Random confessions of a song writer

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:: 2006 2 October :: 7.10pm

im drifting so, so very far away from woohu.

i hate being too busy to do anything you actually want to do. if i keep living like this, i'll surely die soon.

:: 2006 25 September :: 8.52pm

ughhhhhg i do not like to NOT get along with teachers but seriously it's like everything i say, or every question i answer, this teacher disagrees and they re-word it just a TAD BIT and say that THAT way is correct. no. sorry. that's what i just said. didnt you just hear me? i just wanna be like hello?! thats the answer i just gave! where were you? ugh it is pissing me off so bad. does anybody else have this problem?

:: 2006 25 September :: 7.18pm

so it is true. lesson learned. dont trust anyone.

god dammit i am so pissed. due to a stupid person who i thought was okay to trust, i am getting a zero. that is ridiculous. i am so mad.

okay so ulitmetely it's my fault but i am still so angry.

:: 2006 25 September :: 9.58am

wwow wanna know what i hate?

when bitches lie to you and then ditch you AND THEN ARE TOTAL COWARDS AND CAN'T EVEN PICK UP THEIR DAMN PHONE. AND THEN WILL PROBABLY MAKE AN EXCUSE AS TO WHY THEY DID ALL THAT

PRAISE THE LAWDDDDD@!

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:: 2006 23 September :: 12.57pm

so something has been happening to me and i am allergic to something or something i dont know but my eyes feel like they are on fire and they are all red and itchy and UGLY. and right now i'm doing okay because i got some eye drops but they are so dry and ow they hurt and

i'm not doing that great right now. in fact i'm pretty angry. should i be? probably to some extent. ughghghghhg

:: 2006 22 September :: 3.04pm

pep assembly today. I have a headache from hell. I just have so much pep in me. enough spirit to share with the whole school and so much more.

Homecoming game tonight and then it's time to show off my dancin' skillz tomorrow. I am excited! yay! My voice is already going, I'm going to be fucked come sunday at work. haha! oh well.

:: 2006 21 September :: 3.24pm

work is probably one of the gayest things i have to do...

and i have to do that in a few minutes...errg..!

:: 2006 21 September :: 2.58pm

god i hate work so much. i hate the new menards. i miss the old people. i hate work so much, i skipped it yesterday. and if they ask me for an excuse i think i'll just shrug because i do not have one other than the fact that i hate it. but i dont know if i should look for another job or what.. it's realy good pay and i can usually get 40 + hours if i want them. (god this lady behind me, i'm at the library, will not stop fucking talking to her self .... shut up!) i sreiously think i contemplate skipping work every single day i am scheduled to go in. i hate it so much.

i have been trying to get switched into a dept but nobody needs more people and thy all just laugh when i say i hate being a cashier because "all cashiers wnat to be switched into a dept." seriously i hate it. i've htought about going back to waitressing but that is never sure money and i dont know if i want to go back to it because you have to be so nicde. i like working at menards only because if i'm mean, i dont lose my tip... .because i never had one .... you get it.

but yeah i really can't stand working there and i'm even changing my availabilty so i only have 4 available days to work instead of 5. how bad is that?! i mean, it will help with me being able to get school work done easier too but other than that im pretty much just doing it because i can get by without that extra day, i'm can pick up hours if need to because peolpe are always asking people to pick up shifts and most of all I HATE WORKING THERE!

i think maybe ij ust get like this with every job i have.... it's like after 6 months i cna't take anymore. waiiiiit a second, i worked at arbys for a whole year. ugh what am i doing.

i dont know what to do. i would love to work at a day care maybe or something... but i dont think i could get 8.20 and 10.60 on weekends. not many places can beat that.

blkaj;lkdfja;lskdfja;skjflakjsflkajs;fkjas;lkfj i have to leave for work in like 25 minutes. i hate menards so freaking much. i've worked there for over a month and still i dont feel like i know anyone there. nobody is like ...easy to approach. i think i'm scared of like all of them. ughghghgh they are dumb! and i hate it!

:: 2006 19 September :: 4.09pm

so seriously, i have the best boyfriend in the world.

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:: 2006 18 September :: 10.09am

i really hate stupid college girls.

just like i hated stupid high school girls.

god dont be in school if you're an idiot.

:: 2006 12 September :: 3.09pm

my mouth hurts...=(

:: 2006 11 September :: 11.44am

it's 9/11

and i just kind of wish i had been older when it happened because i really want to do soemthing....as
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and any way some people here (at college) are SO STUPID but i

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oh and i seriously love this new going out all the time lifestyle that roman and i have created.

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moomoo

:: 2006 9 September :: 5.28am

Well things have been going okay I suppose. I started college this week, which is alot more work then I thought, but I can do it. I feel like I'm tired all the time with college and work, but I'm sure I will adjust. My sleeping schedule this week has been way messed up. I just need to set a order to things. I'm in badly need of some fun so call me if you want to do anything. If I'm sleeping I wont answer my phone so don't worry about waking me up. Boys are so confusing, enough said on that. Its weird getting up so early now. Espically since no one else is up. Well I guess thats about it.

:: 2006 6 September :: 3.43pm

We got a new puppy today!! My mom found it at my sister's house. It's addorable! He's so cute. I dont know what to name him. He looks like either a Hendrix or a Pink Floyd. But then again I see a little Zepplin and Marely in him too so I'm still not sure. But he's really tiny and cute, maybe we'll name him Adulf or Satin.

ohmy gosh my mom and I just came up with it!!! LUSIFER!! that' his name! it's a keeper!

:: 2006 6 September :: 11.28am

so i had my first class just a minute ago and the professor is really nice and funny. and it all seems okay. it just pisses me off that so many of these kids don't have jobs.

lazy asses. ugh