/27/2005 11:13 AM
Well it's going pretty good, we just got done at the caves. we went in for the other half. I think this time better we were
in a smaller group (only people) it was great larry the tour guide was awsome he let us do some stuff that we weren't
supposed to do. I miss my family allready. i hate to say this but i think i'm going to miss my brother to. I think sis really enjoys me being around. just because i know what i am doing with the laptop and stuff.
I hope the hotel tonight has a wireless internet so i can get on and post some of this stuff, and maybe some pictures. WOW! the place down here is really curvey, i don't think the people are very straight seens there roads arn't.
Tata for now i'll try and post this for later.
Tyler J. BeVier

5/27/2005 12:26 PM
well we just entered Kentucky this is just farmlands, just nothing to look at so far. never come here well the part that i am in.

5/27/2005 2:34 PM
well we just entered tennesse after just about 2 hours of driving. sis is starting to be crochty a little. i so hope she is in a little bit better of a mood soon. i'm getting really sick of it.
were listenin to this radio station 97.9 The Beaver, i think that is pretty funny. Only 6 hours 27 min until we get to our hotel. i so hope it has wireless internet.

5/27/2005 3:51 PM
well we just entered alabama we have to go through here then into mississippi then we will just be about to our hotel. this
trip is going by pretty fast. It's pretty strange though there is not speed limit right now. the sign's are covered up by trash
bags. that right there seems pretty hillbillyish to me lol. there is about the same thing in every state. NOTHING. i just hope
we get to our hotel soon. i'm getting sick of traveling already. I'm also very sore of sitting around to :(
i need to get out and stretch very much.

5/27/2005 9:13
well we've reached our hotel for the night, it's a pretty crappy hotel. There is nothing really good here. No pool, no internet connection. It pisses me off. But Mississippi is allright. There is nothing here. We just got back from dinner, we ate at Barnhills. it was a buffet. They had a lot of weird food. But it was pretty fun Andrew ate a hot hot pepper the ones in the bottle it was pretty funny
Tyler J. BeVier

5/28/2005 1:30
fuck this shit, sis is being a bitch. I hate it she takes stuff out on us that isn't our fault. Right now were in New oreleans. This place isn't good at all. Granted there are some awesome structures. But there not all over the place. I just hope we get to the gulf really quick
Tyler J. BeVier

5/28/2005 3:29 PM
screw that, this trip can't get anyworse. I'm sick of it, I just want to go home. I found out that we might not all stay at the same place in texas. So i'm thinking about saving my money and getting a plane ticket home. i wouldn't mind staying at a different place in Michigan but not all the way down across country. So my dad said " I don't care if you get me anything just be happy". Theresa said that if I was to come back before the 11th I could go on the mission trip with them. So I might do that.

5/28/2005 11:00 PM
this day has fricken sucked. Sis is being the biggest bitch ever. And I'm only on day 3, I miss my family and Jessica. I don't want to keep bitching so I'm outta here later
Tyler BeVier

5/30/2005 10:31 AM
well I haven't written in here in a while, but last night I found a internet café. It was pretty cool but I didn't really get a chance to write in my woohu. Sis was being a bitch. But that is all right. I guess I'll have to live with it. Maybe tommrow night the different hotel will have a connection that we will be able to get it .that would be the best. I miss talking to everyone.
Well now get to the stuff I have been doing. Yesterday I went in to the ocean, it was great atleast I thought so no one else did. Because of the taste. It just tasted like sweat. But who cares. Then last night we went on the car ferry again there and back. It was great until the ride back, we hit a wave and the water came above the bow and splashed me. I was the person everyone laughed at last night  I have to admit, it was pretty funny. We got some great pictures 
Well off to the beach tata
Tyler J. Bevier
5/30/2005 1:11 PM
well sis is being the usual sis. Amanda did something now were not going anywhere. So it looks like were sitting here for a while. Why did I come is a good question! That's a question that I can't even answer my self. I knew it was going to be this way. Er...

6/1/2005 12:20 AM
well.. this is bull shit. I'm really ready to come home. sis is just fucking using me and Andrew. It's bull shit. Now sis is out of money and I have to pay for everything. Julie is sick so she can't do anything. It's just bullshit the way it works. I just spent a shit load of money so now I can't get a plane ticket. So I'm fucked. But It's life I'ma have to put up with it.
I'm pretty sure I can't play soccer now. Both of my knees are messed up. That hopefully mean now I can work the rest of the summer and have money  that would be really really cool. Except everyone is going to be pissed at me because I can't play so there goes my college scholarship that I was going to try and get, My life is basically going down hill from here on out  it blows. Hopefully I can do something good with it. Like get good grades and graduate somewhere up front with my class. How cool would that be. I think that would really be awesome. Well I'm going to get going. I'm done bitching for now so talk to you all later. Tata
Tyler J. BeVier

6/1/2005 2:44PM
well today is much much better sis is in a much better mood now. Only 15 more days  then I can get home and hopefully see Jessica. It is really different down here in texas I miss home. it was really really strange today, my brother called me. I was so shocked. I think he misses me just like the rest of the family misses me. Today we rode the ferry again because we had to get acrossed again. But then sis messed up with the directions but the wrong turn was a good one again today because we seen dolphins. It was really really cool I wish Jessica was here with me to see them with me, because I really miss her. She really misses me to. Well I'm off to a nap now so I'll talk to you all later
Ty.er J. Bevier

6/1/2005 5:30
well juile is gonna get the shit beat out of her if she don't knock it off. Whats sis gonna do send us home, that is really gonna make me mad if she does that.(sarcasim)
Tyler J Bevier

6/1/2005 6:00
I'm so fucking ready to get home, Julie is gonna get the shit beet out of her. I'm sick of her shit already. She needs to learn how to keep her mouth shut. She needs to stop being the navigator because she don't know how to operate the laptop, letta loan the GPS. Were never going to make it to the hotel tonight.

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liz

:: 2005 29 June :: 3.07pm

do not talk to me. you dont like me at all and I like you less every time you come around. every time that you say something offensive about him. you might be disapointed and not agree with what he does but its called support its what you give to the people that you love.
maybe he'd talk to you more if you would show some.
GOD!

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liz

:: 2005 29 June :: 2.13pm

sometimes I just like to put on my pearls and vaccuum like June Cleaver.

Shes a very idealistic woman that June.
Exactly how I wish I could be.
well if nothing else at least ive got the pearls covered.

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liz

:: 2005 29 June :: 1.34pm

gahh. thats about how i feel. so tired. i really want to see pj. really really. thats about it.

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liz

:: 2005 29 June :: 9.51am

hey lindsey my email is imcomplaining@hotmail.com
throw some details my way would you.
always good for a giggle.



besides that the new job is pretty cool. the people are nice. only after closing last night these ladies had some stuff that they needed checked out and they went through the ladies lane that i was training from and they had fireworks under the basket and their baby was sleeping on a bunch of jeans so the lady was like okay thats it and ruthann who was training me, says well do you want those fireworks, and the lady was like no, so then she saw the jeans and said what about those jeans and the lady said no but my baby is sleeping on them. so i had to follow the lady out to the parking lot to get the jeans and the whole way she was like that stupid bitch thought i was fucking stealing blah blah blah. and like super pissed and i was like well what would think dumbass. it was pretty scary though because there were three ladies and they all tried the same trick with the fireworks under the basket they each went to a different cashier though. but they were pissed and they totally coulda kicked my ass.

also this little girl brought a pair of jeans up and kept putting them on the belt and the mom was like no you can't have them and the little girl kept putting them there and the mom said you dont need them your birthday is coming up and the little girl said," in two weeks jesus christ"
i was pretty shocked
until the mom and daughter got into a tug of war with the pants. and finally i took them and put them behind me so the little girl went up to the salt stacks and sat on them and was screaming fuck you and stuff liek that at her mom and then she came back to the register and said. IM gonna kill you mom. ill get the shotgun and bang your gonna be dead. your gonna wish you bought those jeans they were only twenty fucking dollars.

it was crazy. i had a crazy night but so far im liking this job.

but now there is video on where the lead singer looks like that good charlotte video only i like the song. its pretty catchy. lets see who. its way too good to be good charlotte. huh.


well i love pj anyway. work again tonight maybe they will give me my own register. you never know.

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liz

:: 2005 28 June :: 1.34pm

well now that ive moved from anger to terror. the thing is that im super excited about college and leaving cedar and being on my own. and now I dont know. like im scared that something is going to happen that will prevent my escape. not that i hate it here. i dont i just really want to go live at school and be my own own person. start a new chapter of my life. on my own. the on my own part is very important. the thing is though that I dont really have $8000 lying around. and Ive got one loan option left all the others are used up. I have none left to look into. if the last one fails then where does that put me especially this late in the game. shoot i am terrified.

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liz

:: 2005 28 June :: 12.12pm

DAMN you all. all you financial aid people who won't give me any loans because apparently my parents make too much money. fuck you. my parents don't have any money. how am I supposed to go to college? answer me that. whore myself out in order to make up for the $8000 shortage of the year. just fuck you guys. I really thought that i would get accepted for that loan too. fuck. i dont even know what to do any more. Ive tried to find money. apparently I can't because for whatever reason my parents make too much money. well even if they do they wont give any of it to me. but they dont have any because they are still paying off their own student loans. apparently I have nothing to offer anybody. I can just work at walmart for the rest of my damn life. fuck you all. this is way too upsetting. ive got one loan left. one that im waiting on a response from. if i dont get it then i just dont know what i will do. I cant afford to go college. college really sucks.

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liz

:: 2005 27 June :: 10.00am

well now im just tired.
this was probably the best weekend of my entire life so far.
i got to wake up with pj every morning. for three mornings straight.
I love him so much. i cant even believe how much that is. *sigh*
well today im going to go down to grand valley and talk to some financial aid people. it should be alright. i need to talk to them like a lot because i need some money. im just afraid that they wont have ansers or that they will just repeat what I already know. I get so frustrated talking to everyone else. besides that the open house at my moms was okay. nothing spectacular. got a coffee pot. plates. cups. bowls. and $220. then my grandma gave me a toaster and three pots. so that is mega coolness. it occurs to me that mtv2 plays way better music than just mtv. more rock less shit. well shit im sure i have something that i need to get done. shower or something. later
loves

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ddeastroyer

:: 2005 26 June :: 2.56pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Another Brink in the Wall -- Pink Floyd

Doo de doo...
Haven't updated in a while... I am lazy and just dont want to but I did this survery because I was kinda bored...

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!

Created by -ambiguous and taken 58525 times on bzoink!

What is your favorite..
gumCinnamon
restaurantThat's a tough one... Maybe Tomassoe's or Copola or El Reigon... Those are all really good...
drinkWater
seasonSummer
type of weatherBurning up hot
emotionemotion? wtf... i dunno... happy?
thing to do on a half dayUhm... Movies or just haning out... Depends on my mood... Sometimes I just wanna go home and sleep...
late-night activityFavorite late-night activity... Well sleeping of course...
sportRunning
citySan Francisco
storeUuhhh... I dunno... Costco?... BIG PORTIONS!
When was the last time you..
criedI have no clue...
played a sportIf running counts then today... If it doesnt... Then about 8 days ago when I played ultimate frisbee...
laughedCouple minutes ago...
hugged someoneProbably earlier today...
kissed someoneUuhh... Does my moms cheek count?
felt depressedNot for a while actually
felt elatedToday when I was driving!
felt overworkedAlways... Freaking always...
faked sickI usually fake being well... I dont like being sick...
liedProbably earlier today...
What was the last..
word you said"Okay"
thing you ateSunflower Seeds
song you listened toIn The Flesh? -- Pink Floyd
thing you drankWater
place you went toMoutain Diablo
movie you sawBull Durham
movie you rentedThe Exorcist
concert you attendedJoe Satriani at the Fillmore! Hell yea...
Who was the last person you..
huggedDad
cried overNo one
kissedMom
danced withMyself or dad hahah
shared a secret withDad or Erik
had a sleepover withOh boy.. Uhm... I dunno... Myself?
calledYamo
went to a movie withBunch of people at my house came to see movies...
sawDad
were angry withMyself
couldn't take your eyes off ofMyself
obsessed overMyself
Have you ever..
danced in the rainOh course
kissed someoneYes
done drugsNo
drank alcoholNo
slept aroundHaha no
partied 'til the sun came upA few times..
had a movie marathonFuck yea!
gone too far on a dareProbably...
spun until you were immensely dizzyYea... It hurt... Gotta do that again lol
taken a survey quite like this beforemmm hm...

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liz

:: 2005 23 June :: 2.05pm

LIsten Up JOSLYN

your going to get on the highway. go north.
take exit 120 towards lakeview.
go right at the end of the exit.
keep going right through lakeview and edmore.
after edmore you will arrive in vestaburg.
if you see Uncle Pauls Grocery store on the right side in vestaburg then keep going.
take a right on Lumberjack road through riverdale. then through elm hall.
once you hit elm hall you will pass a postal office the looks like a tool shed.
take a right on kendaville road. the house is down on kendaville. its tannish. my car will be in the driveway.

thats my grandmas

if you are going to my moms than instead of going through elm hall take a left on LIncoln road.
take lincoln over to pendell. take a right on pendal and its the third trailer on the right.

the number to my grandmas is well apparently i dont have ill try to post it later or I will call you tomorrow with it. my mom has an anwering machine but she seems to not like answering her call waiting. well fuck that then. hope to see you there.

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liz

:: 2005 23 June :: 1.49pm

well i went to the bank and i overdrafted which sucks because they loaned me like $2 for the overdraft and then charge me 25. blow and pj cant get work off on monday which really really sucks. target called to reschedule the interview. the one i was supposed to have this morning but when i got there they told me it was canceled because the manager didnt have time to see me. yeah so today the day ive been excited about for awhile is totally going to shit. i was okay with all fo the other stuff but im really bummed that pj cant have off monday. damn damn damn it. so hopefully the whole openhouse bullshit goes well. also lets hope that the tire holds up until alma. pray. and then i can worry about the open house as I lounge by the fucking pool. well thats all of the bitch ive got in me right about now.
loves

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liz

:: 2005 23 June :: 11.52am

target you totally sucks balls. just so you know. wankers

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liz

:: 2005 23 June :: 8.37am

so today im finally going to alma. and ive got a job interview at target too. in about 1 and a half hours. so im all dressed up and ready for action and my cat decides that today he wants to be friendly. gotta be because im wearing black. now he is making out with a balloon. silly pussy. well that would be about the new news that has been since last night. oh yeah im going to put air in my tire and drive it to alma because that is where the tire place where I got my tires is and I have a warranty that covers road hazards and im thinking i got a nail or something in there. so im gonna go get it fixed today. the best boyfriend in the world is letting me take his car to the interview. god he trusts me a lot. I love him. so much.

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liz

:: 2005 22 June :: 1.30pm

so i was totally hanging up some laundry that cannot go in the dryer and I finally completely understood why I am the boss in my relationship.





it involves lacy boyshorts.

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