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2006 23 January :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: Gnodab
The Exact Oppostie of Badong
Well.
I really like this style.
So.
I'm keeping it.
kthnxbai.
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2006 22 January :: 10.41pm
:: Mood: Umn.. Frusterated? XD
:: Music: Null
I'm Frusterated With..
- life
- school
- the clarinet
- geometry
- my parents
- constant nagging about cleaning
- homework
- reading Sophie's World
- the clarinet
- my dad
- my future
- my inability to keep focused with a computer around
- talking
- expressing my feelings
- the trial to make money
- people saying it's my life when apparentally it's their concern about how I do academically
- people who must know your grades, and then get huffy when you say it's confidential
- ACNE
- my inability to find a mate ( Forget this one. It's ghey. )
- my laziness
- myself. Whenever I say I'll stop something, I'll procrastinate.
- procrastination in general.
- my room
- my dad's buisiness
- history homework
- my jealous tendencies
- my emotions
- my nail-biting habit
- the scales test
- whatever else I'm frusterated with
- wanting to be someone else
- creating my own dimension in the hovel of my room in which I flee too when ever I can.
- how fucking hairy I am. ( "Ewww" I know. Shut the fuck up )
- Ayen
- how quickly time passes
- how stupid people are
- how blue this damn Barbie on my desk is
- this pair of pliers
- my moneylessness
- my need of a job
- the thought of conquest for said job
- the knowledge I need to find some Classifieds
- people always in and out of our house
- all of my dad's family moving to Florida .___.;
- my mom when she yells at me for not loading the dish washer when I do it a hell of a lot. Or when she tells me to do seperate loads when I can just do one and get all my clothes clean at once.
- my brothers. For always ragging on me because I 'don't go outside as much as they do, so I can't boss them around'. Which is really ghey. I never really boss them around, I just ask them to help with some of the chores.
- cracking jokes and people either don't get them or just look annoyed at me
- feelings in general. Whether they're mine or not.
- estrogen.
- testosterone.
- pre-pubescent teenage boys
- Rayna
- Jade and Diego. I love you both, but you just frusterate me. Don't change or anything, I love the shit out of both of you, I just have to write all this stuff down so I can feel better sooner.
- Jade. Yes. I am a bit frusterated with you. I don't know why and it doesn't mean that I love you any less. I'm just frusterated. And don't ask me to explain 'cause that's probably the most damn frusterating part. I don't know. "You can't just say you're frusterated with me, then say you don't know" you're thinking. WELL I CAN. SO MLEH.
- Keith. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO CONFUSING. >-----< GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I WILL KILL YOU.
- this bruise on my arm. THANKS KEITH.
- my legs.
- the prospect of changing my room. It's exciting. I want to do it. But it doesn't look like it's going to happen due to..... PROCRASTINATIONNN. ~killer~
- getting my hopes up. This happens all the time and it only gets me hurt and annoyed more. It's really.. REALLY ghey. And it needs to stop.
Uh.. I think that's it..
I'd rather you not talk to me about this entry, thus I blocked the comments. I was just venting and allowing you to read it.
'Cause I'm good like that.
Yeah.
I shower now. Good bye.
<3
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2005 16 November :: 7.46pm
:: Mood: Until the end offff
:: Music: Demolition Lovers Part 1 - MCR
O RLY?
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2005 14 November :: 12.09pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: people laughing
how much i am worth!
I am worth $1,467,000 on HumanForSale.com
I hate our school! how fucking dumb that i can't access any thing but woohu when it comes to a journal!
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2005 2 November :: 12.38pm
:: Mood: Dr. Pepper
:: Music: The Cure - Faith
Halloween Cha Cha Meringue
Well it's November.
Time for another layout change.
It'll happen soon.
Jade has stayed with me for about a week and an hour or two - she just went home.
I have a lotta homework and apparentally school will be tomorrow.
So I should do that.
But I'll tell you about Halloween first.
Halloween
Well Jadie and I got up ( surprisingly ) and Loni went home and Diego came over. Diego shaved himself ( XD ) and Jadie and I walked to Publix, fine and dandy.
On the way, we saw a power ranger and Robin Hood chillin' in a decked out golf cart with their mom. We got some spider webs from them that got stuck on a tree branch. It was nice and windy, so it wasn't too bad walking the distance.
It took us pretty much a half an hour to get TO Publix and we bought:
- 2 12 packs of Dr. Pepper
- 1 bottle of corn oil*
- 1 bottle of red food dye*
- 1 bottle of hair conditioner
- 3 razors
Yeah. It was magical lugging the Dr. Pepper, but Jade and I got mistaken for sisters at the Publix. xDDD Poor old guy.
Anyways, we didn't walk ALL the way home. I pretty much broke down in the beginning because a wasp was circling the two of us, so I called for back up ( NO, DON'T BACK UP! <--< )
Anyways, we get home and I learn that the corn oil* was supposed to be corn syrup, because we were going to make fake blood out of milk, corn syrup, and red food dye*.
I was angry, needless to say.
I even tried to CALL Diego to make sure it was corn syrup, but he didn't pick up.
Fucking a', Diego, I blame this on you! o--o
Anyways, I carved a pumpkin instead. IT WAS SO CUTE. ~picture~
AW!. XDDD
Yeah. Adorable.
I even have a picture of Lo and her Chinese Food ( AKA Eric ) with the pumpkin goodness. ~picture~
Awww!
HOW CUTE IS THAT PUMPKIN?!
<3
I produced costumes for Eric a' Lo xDD Eric's the Grim Reaper and Lo's Avril Lavigne. XDDDDDD
( Your capris are in the was, Lo )
Anyways, yeah, so Diego was over, then Laur and Eric came over, and then Dylia came over. Jenn showed up briefly to drop off some capris for me. HER COSTUME WAS SOOO CUTE. ~picture~ ( XD )
AWWW.
Adorability x 76!!
( Jenners, I have more pictures if you want them <3 )
I don't think I have a picture of myself.. I was a sharp dressed man. On the contrary to all the ladies I was surrounded with.. x---x; ~picture~
Lmfao.
Diego's one hot lady.
I'm DEFINATELY more of a man than him. =p
Minus the muscle.
And penis.
Plus a bit more boobage.
You know how it goes.
So's we went to Jenn's neighbourhood and trick or treated for an hour.
Only.. an hour..
We were the last batch of kids going around. XDDD
SCARY.
Eli and Ming came over before we left, dressed as the O RLY? YA RLY owls. XDDD ~picture~
BRILLIANT.
Yeah.
So we dropped off Eric, Lo, and Diego and Jade, Dylie, and I went home.
I stayed up into the wee hours of the morning, watching assorted movies and getting 6 Jack grab bags on Gaia.
XD
I'm such a geek.
/halloween.txt
So's that's how it went.
Apparentally raw sewage is backing up into my house.
Funnnnn...
My brother went to go ask the neighbours if any of them are in the same predicament and got a whole bowl of candy.
That's nuts.
That's crazy.
Well, space cadets, I think I'm gonna sign off.
Do some homework before bowling.
You knows.
<3
"CAPTAIN SFINKTOR! THE DYLER! CAPTAIN OBVIOUS! FAGMAN! SATAN MAN! ASSEMBLLLLLEEEE!"
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2005 31 October :: 11.16am
OMG
IT'S HALLOWEEN!!!!!1!!!!!!!!!1one!!!!!!!!11!!!!!!2##2!!!!!1
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2005 29 October :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: Victorious
:: Music: Under the Dock Leaves - Cliff of Suicides
HAHAHAHAHHHAHA
I just vanquished my toilet.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ~enter high-pitched maniacal laughter~
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2005 22 October :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: Apathetic
:: Music: Watching -- Evanescence
It matters more to me.
You know what?
I was walking today.
I don't even know why.
I was just.. walking. And I noticed how much of our underminded necessities kill our earth, not to mention how much garbage was strewn carelessly under the abused, bent palms.
We are dead.
We create our own death.
I was walking still and came upon a smashed toad covered in flies.
I wanted to touch it.. but I didn't.
I walked further and found a stick and went back to the roadkill.
I only poked it once.
The buzzing of the flies did something. In my head. And I ran.
I ran home.
I don't get it at all.
Why I was outside in the first place is probably the biggest mystery.
People are like phantoms.
They only leave the house to go other places.
Not to be outside.
But to just.. leave.
You never see them.
You never hear them.
A room full of them and it's just one sound.
So after I ran home I noticed I hadn't eaten since the night before at like.. 9, and all of this was taking place at 5-ish.. It was a bit of a gap.
If I could have held out, I woud have gone 12 hours without eating.. xD
That'd be crazy.
And here I am, sitting on my fat ass, staring into the infantessimal pixels and codes of my computer.
Maybe I'll tell you about last night.
Heh..
Mi-chan wrote a play last year and sent it into a contest. It got selected to be preformed. It was a stage reading, but still, it was really good. I really like it.
Afterwards we went out to dinner with her large amount of family and family friends.
It was amusing, but her sister, sister's guy friend, and Erica didn't seem too pleased.
Of course we DID wait there for an hour before any sorts of food came about. Which really sucked 'cause we were really hungry.
When I get really hungry I either get really quiet or really loud to match my insatiated need, hoping to compensate for some sort of nourishment, perhaps.
Or something.
So we ate and left and I went to Adrian's with he and Michelle.
My mom came and picked Mi-chan and I up from Adrian's around 1 1:30 am.
It was pretty good all together.
I conked out on Adrian's bed room floor and I think it might be better if I didn't know what went on in that bed.
Though I woke up with a netting of vile dog hair in the back of my throat.
Which was really disgusting.
Mi-chan's like "You've got sex hair o---o"
And I says "That was one good floor."
Emiphobia: ( em I fo bee uh ) n. The severe fear of Emily.
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2005 16 October :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: Lethargic
:: Music: None yet.
I highly doubt this is true.
Juliano is the one that you love.
Villex is one you like but can't work out.
You care most about Jade.
Naomi is the one who knows you very well.
Mom is your lucky star.
I Liked You Better Before You Were Naked On The Internet is the song that matches with Juliano.
Vampires Will Never Hurt You is the song for Villex.
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville is the song that tells you most about your mind.
And Secrets Don't Make Friends is the song telling how you feel about life!
Right.
Right.
Ha.
Don't make me laugh.
<3
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2005 10 October :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: Amusant
:: Music: I WISH I HAD SOME ~kicks computer~
Fruckin' YES
Lon: emily
Lon: i love you.
Em: No no no. I love you.
Lon: nooo noooo i lovee you!
Lon: *snogskissesshags*
Em: OMG, I KILLED ILANA!
Em: <---<
Em: >---->
Em: ~screws dead body~
Lon: *dead body fucks back!!*
Lon: YOU BRING ME BACK TO LIFE WITH YOUR SEX
Em: XDDDDDD
Lon: yoour cunt it maggicaall
Lon: <-- -is dying laughing
Em: xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Em: YOU SAID CUNT
Em: ~falls off her chair~
Lon: me tooo!
Lon: <---is fucking crying laughing
Lon: CUNTTT
Em: LMFAO
Em: CUNT
Em: XDDDDD
Lon: haha you said cunt too!
Lon: OMG
Lon: WE'RE SUCH CUNTS
Em: xDDDD
Em: YOU ARE A CUNT
Em: AHHHH
Em: xDDDD
Lon: no you are a cunt!!!
Em: NUH UHHH
Lon: hahahahahahahHAHAHAA
Em: XDD
Em: CUNT FACE! XFD!
Lon: CUNT ...CUNT..LIPS!
Lon: oh that was nasty
Lon: BWAHAHAHA
Em: xDDD
Em: EWWW
Em: XDDDD
Em: WELL YOUR CUNT HAS GONNORRHEA!
Lon: WELL THEY DISPLAYED YOUR CUNT IN SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE UNDER THE BYLINE "THE STD THAT ALMOST EVERY GIRL HAS, WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING IT!"
Em: XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Em: WHAT THE FUCK, I DIDN'T EVEN GET THAT XD
Em: Well..
Em: YOUR CUNT IS GAY
Lon: YOUR CUNT IS STRAIGHT
Lon: AND IT GETS FUCKED!
Lon: HAHAHHA
Em: It's SO gay that I called it gay and it smacked me with it's PURSE.
Lon: touche' salesman, touche'
Em: XDDDD
Lon: ok this is going in my livejournal
Lon: under "the most memerable conversation ever."
Lon: when we're 50
Lon: and we're noshing on bagels
Lon: at jades funeral
Lon: i'm going to look at you
Em: Lmfao - This is going in WOOHU and LIVE JOURNAL
Lon: and call you a cunt
Em: GASP
Em: AT JADE'S FUNERAL?!
Em: POR QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Lon: well..yes..
Lon: see jade has the nicest cunt, therfore, we must slay her
Em: XDDDD
Here's to the Lon <3
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2005 9 October :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: Headachey
:: Music: Buzzzzzz
Satisfaction <|3
My head hurts and my throat burns.
My eyes sting and my heart yearns
and not another word I'll hear
when I slit your throat from ear to ear.
Your blood will flow, hot and red
from the terrible gash just below your head
and I will relish the reason in which you did die.
For, my dear, the killer was I!
The one whom cut you from the world
and thus your crimson banner unfurled
over your neck and soaking your shirt
saturating the life-giving dirt.
You'll just be food for the creepy, crawly things
which thrive in my nightmares and rape my dreams.
I wish you loved me, and I wish you cared.
But then everything would be too easy.
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2005 4 October :: 7.03pm
New layout coming soon.
I hope.
http://sinapse.arc2.ucla.edu/streaming/humor/Rejected.wmv
WATCH IT!
"Hey.. have you ever wondered about brains getting fat?"
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2005 29 September :: 6.28pm
:: Mood: EVADE!
This, my friends, is perfection.
Emily: Dude. Your sandwich blows.
Juliano: NO
Juliano: YOUR SANDWICH BLOWS!
Em: NUH UH
Juliano: IT BLOWS MORE THAN A MEXICAN WHORE
Juliano: ON MUY CALIENTE NIGHT
Em: WELL
Em: I CALLED YOUR SANDWICH GAY AND IT HIT ME WITH IT'S PURSE
Muy Caliente Boy: YEA WELL
Em: YEAH
Juliano: YOUR MARSHMELLOWS ARE STOOPID!
Em: NUH UHHHH!
Em: Well.. your.. miniature oreos are stupid!
t3h pwnxx0rs: And my marshmallows PWNxx0R yoo!
Juliano: NO
Em: YEAH
Juliano: MY PSYCHO ANARCHIST NINJA MONKEYS
Commander of Psycho Anarchist Ninja Monkeys: WILL PWN YOUR STOOPID MARSHMELLOWS
Juliano: ANYDAY!!!
Juliano: ALONG WITH MY STAFF OF MIGHT THAT HAS 3 TIMES POWER IN MAGIC AND INVISIBILITY!!!
+3 Magic and Invisibility: :-P
Em: MY RABID FLYING ATTACK SQUIRRELS COULD FREAKIN' KILL YOUR non-l33t MARSHMALLOWS ANY DAY OF THE WEEK!
Army Generaless of the Rabid Flying Attack Squirrels: Roll the 20 sided die!
Dungeon Mistress: +15 on nipple-biter attack!
Juliano: + 56 rape attack
Dungeon Lord of Bondage?: HA I WIN!
Muy Caliente Scientiste!: EVERYONE KNOWS A RAPE BEATS A NIPPLE BITER
Em of REASON: I doubt it! The rape doesn't continue if the rapist is rolling in pain from lack of nipple due to large chomp!
Juliano: NOPE
He digresses: THE RAPIST IS A SADIST
Juliano: SO THE LACK OF NIPPLE
Still goin': AND BLEEDING OF THE CHEST
Shasta!: MAKES HIM RAPE HARDER!
DEE ENN DEE!: cuz its +56!!
Ah ha!: IF IT WAS LESS THAN THAT THEN YES NIPPLE BITER WOULD WIN
Juliano: BUT ITS NOT SO NYAH NYAH!
AThe truth comes out?!: WELL.. I never played dungeons and dragons ANYWAYS.
Em: XD
THE PLOT THICKENS!: neither did i
Juliano: lol
Defeated?: Go us! ~high-five~
Never!: *high five*
Noting Xcore-ness: Using D and D jokes, though we never played.
Yeap. I DEFINATELY love this boy. XD
<3!
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2005 22 September :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: Burdened
:: Music: Early Sunsets Over Monroeville - MCR
Dark Poem Generator! XD
Around, all around, the sinister creatures gather.
My dread grows as the Dark One's touch falls against my neck.
It mutilates me, and darkly my
vitae drips
to the cold, uncaring tombstones.
In a strange and terrible glee I call your name
while Death's shadow takes my hand.
Now alone, my blood falls upon dead eyes.
This is your love
OH YEHAAA
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