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mah Daw Daw!!

Ali jean ur the best thing thts eva happened to me. I luv u wif all mah heart <3 In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you
I can't stand being your second anymore.
Not when you're always my first.
Whoever said happiness came with sunshine
has never danced in the rain.
Your a dream come true, don't you ever leave my side, cuz it feels so right
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:: 2004 9 January :: 6.34 pm
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: Wilson making noises to annoy me..=/

And it never seems the same..
I took this from my friend Tara.. I don't know how to put it in a link thingy so I'll be a dork and place it here.. I'm bored so I had to do something.. you know how that goes. Basically what you do is you copy the list and then you bold the things that are the same about you and that person you copied it from and then the things that are different you change to fit you. Sounds easy enough.
01. I have made bad decisions.
02. I have never listened to Death Cab for Cutie.
03. My favorite character is scooby doo..scooby dooby doo..where are you..? lol
04. Nope i dont have braces..
05. I have no children.
06. I don't hate any kind of music
07. I usually sleep less than 4/5 hours each night
08. I hate dressing up..i think its jus too flashy..
09. I hate trying in school... in the end it really doesn't matter so why worry about it?
10. I hate that about myself..
11. I love all kinds of shoe shopping.
12. I want to adopt children when I get older.. there are so many children that need families out there and I want to help them and it really doesn't matter to me that I didn't have them myself because they will still be my kids..
13. I prefer pants
14. I collect memories.
15. Actually i think that i give too much..im always the one giving..and never the one recieving..
16. I'm not a member of the mile-high club.
17. I love to read but I don't get around to doing it...
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I am always wanting more
20. I don't believe in love at first sight... you have to at least walk by again..
21. I love music.. it makes me happy
22. I love animals, I want to adopt abused ones when I get older... everyone needs a second chance to be loved. *Oh yesh very awesome point TARA*
23. My bedroom is actually neat and organized..90% of the time.
24. I do not believe in god..or do not accept him or whatever..
25. I do not feel loved by the all mighty god..
26. I do not believe in god..and do not appreciate all of the questions about him..
27. I want to learn how to work in a darkroom.. photography has always interested me
28. I want to learn how to play the drums
29. I am not a very confident person..unfortunitly..
30. I hate like all of my family..and think they sould all just go to hell :-D *cept my cuzie*
31. I love to learn new languages.. sometimes I tend not to study though.. so that doesn't help
32. I sometimes like spicy food.
33. I tend to be materialistic
34. I procrastinate way too much.. like every single day of the year..
35. I love basketball..though im not playing it for reasons only some know..
36. Yeah i do chores..yippie fun..NOT!!
37. I am an extrovert and an introvert... depends on my surroundings.. *thanks to judy for explaining what this actually meant* lol
38. I have a foot phobia.. lol.. don't ask!
39. I used to love to write but now i cant..
40. *I am only truly happy when I am in Michigan.. the rest of the time I am only happy..*< 41. I really enjoy creative and personal gifts, even if they cost nothing.
42.I don't think any situation should necessarily be uncomfortable or awkward. But yet they often are.
43. The flush of embarassment still gets to me.
44. I am passive about what I like and what I don't like.
45. I think people should hug each other more.
46. I cant always find something good about each and every day..
47. I like to write poetry, even though it is mostly bad.
48. I have never really gotten burnt from the *sun* or *tanner* in my life =)
49. I wish I exercised more.
50. I don't care if my siblings like the same things as I do.
51. People think I am older than what I am in most pictures..
52. I am a proficient typer.
53. I think I have the best set of friends anyone could ever have.
54. I'm tired of procrastinating.
55. I don't like killing animals for food... but that makes me a hypocrite because I eat meat. Oh well.
56. I love cool breezes at night. But only in the summer.
57. When it comes to clothes, I'm DEFINETLY a winter person I love sweaters
58. I can stand in front of any group of people..and say whatever..very open and outgoing public speaker..exspecially good at debating =)
59. I love fires especially in a snow blizzard
60.I'd like to take more risks, but depending on the risk, I don't think they're completely necessary.
61. I kind of like broccoli...*which sounds crazy*
62. I dont like italian food..
63. I like to jump on trampolines.
64. I am usually very emotional.
65. I hate sleeping past noon. (but I do it anyways sometimes)
66. I don't watch much TV.. mostly just like Dawsons creek, n 7th heaven, n will and grace, n friends n stuff like that!! =)
67. I want more money.
68. I like deep conversations, but also conversations about nothing at all. hehe Britt sould know wat im talkin bout there
69. I have some great friendships.
70. I'm too afraid of rejection and failure. well the failure part I deal with not trying.. so that settles that...
71. I'm not married.
72. I do not like getting tickled.
73. I always try to give out hugs or other physical means of contact.
74. I predict that my parents will let me drive by myself..as long as my mom dont have to drive me everything lol
75. I love Christmas.
76. I think I am a sadistic.
77. I am addicted to Dr. Pepper..couldnt live without it!! heh
78. I love good books. Who doesn't?
79. I love german class or Intro to Media..*not the teacher..jus the subject..like the writtin not the other gay shit we do*
80. I shower quite frequently.
81. I've never seen Duran Duran in concert.
82. I'm not shy, I have a loud mouth and I am very critical...
83. I believe in choices and a free will.
84. I love rap music *exspecially rap with a meaning..like most all of tupac..n stuff like that*
85. I am not shy with people I meet at school or anywhere else..im a very open and outgoing person..i love meetin new people!!
86. I love aeropostal cloths..or pac sun!! *Only aeropostal cuz of the whole monkey thing* =)
87. I want to travel more.
88. I have never been in love.
89. I could live in my pajamas.
90. I love wearing rings AND bracelets. *though i tend to loss them alot of the time*
91. I'm scared of hurting those I love.
92. I'm scared of human relationships. People hurt people.
93. I love to play basketball..ex by myself..its a place where i think.
94. I never get what i want!! *not fair*
95. I dont really have an interest in getting high..but i love gettin drunk!!
96. It sucks to want things.
97. But it's cool when you get them!
98. Im not really into the whole 80's fashion deal..
99. I have a lot of acquaintences, but not many real close friends. Wish I had more.
100. I am a big sap, deep down inside.

Whew its kinda weird how much me and someone dat i barely know anymore *Not that i knew her mucho much before anyway*..have in common..Weird..yesh..but kool!! =) hehe

3 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face


:: 2004 7 January :: 8.38 pm

Whew finally home!! Thank god..cept mymom is already being a bitch oh wells!!

Neways yeah i got to talk wif britt finally and chels..hehe i missed tho fluzz's mucho much!! Hehe..thier da bestest!!

And im talkin wif Tara again!! Yayay i missed dat gurl soo much..we used to talk bout everything..and she is someoen dat i could always trust..but im sure she dont member dat..=/

Neways meg is back home..yayay!! i missed dat asshole =)

N whew i cant believe how much i missed my baby gurl ali jean!! Shes da bestest..n she understands me..unlike alotta freaks here..oh well gots to go now..latah!!

love.me!!

Then i see your face


:: 2004 6 January :: 8.18 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: katie being weird..=)

Well i jus wanted to say hey in this thing since its been a while..and yeah i dont know wat to say really..

Well i jus wanna say dat i luv you lots britters and i miss you soo much and i hope dat i can go home 2marro so dat i can talk to you I MISS YOU TONS!! and yeah i wanna talk tyou soo much

Yeah other den dat...i really dont wanna leave here cuz its fun here..katie n me r gettin alone better and talkin bout stuff and its really fun to be able to talk to her..shes great. But yeah im gonna miss her when i leave..maybe ill come bak to visit her sometime =) I luv my cuzie wuzie!!

hehe yeah neways luvya chels n miss n meg n ali n mike n all of you boogers =)

love..ME!!

2 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face


:: 2004 5 January :: 10.29 am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Duffey complaining to mrs rodman.. =)

Hey were jus sittin in class again..since i cant get online at katies house really..cept it dont matter cuz we've been majorly busy lately..yeah last nite was da best..i aint seen steve in a while tho..a couple of days..=/ dunno..oh well tho..

Yeah gotat go tho..britt i miss you loser..hope to talk toyou t nite or something..i mite be on after we go to da tanner and after we go over to whas her faces house and all of dat good stuff..=/ i unno..but yeah ill try n get on t nite..if not email me..

luv you too chels and miss n megz!! =) latah everyone!!

6 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face


:: 2004 3 January :: 9.10 pm
:: Mood: indescribable

awwe man!! Whew im at katies so i dont have very much time..plus steve n mike n katie are all watchin jeepers creepers we jus rented it..and yeah thier gettin mad cuz they want me out there cuz im da only one dats seen it and thier scared lol..=)

Well this has actually been fun time here fo once..and omfg new years was da best ever!! *Britt i have to tel you some thigns..good *really good* and kinda realy bad..=/ ut oh wells*

Steve stayed da nite last nite and is stayin t nite..cuz katies mom my aunt lefted..hehe i luv katie =) shes soo sweet..but yeah liz n danielle and katie and me and steve and mike aare all going out t nite..and were goin rockin bowling and den were going to like prank some pplz ya kmow fun stuff like dat..liz n danielle are comin over bout 11 or so..so yeah i dont know wato tsay

I miss yu freaks soo much..ex britt n chels n my baby ali..i miss you ali sooo sooo much!! Its weird not talkin to you..but newyas yeah im gonan go..luv you lots everyone bye!! =)

1 And i fall in love again. | Then i see your face

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