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2004 15 September :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: shadow by ashlee simpson
i can finally see...dont feel sorry for me...
today sucked pretty much. english we were bombarded with work and took a test (super easy) and i was gunna present my political cartoon cuz i actually understood it but we didnt do presentations today...grrrr. then went to spansih and had to do our conversation presentations. i was scared shitless as usual. but didnt do too bad. i got an A. me and fernando realized we have 3 classes together. hes a cool dude. lunch gustavo and camila fought like usual and he sat on my head. lol. history we read the delcaration of independence..whoooa. lol. then algebra we took a test and learned sum new stuff, this girl in my class was soooo stoned sum ppl thought she mite be dead. lmao. silly stoners. =] after school talked to sum ppl. kelsey has the same sandals as me. lol then walked home with jd, marcus, and steven. we talked about sex of course. i always seem to have very amusing questions. lol. i learned alotttt. lol some things i didnt need to know tho... haha well now im trying to figure out what to do tonight. movies? mall? they both are getting so old. and none of my super cool jewish friends can hang out cuz of rosh hashanah (sp?). so yeah. im out.
-later hoes-
ps- you know what REALLY bothers me? ...
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hypocrites.
i hate how people can go on and on complaining about sumone either doing or not doing something and then they go and do or not do the same fucking thing. this "incident" happened to me today before 2nd period. its sooo gay i wish i had said sumthin right then and there. ghsdgasdjkdf
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2004 14 September :: 7.00pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: my dad cursing at sumthing
$%^HH**^^@@(*)(!!!
A "Profile-worthy" convo between me and my dear friend gustavo...
ihateuall34: would u swallow ryan cabrera's cum?
mrs cabrera 69: in a heartbeat
lmao. im such a loser =]
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2004 14 September :: 6.45pm
:: Mood: confused/sick
:: Music: Fly by: Hilary duff
in a moment, everything can change...
today was the first day back to school after our long hurricane break. it was nice sorta. didnt do anything in env. science. we never do anything. omg i seriously think that ms.dice, my ap english teacher, is freakin inhumane. we did 60 vocab cards and got 3 hw assignments in 50 minutes. in psych we watched a 9/11 tribute. it was really sad. i wanted to cry. lol. then did our group projects in spanish and im in a group with this chick and this dude fernando. hes cool. they both speak spanish so i feel like a total idiot, but what else is new? lunch was usual except that gustavo came up behind me and scared the crap outta me and i thought the world had come to an end. lol. ap historty was ok. no test =] . alg was gay. no test either its tomorrow. and chemistry was soo boring. dana was absent and i kept falling asleep. lol. after school i wanted to talk to max and stuff until he had band but he never came outta the band room...hmmm. whatever. so me and camila walked home with derrick, steven, and stevens brother. stevens brother was a sweetheart. he carried my heavy algebra book all the way home (alllll of us live in the same neighborhood and we never knew that lol). then camila and derrick left us so i had to walk home with them. then did sum hw. for sum reason i havent been feeling good lately. i keep getting this horrible nervous feeling in my stomach and not being able to sleep or concentrate on anything. im pretty sure i know why, and i want to figure out what to do about this "problem" but im jus sooo darn confused. ahhhh. well im gunna go do more hw.
-later dudes-
<3-janelle
--omg! i think this is the first time i have not swore once in a journal entry. Go Me!! lol
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2004 13 September :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: predictable by GC
something isnt right, i can feel it again...
dang. i had a wonderful nite last nite. ha! yeah right. well me, kristin, and camila made last minute plans to go to the movies. everyone was going. max went. not with us tho. we ran into him there with kat his "girlfriend" cuz shes not technically his ex cuz they didnt "break up" wtf. ahhh. yes but im not getting into that all yet. anyways...everyone went to see a movie, cept us so it was kinda boring till the movies got out. jeremy, alex, juli, katie, lauren, leanne, nick, martin, eric, scott, patrice, and sum others i cant remember were there. we went to mc donalds and i saw ANGELICA!!!!! ahhh i havent seen her since she moved. <33. then we went to talk to max...ehhh. that had to have been the most awkward thing ever. but whatever. then came home and heard sum stuff. sum really fucked up shit. wow. i know more than im supposed to but im damn glad i do. who the fuck does that to sumone. like seriously? i dont even know what to do. i cant ask my mom (my best friend lol) cuz i kno she'll jus tell me to tell him to fuck off. but i dont want to. but i should. ahhhhh. whatever.
-later losers-
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2004 12 September :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Predictable by: good charlotte
so take your words and your empty promises....im done with this...
yesterday was not a complete waste of a day. me and camila went to the mall at like 5:30. we walked around by ourselfs for a while and bought sandals at pac sun. then we ran into frank and matt and they made us pull this shock thing. owww it hurted. lol. then we left them and ended up meeting up with them again and they hung out with us. we met krisitn and her friend chelsea there. then we al hung out and we had sum japanese man pull the gum shock thing and it hurt/scared him so he threw it, broke it and was gunna keep it. frank wanted to like beat him up lol. then we sat int he food court and gustavo showed up and i kept having to test the shocker thing to see if it wuld work and the last time it hurt like a motherf*cker.....ahhh. then we took pics on their camera phones and frank and matt left and we went and ate dinner at fridays. then went home and chilled with gustavo till he left. then jeremy and scott came over at like 11:45 and we sat on the driveway and jeremy took camila around the block on his dirt bike. then we went int he back yard cuz of the mosquitoes. camila jumped in the pool. no one else did. lol then we jus talked and stuff and stated everyones problem. everyone said mine was that im stupid. lol. what else is new? but jeremy said its not necessarily a bad thing. cuz it makes him laugh. lol. then we looked at the stars and planned out a road trip to new york, georgia, and pennsyalvania. lol. cant wait. they left around 2 am and we didnt go to sleep till 4. woke at at 1 and the 3 of us did nothing alll day. now everyone wants to go to the movies....grrr to all of u. but i g2g shower and eat dinner..
-later babes-
OMFG i almost forgot, when we were waiting outside of fridays for camilas mom to pick us up, i saw a fish on the wall and we spent 20 minutes throwing things up at it trying to get it down. all the employees at fridays came out and were watching and sum family stopped to help us. lol. then we got it down and it turned out to be one of those rubber things that fishermen use to catch fish. LMAO. it looked soooo real tho....
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2004 11 September :: 12.59am
:: Mood: puzzled
:: Music: vindicated by: DC
so let me slip away....
Question:
How do eskimos who live in igloos take showers?
please comment with your answers
this question is very puzzling. please help. lol
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2004 11 September :: 12.43am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: how come by: D12
we dont even talk no more, and you dont even call no more...
today was retarded. did nothing until 1:30 when me , alina and steph went up to publix to buy cupcakes for dannys bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY!!! <33 anyways then we went and chilled at alinas. then got ready and went to the movies with camila, zach, and jaryd. we met up with amanda and danny. danny left and the rest of us crossed the street and went to the pet store and blockbuster. then we went bak to shadowood and everything started closing cuz of the fucking curfew so we sat in the movie theater lobby on benches and yeah. then we left. and yes. found out that zach likes me and yeah. and i hope things work out with me and max. cuz i realy like him. sighhh. now im on the phone with kristin, maggie, johnathon, and camila. but yes, im bored and im guna go.
-later skaters-
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2004 9 September :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: she will be loved by: Maroon 5
look for the girl with the [b r o k e n] smile..
wow. today sucked so much ass. i woke up at like 11. talked to lauri a bit. then took a hot shower and stuff and went on the computer and danced around my house like an idiot while blasting the music until 5 when camila got home. then we went to get gas and while in like we ran into our dear friends scott, gustavo, and evan. we chilled with them for a while. they walked to publix with us then we left. then went to the pet store by home depot. they didnt have an ferrets (thank god) but we did see guinea pigs fuck each other up the ass. lmao!! anyways then walked up to wendys with nicole and camila. we met chris and max up there. it was gay. then left and walked nicole home and she got grounded cuz it was late. now im at camilas cuz i dunno why. but yes.
god damnit. i always fuck everything up. i seriously do. i wish i never wrote that fucking journal entry with my gay "rules". it fucked up everything. i like how things were before i wrote that. now i know that hes like either scared to do anything with me in public or w/e for fear that i'd get mad or sumthing. and i know that for a fact that he doesnt feel the same around me after reading that. i wish we would actually act like bf/gf. i take back every fucking word that was in the journal entry. god im so fucking stupid. this has to be what like the 5th time i've fucked everything up? wow janelle congratulations on being a fucking loser.
-later-
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2004 9 September :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Dip it Low by: xtina millan
pop pop pop that thang....lol
SmarterChild: I absolutely have a penis.
-wow. everyone has one now-a-days.
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2004 9 September :: 2.05pm
:: Mood: bouncy
awww...how adorable!!!
--im sucha dork!
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2004 9 September :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: daddy on the phone
blah blah beep blah blah..
ahh today was absoultely wondeful. i took a hot shower, blowdryed my hair and straightened it. i had gotten my hair cut during the hurricane and i never really got to see what it looks like and now i do. its hot. i love it. lol. but anyways im bored i was gunna go over jaryds house but its too far away to walk by myself. camila wont get home until 5 and then i want to make plans to go out tonite....
-later dudes-
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2004 8 September :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: bothered
:: Music: nothing the speakers wont work
electricity=necessity
YAY for POWER!! wow, jus got our power bak this afternoon after like 4 days of no power. power is a wondeful thing. lol . anyways last couple of days have been really gay. thought we were gunna die on sat. nite when the hurricane came and i was on the phone until my battery died and the power went out. then one day went to miami with camila and we watched tv!! haha comedy central is funny shit dude. hung out with jaryd a couple times no one else tho really....ooo we talked to eddie one day for sum reason...dunno why. camila slept over a few times cuz i at least had a phone line that worked.
today:, after getting power, we went to the mall with jaryd and met up with kristin. max eventually met up with us, then left to go hang out with jeremy and stuff....grrr i dont even feel like getting into it right now. blahhh. yes then i jus hung out with jaryd cuz everyone was being gay. allison came and was being a total whore. krisitn and camila kept leaving and so i hung out with jaryd and his friends frank, matt, josh, and seth.....aww josh and seth were sooo cute. lol. but anyways yeah then we left and it was raining like a motherf*cker. and we culdnt tkae jaryd home cuz boca winds was like flooded. so he had to walk from the entrance. but yeah. now im bored and im hoping max will call me cuz i need to talk to him...but whatever.
-later lovers-
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2004 4 September :: 6.32pm
SURVEYNESS!!
1. Nervous Habits? play with my hair and giggle uncontrollably
2. Are you double jointed? in my jaw
3. Can you roll your tongue? no
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yeahh
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? of course
6. Can you cross your eyes? yes
7. Tattoos? no
8. Piercings and where? 3 on each ear and right carilage
9. Do you make your bed daily? yeah riiight
Clothes
10. Which shoe goes on first? i wear sandals
Where's #11? after the word where's
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? a dollar. lol
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? earring, key necklace, bracelets
14. Favorite piece of clothing? my green shorts
Food
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? both?
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? um no thats gross
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? vanilla
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? 3 mayb?
19. What's your favorite beverage? dr. pepper or coke
20. What's your favorite restaurant? outback
21. Do you cook? no
Grooming
23. Hair drying method? hair dryer
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? oh all the time
Manners
25. Do you swear? all the time
26. Do you ever spit? yeah, im bad at it tho, once it got in my ear! lol
Favorites
27.Animal? llama
28. Food? chicken fingers
29. Month? april
30. Day? friday
31. Cartoon? jimmy neutron and dave the barbarian
32. Shoe Brand? adios
33. Subject in school? chem or psych
34. Color? black and pink
35. Sport? basketball
36. TV show? real world
37. Thing to do in the spring? my bday
38. Thing to do in the summer? hang at the window
39. Thing to do in the fall? go outside
40. Thing to do in the winter? go outside minus the mosquitoes
In and Around
41. The CD player? ryan cabrera cd
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? max or camila
43. Ever taken a cab? no but i want to!
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? haha yes
45. What color is your bedroom? white and orange
46. Do you use an alarm clock? yeahh
47. Window seat or aisle? window
Lala Land
48. What's your sleeping position? dunno anything with my blanket!
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? definately
50. Do you snore? haha sumtimes
51. Do you sleepwalk? um no
52. Do you talk in your sleep? haha yeah
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nope
54. How about with the light on? no
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? no
56. Last interesting person you met? umm omg i dunno i met soo many ppl in the last like month but it wuld proll be jeremy gale! lol
FIRST
First piercing/tattoo: ear when i was 2
First enemy : dunno
First concert : xtina aguliera with molly
LAST
Last kiss : umm wednesday?
Last library-book you read : shock by robin cook
Last seen movie : anacondas
Last food you ate : spaghetti
Last call you called : camila and jaryed
Last song you played : breakaway
Last annoyment : the power surge
Last drink : pepsi
Last nag : dunno
Last site you visited : woohu.com
SHORT ANSWERS
I'm : listening to my family play a board game
I have : to pee
I hope : i can hang out tomorrow
I hate : gustavo
I'm afraid of : cockroaches and spiders and I-95
I hear: the wind beating the shit outta my house
I wonder: why
I love : ryan cabrera
I nowadays : hate school
I'm not : stupid
I sing : very badly
I cry : all the time
I'm not usually : happy
I write : stupid storied
I get puzzled : very easily
I need : to make things work this time
I should : read my book
YES OR NO
Do you keep diary? : nope
Do you think cooking is fun? : not at all
Do you have a secret, you haven't told anyone? : yes
Do you like to be photographed? : no
Have you climbed to a tree in last 6 months? : nope
Have you ever breathed helium to speak with a funny voice?:yeahh
MIXED
Do you have a crush? : yeah sure
Do you wanna get married? : yes
Do you often suffer from travelling-nausea? : never
Are you a health enthusiast? : um no
Do you get along with your parents? : yes
Do you like thunderstorms? : yep
Your haircolour at the moment : blondish reddish blackish shit
Place of birth : milwaukee, wisconsin
FAVOURITE
Number : 11
Colour :black&pink
Day :friday
Month : april
Songs : #4 on the jet cd and #3 and 6 on ryan cabrera cd annnnd lean back!
Season : winter
Drink : dr pepper or coke
WHICH DO YOU PREFER?
Endearment or Making out :making out...wtf is endearment?
Friends or Boy-/Girlfriend : depends
Cold or Hot Chocolate : cold
Milk, Dark or White Chocolate : dark
Vanilla or Chocolate : vanilla
Strawberries or Rasberries : raspberries
Potatoes, Rice or Pasta :pasta
Sunrise or -set : set
The stars or the Moon : stars
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First best friend: camila, hillary, lauri
First car: none yet
First break-up: scott m.
First screen name: omg i cant remember...wow
First self purchased album: prolly N*SYNC or BSB lol
First funeral: my grandpas?
First pets: sassy my doggy....RIP *tear*
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was 2
First credit card: never
First true love: not yet..
First enemy: dunno
First big trip: umm to florida?
First music you remember hearing in your house: prolly the itsy bitsy spider lol
Last cigarette: never
Last car ride: wednesday
Last good cry: yesterday
Last library book checked out: oh god. i don't even remember
Last movie seen: anacondas
Last beverage drank: pepsi
Last food consumed: spaghetti
Last crush: maX?
Last phone call: camila and jaryed
Last time showered: this afternoon
Last shoes worn: my black sandals
Last item bought: gum?
Last annoyance: my brother
Last time wanting to die: never
Last time scolded: i never get in trouble lol
relationships
01. who are your best friends? camila, hillary, lauri
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
01. where is your favorite place to shop? at a mall
02. any tattoos or piercings? my ears. n i want my tongue!!
specifics
01. do you do drugs? no way
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? biolage color care
03. what are you most scared of? spiders and crashing on I-95
04. what are you listening to right now? suck my kiss by red hot chili peppers
05. where do you want to get married? in a big church or on a mountain
06. how many buddies are online right now? like none cuz nobodie has power!!
07. what would you change about yourself? my eyes...they are too tiny
favorites
01. color: black and pink
02. food: chicken fingers
03. boys' names: josh, david, matt
04. girls' names: alina, reaganm, kendall
05. subjects in school: chem and psych
06. animals: llamas and monkies
07. sports: basketball
08. perfume: ralph lauren
09. cologne: axe
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? cha
02. smoked? nope
03. bungee jumped? no wayyy
04. made yourself throw up? no
05. skinny dipped? nope
06: been in love? no sir
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes alot
08. pictured your crush naked? uh no
09. actually seen your crush naked? nope
10. cried when someone died? yeahh
11. lied? all the time
12. fallen for your best friend? yupp
13. been rejected? yeah
14. rejected someone? yup of course
c u r r e n t
clothes: bball shorts and a white tank top
music: none speakers broke *tear*
make-up: none lol i look scary!
annoyance: the wind of the hurricane
smell: i cant smell im sick
desktop picture: sum black and gray thing
cd in player: ryan cabrera
dvd in player: i dont have a dvd player
color of toenails: black of course
last | person
you touched: camila?
hugged: jaryed camila and joe all at the same time lol
you imed: kevin
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: two ppl...
slap: same two ppl...
get high with: nobodie
look like: ??
talk to offline: anyone
talk to online: anyone
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: coke
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: tall
r a n d o m
in the morning: i pee
all i need is: to get sum fresh air
love is: a bunch of bullshit
i dream about: stuff
what do you notice first with guys: if they have a skateboard lol
last person you danced with: cant remember, think it was mike or diego
worst question to ask: how far have you gone?
who makes you laugh the most: the word "penis"
who makes you smile: everyone
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: ppl i like...
who do you have a crush on: ..my bf
who has a crush on you: hopefully my bf lol
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: once lol
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: sumtimes, its easier to pee when u have a penis
wish you were younger: all the time
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: twice?
of hearts i have broken: 4 or so
of continents i have lived in: one
of tight friends: like 5?
of cds i own: a lot
of scars on body: a lot
--yay. all done. now i have to turn off the computer cuz a bigggg storm is coming. bye ya'll!
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2004 4 September :: 2.28pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: the news
frances this, frances that....
wow. im bored. the cables out and no ones online cuz most ppl lost their power already. hmm. so ill prolly end up reading my book...eeek. whatever. its so cool to watch the hurricane tho...
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2004 3 September :: 10.35pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Breakaway by: Kelly Clarkso
wanted to belong here, but something felt so wrong here....
awww today sucked yet ended fun. i slept ovr camilas last nite and it was soo dark and scary and we beat each other up in our sleep. lol. then i went home and we were gunna go to max's house but camila didnt want to so i did nothing all day. ooo ooo ooo! but i cleaned my room! ya'll shuld be proud! i packed all my "nesecites" up. lol. then i talked on the phone with max and watched the ring. fucking scary movie. then camila and alina magically showed up in my room and told me to go outside that there was a party. so we went to the block party and sat in alinas room drawing pictures of her dead body after the hurricane comes and hairy penises. lol. then mike (her dad) came in and i gave hima hug and took a drink of his beer and it was really good so i took another then he gavve it to us and jus told us not to tell alinas mom. dude mike, u rock! so we all passed the beer around. it was good. we wanted more but he wuldnt let us. *tear*. then we laid in the street looking at the stars and at the boy next door. he was ugly tho. lol. then we ate chocolate cake with our fingers, well i used my fingers they were to sophisticated for that so tehy used forks. then camila left and patrick (20 year old chinese dude) from down the street, came over and sat down on the driveway and talked to me and alina for like 20 minutes. it was weird. hes kinda creepy. butyeah. then i told alina my "secret" and she and i have psychiatric sessions lol. and we sang my weed song. then i left and yes. im here. well i must go cuz i have to change this song. i hate it.
-later losers-
f*cking hurricane better hurry up and come cuz i want to actually be able to do sumthin this weekend!! ahhhh!! frances sucks hairy penis!!
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2004 3 September :: 4.35pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: surrender by ashlee simpson
oh you drive me crazy...boy you just bring me down...
god im seriously considering making my journal friends only so no one can see it if all your gunna do is leave bitchy comments in my journal. if i say sumthin u dont like, suck it up. this isnt ur journal, its mine.
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2004 2 September :: 9.16pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: camila burping
excuse you!
wow. we jus saw a commercial for "Low-Carb Dog Food"...what has this world come to???
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2004 1 September :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Taking Back SUnday
she paints her nails and she dont kno, hes got her best friend on the phone...
The Story of Rap
as told by: Brian
Once upon a time........there were some black stoners smoking wayyy to much n they started a band of new music n they called themselves crap because they we're amused by dog shit but they were too stoned to even remember how to spell so they created rap that is y i laugh when i hear rappers cuz i always think of crappers.........And they lived happily ever after.
THE END.
--that deserved to win the award thing they give to good books. lol--
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2004 1 September :: 7.49pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Exit2Exit by: my lover ryan<3
i can still hear the sound of love run dry...
omfg. i wish everyone wuld shut the hell up about this hurricane. personally, i think everyone is over obsessing about this. and no one except for mayb ur grandparents can tell me that they've been thru a fucking hurricane before and that im being stupid not caring. cuz ya'll havent been thru one. everyone is jus scared shitless because a storm this big has never come this close to boca since 1947. yes, 1947 bitches. i went to wendys today and there were cars backed up all the way down the road for gas. wtf yo. its not like we are gunna fukcing die. jesus christ people. if one more person says that i better board up my windows, im gunna shoot them. seriously, shut up all of you and stop acting like u fucking know everything. god damnit people are fucking stupid...
-fuck off-
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2004 1 September :: 9.03am
:: Mood: deathly sick
:: Music: only one by yellowcard
here i go, so dishonestly...
how cool is this? its 9 am and school hasnt started yet!! i love these days. im on the phone with camila and eating chips cuz i didnt want a bagel. ewie. we get to go to starbucks before school!!! yay!!! scotts coming at like 9:40 then we will leave. but jesus christ i am sooo sick. if today was an odd day, i wuld stay home from school...
hurricanes coming. joy.
-later g units-
<3-janelle
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