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2007 25 September :: 11.33pm
why would he be telling me sorry, especially when i basically stole his girl friend. it just don't make sense to me. i don't get it.
-Ty
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2007 19 September :: 2.37pm
I start working full time tonight. Third shift. I have mixed feelings about it. I mean I need the money but I wont have any sort of life anymore. I wont even get to see Justin except on Tuesdays. That just sucks. Not to mention I don't get to see my friends as it is. Only time will tell.
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1988 1 January :: 2.11pm
so I am at school right now just dicking the time away.
I had to take the bus because my car broke down and so I borrowed one from my parents but then it broke down too. its been a bad week and now i have to go and buy books and that will be pretty damn hefty in itself. yuck on book buying.
andy and I seem to be pretty okay all things considered. we moved and our new apartment is awesome sauce.
no other news.
im going to trek it across campus to see if books are cheaper at brians. im fairly sure they are also I have three hours to kill before my next class.
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2007 9 August :: 4.29pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Regina Spektor - Dust to Dust
So I've been in Florida for only a few hours. --before a schedule of chaos begins. It was literally 100 degrees out when we stepped off the plane (which I must say riding in a plane for the first time was "OMFG" for lack of any other better words or phrases) and we're eating and then suddenly the sky just exploaded and it's now storming. No, I take that back. Now it's done. But trust me, by the time I click to submit this journal it will be again. Seriously, I know we always say Michigan has crazy unpredictable weather, but the rain here is always so random.
Honestly, I'm scared.
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2007 1 August :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Regina Spektor - Dusseldorf
I got my senior pictures back!
The album.
To avoid seeing a million bad ones, click favorites and type in my email address.
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2007 26 July :: 8.46pm
Hmm.
Josh and I are over forever, and most the time I'm okay with that. He was such a jerk in the end that I know I can do better... or I hope. But I still get upset when he wants other girls. like, gorgeous was what he always called me, it was our thing. But then he just called some random girl that he barely even talks to gorgeous... like it didn't mean a thing. i can't help being a little offended... and sad. i try to ignore him and i remind myself constantly how stupid he is, but sometimes i have an overwhelming feeling of sadness that i'll never hold him or kiss him or hear him say "i love you" again. i guess that's normal though. i'll get over it eventually. i just wish eventually would come sooner. it seems like i keep taking 2 steps forward and 1 step back though. i wish it could just all move forward instead. meh, i'm so sick of being sad and missing him... or us as the case may be. i just want to forget it all. i'm trying so hard to eliminate all memories, but i know i can't ever do that. he'll always be a guy i loved, whether or not he's a big dumb jerk. i hate breaking up, i hate feeling sad, and most of all i hate feeling like i did something so wrong. hmm... whatev. i just need to stop thinking about all of this and move on.
if only all that was as easy to do as it is to say!
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2007 22 July :: 10.12am
So, I'm not dead... yet, if any of you care.
But I have noticed that people that completely ignored me in school, or looked down on me, or were "too cool" to associate with me during school now all of a sudden want to be buddy-buddy now that I'm in the Air Force. What the hell is up with that shit? Anyone with any ideas, I'd love to hear why.
Other than that every thing's okay, so I'm gonna go now... you all have fun
-me
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2007 4 July :: 1.54am
yeah well fuck you guys then
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2007 1 July :: 12.09am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Regina Spektor - Folding Chair
"We work to eat to get the strength to work to eat to get the strength to work to eat to get the strength to work to eat to get the strength to work."
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2007 22 June :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Random
Fuck
UGH!!!!!!!! I'm pretty sure I'm right. I'm pretty sure he's just being controling and I don't need that. But I'm also pretty sure none of that is worth losing him. Not going to a damn club where it really isn't the safest, is not worth losing him. I'm not going for the guys, but after the recent incident I can see where he'd be nervous. I just want this whole day to be a lie, I want to go back in time and change everything. I don't want to lose him. I love him. We were just talking about marriage and when it would be appropriate for him to ask me "for real" like two days ago. This is so not fair. I don't want to live without him. I pray that this will not last. If I could just talk to him again, maybe I could apologize and make life better, but he won't answer and he's at work. I just don't know what to do. I'm going insane, seriously.
Ugh... maybe I have an idea. We'll see if it works. Probably not, but we'll see.
I'll let you know.
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2007 13 June :: 12.10pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Dntel - Dumb Luck
Where should I get my senior pictures taken?
EDIT:
What I really meant was where, location wise, should I get them done? I'm pretty sure I know which photographer I'm going with. I can't think of anywhere besides Rockford.
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2007 6 June :: 11.16pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Jewel - Near You Always
I want
I want
I want
I want
to do what I want.
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2007 3 June :: 8.05pm
:: Mood: crushed
Sometimes I just want to kill some people, myself included. I'm sick of not being treated like an adult. Everyone thinks I need to be taken care of, but that's just not true. I can handle myself... trust me. I understand the concern for my wellbeing, that just shows love, but there's a line that needs to be drawn. I am 18 years old, I'm going to college in the fall, and I'm not going home every damn weekend to see my family. I want to stay and have the full experience, have some fun! I have a feeling that may be my first oppurtunity too, since the more I'm home this summer, the less I am allowed to do.
Ugh, I don't know. I just want to be a teenager, live life to the fullest while I still can. For real... why is that so wrong? Whatever... I'll live. I always do.
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2007 23 May :: 8.12pm
"Into The Ocean"
I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore
Without a life vest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'
Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)
Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down
Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove that I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all
[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
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2007 22 May :: 3.43am
this is stupid
http://woodtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=6546307&nav=menu44_1
if you don't want people on your wireless internet you should secure it.
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