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2005 29 March :: 10.56pm
well it's almost elven, i can't sleep. there is to much on my mind. i'm to busy thinking about stuff. i can't wait till spring break. i looked at my grades online today, there really crapy already. i honestly think that i'm in for a 5 year plan for high school. less i get my act together. i'm screwed already. i don't want to end up in the same school at my brother just because i take take it. i'd look like a dumb ass, well i guess it just can't get any worse. or could it? i bet it could. i know probably some of this don't make sense because i'm just typing down what is on my mind right now becasuse i can't sleep. so how is everyone doing? i'm doing allright i guess, except for the fact that i'm tired and can't sleep because i have to much on my mind.
i think i'ma get going because i'm tired and i want to go to sleep but i can't
C-YA
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2005 29 March :: 8.40am
well.. the last couple of days haven't been that good, yesterday and today i stayed home sick :( it sucks, i'm like reallly really weak. but today i feel alot better :)
so how is everyone doing?, i'm doing all right. i'm going to prove mr.sabinas wrong about the extra credit stuff. well. i'ma get going hope you all have a good day at school
Tyler
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ddeastroyer
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2005 25 March :: 8.22pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Wish You Were Here -- Pink Floyd
Pistol Whip!?!... MMmmm... Pistol Whip... LllLlLLLllllooo...
Haha... Thats from Simpsons in case no one gets it... And that wierd thing at the end is Homer's sound when he is drooling... Funny stuff...
So this is basically all that has happened during spring break:
-Midnight Madness Fun Run
-I got my haircut
-I saw the Ring 2
-I got sick
-I went running a few times
-I beat Donkey Kong 1 on Super Nintendo
-I beat Red Alert 2 for Computer
-I listened to a lot of music
-I talked with friends
-I slept
Other than that I didnt really do anything... Although I am planning to go to Lampost with Kevin, Sluter, and maybe JP, Adam, and Stevo... Those are always good times... Barely costs me any money too... Good thing to do...
I cant find my StarCraft BroodWar CD anywhere so I have been playing the original one... Kinda boring... But whatcha gunna do?...
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liz
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2005 25 March :: 5.39pm
well apparently someone has a problem with me. someone who dosent have the balls to tell me who they are. well thats life isnt. i must be a real whore though considering ive been with the same person for almost a year now. well metaphorically and physically I do enjoy being the bigger person.
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2005 24 March :: 11.24pm
surgeory in a few hours.
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2005 24 March :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: crappy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIANA!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yea, bad day. Bad week really. Yet not all at the same time. How is that possible? I don't even know.
Tomorrow I'm leaving for California. Hopefully I'll sleep most of the trip so I don't have to deal with people. I hate being cramped in a car with my family for that long. It sucks! I'm gonna' miss you guys. Most of you. Some people I'm happy to be rid of... but some I'm really gonna' miss a lot!!!!!!!!!!!
I got into AP History. I'm excited... lots of cool people in there!
Yep, so I gotta' go now. Chao all. Love.
-J-
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2005 24 March :: 1.49pm
its funny how i have no problem telling everyone about my sex life, but the real stuff I keep to myself... lets ponder that
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2005 24 March :: 10.15am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Surfing With The Aliens -- Joe Satriani
I hate being sick during Spring Break...
Ok... Stuff happened but I dont wanna talk about it... Not yet at least... I am on here for two things to announce only... I will update later and tell the few things that have happened while I been off...
Ok first, I came to the conclusion that there is no such thing as "True Love"... The mathmatical probability of finding someone absolutley perfect for you is... Well, slim shit... And not just mathmatically... When you think about it... You can see my point... Back to the main thought... Theres no such thing as "True Love," only positive attitudes and compromise... I dunno... Something I was just thinking of while talking to some people...
Secondly... As many of you know I am running for Class Vice-President... I am giving some early notice... During lunch of Wednesday, April 6, there is a vote in the theater and speeches if more that one person is running for a spot... I am running against Cynthia Lee... As far as I know at least... Anyways... Its during lunch and I need all you to come and vote for me... Dont let me down =D
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liz
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2005 24 March :: 11.42am
so dumb
1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if I didnt have money?
12. Take me for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing kareoke w/ me?
15. Go in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you like my style?
19. Do you think I'm funny?
20. Do you care about me?
21. Would you cry if I died?
22. Would you dance with me?
23. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
24. Would you hold my hair back at a party if I was throwing up due to intoxication?
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liz
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2005 24 March :: 11.25am
i am happy less than i am depressed lately. i feel so dead all of the time. i seriously just want to quit this entire life. start fresh. be someone else. not be confused. i wish people would make it a little easier on me. not that they know how hard they are hitting me, metaphorically of course. i cant talk. i dont know what to say and ever time I get the chance i dont say what i mean because I dont want to ruin this. my own mind dosent even know itself anymore. i better do the econ homework.
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2005 22 March :: 8.12pm
1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if I didnt have money?
12. Take me for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing kareoke w/ me?
15. Go in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you like my style?
19. Do you think I'm funny?
20. Do you care about me?
21. Would you cry if I died?
22. Would you dance with me?
23. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
24. Would you hold my hair back at a party if I was throwing up due to intoxication?
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2005 22 March :: 7.03pm
im sorry. im being a baby,
"no one understands me"
what a teenager Ive turned into. and here I was thinking im grown up. thats the problem isnt it. Im not grown up. i want to be so bad. i want to be past everything and im just not and I look so hard into the future and I have always had this idea of how everything is supposed to be. and as much as I dont want to admit it it will never be this way. im so lost in this tiny town I know of nothing outside of it and I find that incredibely frightening. people do understand me, not wholly, which is why I latch so hard onto pj because hes the closest person to me that Ive found, the one who seems to understand me the best, and then when something comes up and he dosent know how i am, and I how am reacting in my head I just freak out because I want the perfection back. that hey I know what your thinking thing going on.
contradicting myself yet again, i realized that I have no idea what I want from this life, i want a family, with a dog and an SUV. thats all. the only thing that has ever remained concrete in my mind. im trying too hard. in the last couple of weeks everything just seems to be turning to crap, smoking and michelle, and my own insecurities that I have yet to share and am constantly trying to press out of my mind.
give me back what we had last april, sweet innocent, trusting, perfect. give me time, i know its so much to ask because ive been so unsteay lately, so bipolar all of the time. but i love you and just a little bit more patience is all im asking for. im so much in love with you and i cant even begin to fathom my life without you, i cant even remember my life before you. please call me soon, i need to hear you. i love you. and im not just imagining that its love or filling my need for teenage intimacy. its real i believe that with everything I have, im sorry ive hurt you. once again, for the people not listening. I am in love with pj french.
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2005 22 March :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Maria Mena - You're The Only One
Ok yeah. I feel really dumb now. But I don't think it's my fault... right?
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liz
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2005 22 March :: 1.42pm
am i the only person in the world who understands me at all. the only person ive found is no one. god. i am so annoyed. no one shares my ambitions, or how i feel about things, or me in general, i can think of only two people who come close. unfortunately they arent the ones that matter in the long run. i wish i could explain myself but its too hard anymore.l
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