I wonder to me..
Me and britt had a very interestin convosation about me not believing in god and all of dat bs..

Rockergurl217: well can their be a special heaven
Rockergurl217: jus for me n lyk 3 other people
Rockergurl217: ?
J d shortier 623: 3 other ppl?
J d shortier 623: who mite dat be?
J d shortier 623: cuz u can..but im not so sure bout 3 other ppls..
J d shortier 623: and why we have to call it heaven..dat implys something todo wif god.
Rockergurl217: hmm
Rockergurl217: then "jill n brittanys after-life party"
Rockergurl217: how bout that?
J d shortier 623: no cuz i cant go..
J d shortier 623: member..Jilly is giong to hell..:-\
Rockergurl217: no
Rockergurl217: all of us mother fuckers r jus g onna lie in the dirt
Rockergurl217: thats nasy as hell anyway..prolly worser then hell!
Rockergurl217: nasty*
J d shortier 623: hahah:-P
J d shortier 623: but hey did u knwo dat even satine believes in god?:'(
J d shortier 623: :-\**
Rockergurl217: brb ass:-P
J d shortier 623: fine leave!
Rockergurl217: yesh..everyone but yOUI!
J d shortier 623: not everyone..
Rockergurl217: yea!
J d shortier 623: and personally i dont think dat i sould have to believe in something jus cuz everyone else does..and jus cuz *its da rite thing to do* and really hes da one causin pain and grief in dis world..hes daone dat kills every friggin body..and he made us all da way we are..some of us r friggin killers..O:-) haha but neways yah i wouldnt want to dedicate my life to someone dat has soo much power over us and is takin advantage of dat power and causin pain to da rest of us lil ppls
Rockergurl217: no actully
Rockergurl217: I THINK UR WRONG
J d shortier 623: well i think ur wrong
J d shortier 623: i think we have totally diff beliefs..dats bout it..
Rockergurl217: who sed i believ ein anything;-)?
Rockergurl217: :-P*!
J d shortier 623: hah u fucker:-P
J d shortier 623: do u even believe in god?
Rockergurl217: probably
J d shortier 623: probably?
J d shortier 623: lol dats weird
J d shortier 623: so u dont know wat u believe?
J d shortier 623: dude ya know wat..i think im going tobe come jewish!! lol
J d shortier 623: dat would be sweet
J d shortier 623: but i wonder if i would still celebrate x mas..since i have my whole life..
Rockergurl217: lmao
Rockergurl217: lets make our own religon jilly!
J d shortier 623: sweet!!:-D
J d shortier 623: dats even better!!

wow aint dat great..jus thought id write something in here t day.. =/

Brittany u mean everything to me..i luv u soo much!! Thanks ur da bestest!! BEST FRIENDS FOREVER NO MATTER WHO COMES ALONG!! =) haha luv yo ubye!!

Work work work work work..
::Work schedule::

Thurs- 5:30pm
Fri- 5:00pm
Sat- 10:00 am
Sat- 5:00 pm
Sun-10:00 am
Sun- 3:00 pm

geesh lots and lots of work..but ill get lots n lots of money!! =) hehe

But da bad thing is ill have no time fo britt..i think dat after all of dis shit..i think dat im jus goin to not work dis week..or somethin i unno..maybe jus not work a few nites like only work thur n sat or something..im pretty sure she needs me now..=/ tho i have no idea wat to do!?

I luv u britters and i'll do anything fo you..jus tell me wat u want me to do..cuz i'll do anything i luv u sooo much and im really srry..YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME!! I dont know wat i would do without you..you mean everything to me!!

Your the only thing ive got left, plz dont ever leave me..

Chelsie im srry i got soo mad at u earlier t day..its jus u really dont have any idea wat ur taklin bout no offence..but i do luv u and i am srry!! Thanks tho babe =/



love..me!! =/

Lets see had a busy day t day at work!! And now im soo fuckin busy cuz ive got hw in EVERY FUCKIN CLASS!! And im dead tired..2marro is my first day off.. =/ Steve will prolly come over tho..so i really wont get to rest..we'll prolly fuckin get high.. =/ dunno anymore..

Other den dat nothing has happened lately..

Brittany marie gamester i luvu soo much and ims rry dat i really havent been dat good of a friend lately..i will try harder..but youve gotta talk to me babe i luv you!! I hope were okay..things seem weird lately I LUV YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF!! YOUR DA BEST THING DATS EVER HAPPENED TO ME IL UVYOU!!