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2004 12 March :: 10.11 am
:: Mood: bitchy
life
SEAN IS AN ASS............
HES PROBLY GUNNA GO OUT WITH EMMA..... A GOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDYYYYY
SOMEONE HE CANT HAVE "FUN" WITH!
GUESS ITS TIME TO PULL OUT THE OL' HALTER TOP AGAIN!
MAYBE CHELSEA WAS RIGHT .... HE PROBLY WAS USING ME!
WHY DID VANESSA SAY I LL HAVE A PARTY IF JENNY DUPMED SEAN?
OH WELLL SHE GETS HER PARTY AND I GET TO TELL TERESEA (SEANS SISTER) EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2004 9 February :: 10.48 am
:: Mood: awake
hi every buddy! i cant belive that bauer thought that cotton-stuffing from a stuffed animal was oxy-cotton! i think he is full of shit because he told on me at school so i know that he knows the truth!!!!!
i love Eric SSSSSSOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! lol i love all of my , kids,hubbys,wives,feonces,grandkids, and of course my HORNEY PONY!!!
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2004 30 January :: 9.17 am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: good charolette
pplz
chels as i told u before what i almost did but i lo0ve u all to much... i lo0ve eric, megz, chels, megan, and all my kids and grand kids!!!!
i am glad me and megan are friends again except that we have solo-and-onsomble tomorrow and my voice hurts like a mother fricker!!! *Smooches*
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2004 26 January :: 9.32 am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Penguin
eric.... brett....megan
i have had 15 hrs of sleep in the last 3 nights PUT TOGETHER!! :(
hey wat the f*** i am goin out with eric ratliff........ the guy i love! and his ex.... megan has this big deal over me goin out with him and she went out with him right after i did!!!... so she says that i made her wait a week and I DIDN'T SHE CHOOSE TO WAIT THAT LONG! she also did somthing worse and i got over it so she can she can shut up expecialy when she sayz THAT HE BROKE UP WITH HER BC SHE WOULDNT GIVE HIM HEAD AND I WILL SO THATS WHY HE'S GOING OUT WITH ME!!!!
Brett asked eric if he was going out with me, when eric said yes brett said WHY??? WHAT A HO BAG!! chels u say hes jeloius and i say he needs to get over it bc he is getting on my nerves!!!
AND THIS MORNING HE CAME UP TO ME AND ASKED HOW WAS PHONE SEX WITH ERIC!!! I DIDNT HAVE IT WITH HIM!!! I SWEAR!! FOR REAL NOT FOR FAKE!!!!!! *Smooches*
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2004 20 January :: 7.59 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: me!!!
brett
i said that i would cry and i am... i sucked at swimming today because i was so upset. i fell off of the blocks and did a belly smacker, while trying to dive! :( i really like brett and im gunna tlk to his mom and set her straight, bc i love him in a future sorta way!
*smooches*
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2004 20 January :: 9.48 am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: kendra typing
brett
im so scared because brett said that he needs tp talk to me when i was at my locker... i hope he doesnt want to break up or im going to cry... i gave my love to another guy and look what happens! i love him i really do. i just dont know if i can handle that again?! i hope he likes me for n e reason... i dont care any more! it pisses me off that he would do sumthin like that... probly bc yesterday when she was tlking to eric at my house she said that i want him and all this junk ! :( AND I DONT!!!!! i like brett not eric so now im scared to go to lunch because im in counseling and then i have jolly then lunch:( im practicly worrying my self sick... for hopefully nothing!!!!!!!!!!!
i g2g *Smooches*
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2004 18 January :: 9.49 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: 50 cent- in da club
saturday...
on saturday i hooked up wit brett and emmas party was a blast!!!!!!!!! even though i was having my as* drooled over by sean, pagano, brett and paul... i didnt mean to sound bitchy or conseded!
bowling was so much fun there were these preps from grasslake and i went up to them asked if they were preps and when they said yes i said ,"ohh thats too bad... im sorry" then walked away!!!!!! i went over there to tlk to logan and they were being all nice and shitt... wat the hell i was a bitch to them... i wanted them to hate me but.. ooh well! they are erics friends and one was soo hott!!!!!!!!!---lol
i really like brett so im messed up because i said he was trying 2 change me now im so in love with him i dont care... but i cant say i love you bc last time i did i got hurt to badly. i do think i love him but in the future i can say the words just yet. i wish i could bc if i could i would. but Eric James Ratliff hurt me to mother fucken bad and broke my heart into pieces...
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2004 15 January :: 9.50 am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: eminem
sry
im sry if you think i cut for fun, im sry if you think i dont care because i do i really do. you might think that i do it for attention and i dont. i did it because it relaxes me
i know it was dumb and a big mastake.
i hope you will foregive me and if you cant FUCK YOU!
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