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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 15 June :: 9.20pm

so i just had an interview with a huge jerk.

fuck him.

''it makes it hard for follow up questions.''

''i'm the weeder''

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 12 June :: 10.48pm

*sigh*





life....


overwhelming.

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chelthesmell

:: 2007 12 June :: 8.39am
:: Mood: excited

My birthday is in 5 days.
I'm excited.
I'll be able to do stuff, like buy ciggarettes and porn, which I will most likely never have to buy.
But I'm going to get my dad some smokes for Father's day, seems how it's that same day n all. lol.
I start waitressing at the Village Inn next week I think. Pretty sweet. That goes with the whole being 18 thing too. lol.
Idk, pretty much that's all I got for now I guess. Not much happened this week.
I did catch some fish yesterday though. pretty sweet. Tried to catch me a snake but I dont think it was hungry...

Welp I'm off. I need to apply for Finacial Aid. I should get an ass load of money from that! I'm excited!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 11 June :: 11.21pm

we used to do this when we were in high school, like the early years of it i mean and you just have to assume. so i dont know. i'm really confused right now. but lets keep being all mysterious i guess because thats just how we do. ha.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 9 June :: 2.53pm

I'm going to be a nurse.


Well, I hope I am anyway. Davenport finally created a nursing program at their grand rapids campus and I am so excited. I have been hoping for this ever since I got the scholarship. They have been planning on having one there but not for a long while. But I guess they sped things up because they are having one now.

There are only 30 spots and I just pray that I will get one.

yay.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 6 June :: 10.19pm

i know its bad but i am skipping my homework tonight. i am just so overwhelmed and i can't take it anymore. all i want to do is sit around and relax and dream about my wedding.

and my baby is home so that is it. love.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 31 May :: 10.05pm

i don't understand how anyone can survive without air conditioning.


our air conditioning is still broken even though it was supposed to be fixed today. they couldn't fix it.

i am seriously going to die. i know it sounds pathetic. but i'm really going to die. i'm suprised i'm not already dead. i have never been so sick in my life. tuesday at 2 in the morning i puked like every hour until 9 . seriously i threw up everything in me. i was so dehydrated but whenever i drank water i would just throw it up. i wanted to die so bad.
it's a long story but i took too much cold medicine i'm pretty sure. i just layed in the bathroom and hugged the toilet the whole night and all day tuesday. omg i just wanted to die.

that's it.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 28 May :: 6.54pm

we're engaged!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 24 May :: 10.51pm

something big happened

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chelthesmell

:: 2007 24 May :: 1.02pm

Graduation tonight!
I'm so excited!
My open house isnt until July 21st though. I still have to call around to get some of your addresses so I can send you an invite. Should be a grand ol' time though.
YAY!!!=)

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 23 May :: 9.56pm

seriously, i dont even like american idol that much. i just have a strange curiousity about who is going to win. i just have to know. and god i swear these random songs and random performers are getting so damn annoying i cna't watch for much longer.

they ARE deciding tonight, aren't they?

god they better be.

5 more minutes and this show is ending.

they're deciding tonight right. please dont tell me i watched this whole thing for no reason. just tell me who fricken won.

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lots of crap going on in my life i just dont feel like typing. i hate children.

that's totally not true but i just kinda feel like that.

and yet again i am getting sick. why? becausei work around snot nosed kids all day. and i swear to god i got sick from the one kid i cannot STAND because i had to keep wiping the oozing green snot from his fat little nose.

fucker.

g'night.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 23 May :: 7.48pm

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 21 May :: 7.02pm

oh my god i am in tears and seriously i'm going to kill myself. today and ysterday i have had the worst headache in the worldmaking mesick to my stomach with pain and omg so apparantely i get migraines now. i am seriously gonna drill a hole in my brain . this hasn't happened since i worked at beaners so it has been quite a while but then last night it happened and then today at work. right before i get the headache i can't see out of one of my eyes. it is all blurry as if i had been looking at the sun or had a flash from a camera in my eye. but it's not just in one spot it is over most of the eye. it makes me have blurry and double vision. seriously everytime i looked at a kid they had two faces. omg and then i had to wrok in the baby room so that was a little better. a little quieter except when they were crying.
and then itgot really realy bad and i was crying but at least i was in the baby room so no one could see it. omg i was gonna ask to go home but of course i am too scared to so i didn't. and i felt so sick i thought i was going to throw up all over the infants. lol. but seriously i elt so nausous . BLEH andthen i have to spend the rest of the day dealing with annoying kids and having a stupid boy spit/pretend sneeze in my face a million times. and screaming stupid kids omg i swear it was a bad day.

yeah so that was my day.

even now when my head isn't like it was it's like a dull annoying headache and if i bend down or anything it all feels like it is scoming back at aonce. if i sneeze or cough or anything that puts pressure on my head it's just like UGHGHGHG. omg i want it to go waway.

sorry for the complianing but i couldn't complain about it all day and it was so horrible.

OMG.

kill me.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 19 May :: 10.59pm

kinda not understanding the grey's finale... hmm

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 18 May :: 11.17pm

i made macaroni and cheese for you and now it's getting all nasty and soggy.

great.

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