:: 2003 24 November :: 8.09 pm
:: Mood: confused

*sTiLL c0nFuZeD*
Ya wanna know wat i figured out..

LIFE FUCKIN SUCKS!! AND EVERYONE CAN JUS FUCKIN GO TO HELL FO ALL I CARE..*cept britt* =)

Then i see your face

:: 2003 24 November :: 3.48 pm
:: Mood: blank

And the subject of my humilation t day would be..
Wow t day was great fun..me n duffey *sid* arent friends really anymore..i told her dat i heard dat she was talkin shit behind my bak, and yah blah blah..me and Becky Dawn arent talkin cuz i WAS talkin shit behind her bak..dont wrry it was purposly told to ppl da ti knew would tell her..and uhm yah i think dats it..

Omfg guess wat else?! Well yah steve was callin me at 3 10 exactly and like den katie called at like 3 05 and like it sounded important so i let her talk to my mom..and den like they got off and my aunt had to call my mom bak rite then..and then steve called and i had to tel lhim id call him bak..and den like yah my grandpa had a heart attack..hes in ccu..i guess he had one of the worst heart attacks dat yo ucould have.. =( Yah, member me sayin dat i couldnt live without my grandparents? Well yah this is his second one..and like the doctors told my grams cuz she works at da hospital dat he cant member anything..and like he mite not mak eit through da nite..HOLY FUCKIN SHIT..WAKE UP CALL!!! Ive been worried bout stupid shit lately..and den dis comes..HOLY SHIT!!!

oh well i dont care..i dont care bout anything..who cares..nobody..neways bye!! Gotta call steve n tell him whas going on den go to da hospital wif katie..

britt if u get on..im srry ill be bak asap!! But katie needs me rite now..if she didnt i woul dbe here..im srry luv you bye!!

1 And i fall in love again. | Then i see your face

:: 2003 24 November :: 6.36 am
:: Mood: lonely

ahh..i got offline last nite..and after all of dat b.s. dat happened or dat i did, i bawled soo hard..and den Steve called *I was hoping it was britt but oh well* Den we talked fo a while and he made me feel so much better, cept he got into a wreck wif his dirtbike thingy..dat wasnt too nice..but den he had to call me bak in 5 and like den britt called!! Yippie doddle dandy!! =) we actually talked bout alotta stuff!! I luv her soo much shes awesome!! And britt im srry bout all of this okay? IM REALLY TRUELY SRRY!!! I LUV YOU!!

And den i wake up and megan is online..mhmm..i dont know anymore..she seemed kool n stuff, n ya know wat da funny thing is..i really cant be mean to ppl like wat my grams always says..I get along wif everyone..so dat was really hard pushin stacey n megan away..*no offence meg* but stacey more cuz she means/meant alot to me ya know? Oh well i dont care anymore, screaw her, screaw meg, screaw court, screaw everyone!! I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE!!

Megan jus says im confused rite now..maybe shes rite..maybe not..either way..I dont want to be friends wif anyone but britt..I will go to skool, as a loner, forever, never have any friends, jus sit in a table by myself every free time, sit in da furtherest desk away from everyone, dont talk to anyone, *cept dat lil justin kid dat sharpens my pencil when im too lazy to do it myself in lit comp!!* hehe but yah i dont know..forget everyone dats ever meant anything to me!! Im gonna like make a new sn and have only britt know it!! So dat way she knows im not talkin to anyone else.. =(

Q:If i jumped off a bridge would u follow..?
A:NO!!

Q: If you jumped off a bridge would i follow u?
A: I WOULD HAVE ALREADY JUMPED TO BE DA SOFT, WARM SPOT YOU LAND ON!! =(

skool now=EWWIE!! now ive gotta deal wif jess on da bus..cuz she knows something is up..im bout to call james n wake him up to comeget me..i unno latah everyone..i mean latah britt!!

love..me.. =(

3 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

:: 2003 23 November :: 5.01 pm

Well i made an online journal community thingy fo all of us *Brittany me chelsie Megan and Hellana!!* But rite now theres some kind of error thingy, im gonna write to Andy *the dude in charge of this site* cuz like i really wanna get it to work..but its doing something stupid..but oh well ill get it to work some time..ill try gain 2marro!!

Not too much happened t day! But everyone got journals..YIPPIE SKIPPIE!! lol but neways gotta get offline now, so be bak latah britt if u get online read da entry before this one! I luv u soo much and mis syou! latah babe!

Everyone else, LUV YOU ALL TOO!! =) hehe

love..me!!

3 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

:: 2003 22 November :: 9.50 pm
:: Mood: good

Wow..i actually feel good..
Well t day, i had like soo much friggin fun!! *Thanks chelsie fo everything t day, i had a friggin blast*

I was surposed to call steve at 9 when i got home..but like uhm yah i didnt cuz i was hopin dat britt would come bak and would wanna talk to me..but nope..i guess ill jus try gain 2marro.. =( even tho shes busy then too..

I jus dont know wat to do anymore..i heard soo much lately..and its jus like wtf? Its stuff dat i would never expect to be true..but i guess if i think bout it..it is..but oh well i dont really care anymre..

Then i see your face