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2003 26 November :: 6.34 am
WOo HOo!! =) Half day t day!! YaY!! I cant wait..lol But dat means i will barely see Steve!! =( mhmm oh well ill get to see him thurs!! On Thanksgiving!! YaY!! =) lol well nuffin else to write..hes really mad dat im not giong to be here fo christmas tho..he said he wanted to send christmas eve wif me.. =( oh well..i get to see da best person in da whole world sometime during break!! =) Wat a wonderful christmas present!! YaY!! lol im jus in a happy mood..
da only thing bad is my grandpa is going into open heart surgery in a few hours, and i cant even go to be wif him..my mom is and wilson is and everyone else is..but if i miss anymore skool i lose my credits fo my classes..*either days* phewie!! neways i hope hes okay..oh gosh..=(
neways latah!!
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2003 25 November :: 5.53 pm
MWAHAHA DAT ENTRY WASNT BOUT BRITT AT ALL!! WOo HOo!! lol srry jus had to say dat..jus fo chels to read!! =)
Then i see your face |
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2003 25 November :: 5.47 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
Urgh i hate being home alone..my mom is god knows where..prolly at da hospital..and wilson is prolly wif her cuz like her lil friends on da bus told me dat she got sick all over da classroom and had to move classes..ICK!! Poor lil shithead..i wonder how my grandpa is doing..i hope hes okay..i dont know wat id do without him..*sigh*
but on a happier note..I was wif Steve all day t day..and we skipped lunch and hung out in bak of da skool da whole time..hehe..and omfg he is like one of da BEST kissers ive ever went out wif or kissed lol!!!!
I really like dis kid..hes soo sweet!! oh well latahs!! =)
Then i see your face |
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2003 25 November :: 6.31 am
skool..urgh.. =(
Yippie everyone is all like happy wif eachother again!! YaY!! =) Dats good..me glad!! =)
awwe omfg u sould have heard some of the stuff that steve was tellin me on the phone yesterday..he was sayin stuff about how he wanted to take me up to his cabin durin the summer *its up north* and he was talkin about how he wanted to take me to this certain place where we could lay on the beach and watch the sunset, and he said, exact words *We could lay together all nite and watch the suns beauty from the lakes shore, and nothing could be more perfect..* AWWE!! if u really knew me..youd know how im in luv wif sunsets/stars!! YaY!! He was also tellin me about how he was in luv at first site..and how he wants to know everything about me, and how he wants to be wif me forever, and how he wants to be my baby's daddy *long joke behind dat* And how he wants 2 kids, and how'd he be a stay home dad, and how he wants to be near me all the time..and when hes near me he feels like a king *haha* and how when he has a girl he mite be tough in front of his friends, but when hes wif his gurl, its all bout da gurl and da gurl is da princess!! Awwe =) Im glad i talked to him last nite.. =)
This one is by FAR VERY FAR better than Mikey..mikey was nothing compared to him!! Nobody can ever compare to him!! =)
Oh and i already told him dat he mite be second but nobody will ever be my 1st cept fo britt..and hes kool wif dat SOO BOOO YA!! *sticks tongue out at certain ppl den giggles* Plus he said dat i will always be second but, his younger brother dats *handycapped* will always be his 1st..AWWE!! hehe..his bro is really awesome and sucha friggin sweetheart tho!! =)
neways latah!! =)
3 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2003 24 November :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: confused
I wish i could kill myself rite now..if only i had da fuckin guts..well i guess ive got da guts..jus hmm i unno..
haha they all think im soo happy now cuz im PERKY..haha im soo good its not even kool..rite now i jus wish i would die..and omfg my grandpa could be dead rite now..i wouldnt even fuckin knw..aint dat a bitch..im surposed to be offline in case something does happen so my mommy could call..but i wanna talk to britt so me stayin! =)
latah..
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |