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2004 5 November :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: angry
all i have to say is:
Die motherfucker, die ..
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2004 4 November :: 6.35pm
im so over it.
i cant believe i was ever so pathetic and smitten. and i really cant believe i told him that i [L-worded] him. hahaha. but yeah. im kinda glad all that drama shit happened. def was a needed wake up call on my half.
<333
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2004 4 November :: 6.22pm
wanna feel the warm breeze, sleep under a palm tree...
omg. today was like...not fun. english was boring. omg the coordination test was sooo damn easy. gosh. spanish was ok. test was alright think i did good. we read another story and omfg i dont get it at all!!! grrr. lunch chris and sahar were skipping...tisk tisk. but it was gay cuz gusto was pissing me off he through my fucking soda in the garbage and got a lollipop in my fucking hairr!!! grrr. history was going soooo well i was awake and paying attention until the last like 11 minuites. i ended up fucking falling into a deep sleep until the bell rang. WTF ive fallen asleep in there everyday now for like the whole week. I NEED TO STAY AWAKE cuz im failing tht class right now. gahhh algebra took a test easier than eating cheese. after school took jeremy home and gusto and allie and camila. then met up with nicole and walked with her to jds then to wendys where we met up with gusto and chris. then max came anc other ppl including hot ass JOSH. lol. ommmmgg. but yeah. then saw amanda and maria up there. then walked to my house to get chris' bike with him max nicole amanda and maria. then got max water cuz hes a fuckin neanderthal and he fucking dumped it on me. douche bag. lol. then i walked nicole home and accidently almost killed chris (oops sorry) hahaha. then went home.
OMMMGGG. tomorrow night... foot ball game!!! im excited. they're always so much fun. annnd johnny nonni's prolly gunna come so we can hang out! <3...man i havent seen that kid in ages!! but yeah. im gunna go, peace fuckers.
-laterrr loverss-
<33-janelle
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2004 3 November :: 8.54pm
today after school rocked. me and allie say in the parking lot in the yellow lines and played GO FISH while listening to the drummer ppl in band play. it was greaat. and camila oculdnt find us so she had the office call me over the LOUDSPEAKER omggg that was friggin hilarious.!! yeah and we tried chilling with sum of the band ppl in their "sacred band hallway thing" but they jus dont appreciate our support..LMAO allie!! food is everything to them, dear lord!!! hahahah. omg yeah. im a d0rk.
-later suckers-
<3-janelle
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2004 2 November :: 9.26pm
:: Mood: hurt
i was right.
however, jus this once, i wish i had been wrong...
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2004 2 November :: 3.52pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: 1985 by bowling for soup
what happened to her plan?
omg. i had a horrible day. i think im gettin deathly ill. it sucks. me and camila got our homecoming/halloween pics developed last nite. haha i stole a sexy Ryan Cabrera Poster from a magazine. and we got harrased by these stupid black dudes who were calling us Shawty lol!!!
today in first hr we did like nothing. 3rd hr i took a test and slept then talked to matt george val and desiree. lunch-stalked piercing boy again. OMFG OMFG. his name is gustavo LOLOL. ahhhh! hes so damn sexy i'd do him in a heartbeat. =] 5th hr-took notes for 10 minutes then slept the rest of the period, drooled on my arm excessively and made my left arm fall asleep. so i missed alllll the notes and i have to copy them from my lover janis. <3. chem was alright, we took a quiz i got a B. yay. lol. then did a lab with dana<3. i havent talked to her in a while. we had a nice chat about ex-bfs and how retarded guys are. lol. after school i was walking and i look to my right and BAM! theres Justin Kantz..AKA piercing justin. aww he goes to our school now. lol. then went out front and was a lil annoyed with everything and i was gunna walk home by myself since everyone had their damn panties in a bunch and jus had to go home right away. so after they left i called my mom and she was home and she piked me up. before she came i watched a movie with jeremy and nick cuz jeremy is a cool rich brown man witha portable dvd player. lol. now im gunna go do...sumthin.
-later loverss-
<33-janelle
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2004 1 November :: 9.16pm
disregard that last entry:
[edit]:
things are actually getting progressively worse. i cant believe i actually fell for that shit...
dfjdskfj!
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2004 1 November :: 8.59pm
things are starting to look up for me...
=]
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2004 1 November :: 4.38pm
im so fucking confused right now....
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2004 31 October :: 10.37pm
camila-
look, i dont think u were a hoe last night (homecoming night) i jus didnt like how u were acting and i didnt know what other word to use to describe it. me and kristin felt so left out and shit u have no idea. she came cuz of u, and u barely hung out with us. i didnt have hardly any fun at homecoming and i dont care if u didnt think it was a good idea for me to stay at chris' tonight cuz it was my turn to have fun and make up for the lack of it at homecoming. so yeah. jus wanted to tell u that i dont think u are a hoe at all. and i know we get on each others nerves alll the time and yeah. sorry.
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2004 31 October :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: dry your eye by the streets
the wicked thing about us is that we always have trust...
OMFG. today was so fun. woke up at like noon cuz i was so tired. did homework and got ready. then me and camila walked to nicoles house and hung out for a lil. made plans to go trick-or-treating later. then we went home and got dressed up. camila was a cheerleader and i was a hooker. lol. we looked so gay. then we went over to nicoles but jd and seth and all their gay friends were there. me and camila decided to go to chris' house. so we left. i felt really bad for leaving nicole tho. i <3 u.!! then right when we got there and walked up to chris and max...BAM! we got attacked with shaving cream. we were sooo white it was funny. we went trick-or-treating a lil and ran into BROWN MAN!!! omg it was so embarrassing. lol. then camila left and we went to chris' and got like attacked by sum kids. then we went to the park thing and all of us got incredibly covered in shaving cream. they styled their hair and we took pictures. it was greeeat. lol. then we went to sum secret tree spot thing. lol. massive sexual assualting. HAHAHA. but yeah. it was fun. then max left and me chris and gustavo sat on the curb and i literally got ANTS IN MY PANTS ahhh. it hurt. red ants lol. then i left and took the longest most wondeful shower i have ever taken in my entire life!! lol. but yeah. im gunna go to sleep since im the only one still up!
-later loverss-
<333-janelle
Happy Halloween
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2004 31 October :: 12.53am
homecoming was actually really gay. it sucked so much dick it was unbelievable. i dont feel like getting into it right now cuz im mad tired and i need to sleep and cuz im on the verge of tears and i..yeah. it was jus gay.
-later faggots-
PS- I LOVE ANDREW TO DEATH!!! his comments cheered me up! lol <3
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2004 30 October :: 3.22pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: breakaway by kelly clarkson
gotta keep moving on..
its official:
daddy finally told me that he loves me. it was nice. too bad he said cuz cuz mommy told him too...
whatever. :/
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2004 30 October :: 11.14am
HOMECOMING TONIGHt!!!
w00t~w00t!
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2004 29 October :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: tired/bored/excited/mixed up/emotional
:: Music: viva la bam <33
im gunna make your ears bleed.....
today rocked so hard. lol. it was class colors day, man...eveyone was so decked out! i loved it. 1st hr- we jus chilled, got more "spiritized" and wandered the halls. 3rd-nothinggg. 5th-OMFG i failed the last test we took. literally failed. as in a 59%. I DONT FUCKING FAIL TESTS. im so fucking mad/upset gahhhh. 7th-gayyy. thennn PeP raLLy!!! it was soo fun. omg chris emerson and his friend (nikis lover) were cheerleaders...damn they can "drop it like its hotttt" LMAO. but yeah. i'd do him. and piercing boy...who we found out is a fucking SOPHMORE!!! gahh. oh well. i'd still do him. lol. anyways....after school chilled with jeremy, chris, gustavo, max, and max's nice friend (i feel bad that i dont know his name hm...) yeah it was kinda gay. but whatever. i love them so much. well most of them. heck, al of them. lol. im in such a loving mood today. then came home walked with nicole and jd then went to Kyrie's 17th Birthday Party. it was nice to see evryone. i only stayed like and hour and a half. then went to the homecoming football game. twas fun. skating out back, making bull noises, dancing to the band music, acting stupid, riding the elevator up and down, grabbing anthony and gustavos penises, being spirited, playing hacky-sack with a soda can, helping nicole with her boy drama<3, and screaming GO BAND GO at the top of our lungs cuz no1 stayed to watch and we thought they deserved an audience. i love it. its so fun. <33. yeah but theres always the fucking drama taht comes along with it, or the stuff i make up. lol. but gah. yeah. dont feel like explaining. guys are really annoying, man, i wanna boyfriend soo bad right now!! lol
-later loverss-
<3-janizzle
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2004 28 October :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: coheed and cambria
the loss of friends you didn't have...
today was okkkk. english i thought i was gunna die. sooo gay. gahh i got an 82 on my POFL test. that suckss.spanihs was ok. took to fucking quizzes...did so so . and mrs. cripps kindly raised my participation grade 6 points (cuz she likes me lol) so i wuld get an A. however, she told me if i dont participate next time i will fail. lol. damn, now i gotta raise my hand. but oooo! the quarter jus "re-started" in that class 2 days ago and i already raised my hand 3 times. w00t. go me. lol. lunch was gay. jeremy was being french..and brown. lol. history-totally failed that test. gahhh. algebra was so gay. i wanted to sleep so bad but i wasnt allowed. gah. yeah. after school hung out with damian and allie and sum gay fat ppl i hate *coughkylacough* hahaha. then me and allie walked home late and had a wonderful conversation. im glad i had sumone to talk about things with. yea, she thinks in im love with him too. gahhh what the fuck is wrong with me? whateverrr. OMG OMG OMG. im sooooooooo excited for this weekend.
friday- class colors day and pep rally (im gunna be sooo spirited!!!) then kyries bday party at 6 <33 and homecoming football game with all my loverss at 8!
saturday- HOMECOMING!! yayness.
sunday- Halloween! this wuld be fun but i have nothing to do. grrr. anyone wanna do sumthin this day? COMMENT and tell me! <33
yay. im done. =]
<33-janellle
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2004 27 October :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: sn00p d0g
if a nigga gets an attitude, pop it like its hot...
today was ehh ehh. eviromental i totally failed the final. grrrrr. psychology-i have the highest grade -99% bitchhh!! lol. lunch-stalked piercing boy again, lol. history-booooring. chemistry=100% gayness. ooo ooo ooo! i was a cowboy today!! lol cuz it was western day. anywhoooo...after school chilled with everyone. everyone left lol cept damian allie eddie kevin and gusto. camila got mad and walked home. then me and allie took a walk and pretended to be cowboys riding a horse. ran int max. got abused again. then nanny picked us up. then i went with my mommy and got red shirts for friday and got ym eyebrows waxed since my mom said they loooked like catepillars. lol w/e. it hurt like a bitchhh tho. lol. tomorrow is Celebrity Day kind of a gay day. i think i might dress up as avril laviegne since i got the stuff. lol. but i dunno. god damn it smells like lysol. ahhh.
-later loverss-
<33-janelle
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2004 26 October :: 4.49pm
i love you.
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2004 26 October :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: emotionally un-stable
:: Music: dry your eyes by the streets
we can even have an open relationship if we must...
BREAKTHROUGH:
last night i had to say bye to my daddy who was leaving early this morning for wisconsin for 3 weeks. i figured he'd be like "bye kiddo. be good." and then id go to bed. but no. he did something he hasnt done in AT LEAST five years if not more....he hugged me.. yeah i kno it sounds weird but its true. it was so strange, but nice...i ended up going into my room and crying. it was a wonderful moment that im starting to cry jus thinking about it..wow.
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2004 25 October :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: breakaway by kelly clarkson
wanted to belong here, but something felt so wrong here...
Does anyone truly care about me ??
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