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mah Daw Daw!!

Ali jean ur the best thing thts eva happened to me. I luv u wif all mah heart <3 In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you
I can't stand being your second anymore.
Not when you're always my first.
Whoever said happiness came with sunshine
has never danced in the rain.
Your a dream come true, don't you ever leave my side, cuz it feels so right
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:: 2003 18 December :: 10.47 am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: mrs rodmans fat ass talkin.. =/

Wow in class wif my bestest buddy duffey again..shes sucha lil blonde dumb bum..but i luv her =) hehe no really tho we've been becoming better friends lately and its aweosme..im soo glad dat were
becoming better friends..shes always there fo me and i dont know wat i would do without her..i luv her soo much..but yah neways..britt i hope dat we can have dat talk t nite..haha ur da best i luv you.. =)

nothing else to really talk bout rite now...bout to get ready to leave fo third hour..LUV YOU BRITTANY!!

I luv sid duffey soo much shes da best

Then i see your face

:: 2003 17 December :: 7.56 pm
:: Mood: indifferent

If only..
I wish dat i were good enough fo you..i wish dat i could be your all..but since i cant..i wish that you will find someone dat you can one day..cuz all you deserve is the best.. =/

Brittany u mean everything to me..im srry dat i hurt you..i never want to hurt you..i luv you bye!!

1 And i fall in love again. | Then i see your face

:: 2003 16 December :: 3.57 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

I had da worst fuckin day..i seriously am not goin to skool 2marro and if anyone trys makin me im gonna fuckin kill em!! I am NOT going bak to skool..i fuckin hate skool and everyone there!!

I wish i could fuckin die..steve is suspended now..till fri and he can only come fo da half day on fri and den i wont get to see him forever..

I got kicked outta my 1st hour class, and den second hour i stayed and yah wrote in my journal earlier..and den 3rd hour we had a test and i didnt do it..and den lunch i fuckin got soo pissed off dude..and i fuckin started bawling and den tyler franks said dat i looked like fuckin dyke and i could go suck his dick..and steve fuckin beat da shit outta him and now hes suspended yah..and den i didnt even go to 4th hour but crystal found me *i only knew her name id idnt even knw her beofre dis* and den she like hugged me and helped me stop cryin..and den krista long came in and like hugged me n everything and den crystal walked down to my class and told da teacher i was here but wasnt coming to class and den she took my to da counslers office and we talked fo a while..den steve came in and we sat there and talked to da counsler together fo da rest of 4th hour and den da fuckin bus ride home was horrible..omfg im gonna fuckin die..i hate my life..i wanna die..i sould kill myself..i am going to..fuck all of you i hate you.. BYE!!!

3 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

:: 2003 16 December :: 10.44 am
:: Mood: bitchy

mhmm in tech class and bored..
Well lets see me and duffey r sittin here ni intro to tech and were like really bored and jus got done wif all of our homework so yah were jus sittin here readin through my journal and everything and yah its not dat interestin..geesh i luv dis gurl she like got me these really cute monkey pjs and like yah im wearin them over my pants thier so cute i luv her..yah shes always been there fo me no matter wat ive done to hurt her and trust me ive done alot to hurt her through the past few years..whew i luv her..i hope dat were friends forever cuz she really means lots to me..shes da best ever!!

I luv you sidnee dee anne Duffey

yah i hope dat britt feels better before i come down there..but if dat ass dont tell me wat she wants to fo x mas im not comin lol luv you lots bye

1 And i fall in love again. | Then i see your face

:: 2003 14 December :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: stressed

Oh my fuckin *god* t day was jus fuckin horrible..stacey is bout to make me fuckin kill myself..i wish dat she would jus be happy wif us being *friends* dats it..but she wont..and its drivin me friggin nuts!!

And britt..well i think dat she thinks dat stacey is going to like *steal her best friend* or wateva..but yah dats never ever going to happen cuz britts always goin to be my best friend no matter wat..hey it jus gives her a LITTLE ITTY BITTY taste of wat i feel like wif her and emily and her and court n her and everyone else..i dont kno anymore..

Wow i feel like total shit..my head is fuckin killin me and i dont know to do..urgh im jus gonna go lay down..since my mom is a total bitch and is makin me get offline anyway..well yah bye now.. =/



Sincerly the tru you dat hides behind every fake smile dat you own..

Then i see your face

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