:: 2003 22 November :: 12.00 am
:: Mood: restless

Geesh ive already wrote in here 3 times t day..oh well lol..
Well hey im jus writtin this to britt really:

Brit srry i had to go, but im like dead tired and like ive gotta wake up early 2marro..gotta take cassie home, den gotta go to courts house to get my math book n binder, den gotta drop wilson off at her dads..den gotta go to da bank..den gotta drive to chelsea..to go to chelsie's haha chelsie who lives in chelsea..okay srry lol, neways yah im doing dat 2marro..and den im pretty sure dat im goign to courts after i get bak from chelsie's if not den ill be here, but i prolly wont be online..cuz i promised steve id call as soon as i get home..and if i dont call him 2marro nite he said hes gonna cry..lol long story nvm..lol alots happened in da past couple of days dat we really havent been talkin..lol yah im going out wif a dude named steve as u will hear bout in da other 3 entries i wrote t day =)

Neways courts bout to get offline so i am too..have a great day 2marro luv u lots n miss you bunches! latah babe!

1 And i fall in love again. | Then i see your face

:: 2003 21 November :: 11.09 pm

awwe sweet! becky dawn is fine wif me n steve!! YaY! Im soo happy shes kool wif it..and she like is really excited..cuz thier like good friends lol..but yah dats it latah!

Then i see your face

:: 2003 21 November :: 10.49 pm
:: Mood: relieved

Im very wise beyond my years.. =)
Awwe i luv givin advice..ex on things dat i know lots bout..like boys..yippie..steff never really talks to me about stuff like dat..i tell her things but she dont really talk wif me like bout boys..other thigns..but not boys..but she did t nite! And i helped her!! WOo HOo! I luv when ppl r happy.. =) makes me feel better lol

Oh gosh, steff called me boy crazy..im not boy crazy am i? I dont think so..but alotta ppl seem to think so..my mom also thinks i am but dat bitch is crazy lol newyas..

me done latah!

love..me..! =)

Then i see your face

:: 2003 21 November :: 6.11 pm
:: Mood: giggly

Sad to Happy, Happy to Sad, wen will this ever stop..?
Oh wow..im going out wif Steve now..i hope dat becky dawn is okay wif it..i think dat she will be cuz like after skool t day when i was walkin her to her bus, shes like so whas up wif u and Steve *fo da million time* and im like i unno, shes like well do u like him, im like i unno kinda, and shes like i used to have da biggest crush on him, im like well hes a kool guy, and shes like yah he is, and im like well yah ive gotta get going babe, and i left..I really hope shes okay wif it..but i dont think dat it'll last very long anyway..

Hes sucha friggin sweetheart, hes jus like mike, cept hes a bit more of a perv but not really, i know wat he really wants outta dis relationship even tho he said dat he would do without, he wants to have sex..i know it..prolly cuz we talked bout it lol but dude he said dat i didnt ever have to do anything dat i didtn wanna..but now hes talkin bout coming to my house, and dat he wants me to come to his house..and hes in 11th grade..and has a rep bout that kind of thing, i mean like not dat he like plays alotta gurls, jus dat he goes out wif gurls dat he really likes..and has sex wif em alot alot!! So its not like hes a player..its jus he finds gurls he likes..and he has sex wif em..is dat real bad? I dont know if im ready fo dat kind of thing again..i mean he wants to meet my mom he wants me to meet his dad..I like him alot, but i unno..hes not going to be at skool monday..so ill have time to breath..ive never seen this guy, cept on challenge day, but like t day..i saw him before skool, I met his friends, and den he walked to my 1st hour, and den we met after 2nd hour, he walked me to my second hour, and den we didnt see eachother before 3rd hour but he skipped his lunch and came to my lunch, and den we walked to my 4th hour, and den like he walked me to my bus..awwe hehe, plus like he told me dat he would call me at 3 10..and den like i got off at 5 and now im callin him at 7..yikes! Alotta of him fo only da first day going out!

Well yah srry dats prolly really friggin long! Im gonna get going now..big day 2marro..going to chelsie's house!! Yippie skippie!! LUV U CHELS! =)

Britt plz if u get on..den like write in ur journal or something..and call me latah if u can..like at 9 or something..but if not den hopefully ill talk wif u like sun..oh wait no ur busy..uhm prolly monday!! I LUV U MORE THAN ANYTHING IND A WHOLE WORLD..NEVER EVER FORGET DAT!! Latah babe!

*Plus Cassie *mcCann* is here..shes hilarous were havin a blast!* lol

:*:M&M's and Skittles* =)

*Jilly n Cassie lol*

Then i see your face

:: 2003 20 November :: 10.47 pm
:: Mood: excited

Well things got a little better for me. All cept i didnt talk wif britt like at all, and i know that something is bothering her, and now its bothering me cuz she wont talk wif me about it! So yah dat really sucks..

Then becky dawn was kinda mad at me lol..i unno i hate skool i never ever wanna go bak to skool..

But then Steve called while i was in the bath, and like yah he called me bak in 10 but we talked from like 9 10 until 10 o clock! dats not very long, but ive only really talked to da kid once, at that challenge day thingy! I talked to him yesterday after skool tho, but i was jus introducin him to my friends, and like we were talkin bout how hes gettin his licence soon *2 months* and like he said dat he would give me a ride everyday when he got it, and like i was like kool, and i was like well when u get it call me, and hes like well i dont have ur number and cuz i was leavin rite then i was like well ask becky fo it, and i really didnt think nuffin of it, but he called me t nite! I wa slike hello hes like hey is jill there im like yah this is, whose this and hes like take a wild guess, im like i unno whose this, and hes like ur fav person in the whole world, and im like omg it steve-o!! hehe hes sucha sweetie! Hes soo easy to talk wif! And its perfect timing, cuz me n mike jus broke up *sniffle sniffle* but like he kept hintin at how he wanted to go out, and like he keep sayin dat someone like me wouldnt go out wif someone like *stuff like dat* and he called me a FRIGGIN PREP..dats why i wouldnt go out wif him, cuz hes a skater dude ya know! Yah rite hes friggin hott!! Lol, but hes in 11th grade..i dont know how dat would work out, he told me dat i need to come sit wif him 2marro before skool at *his table* lol, i liked dis guy da first time we met..now i like him more hehe! But i unno hes crazy! And when he called becky to get my number she said *wat ur gonna go out wif my best friend now* awwe hehe..so i unno im gonna ask her bout him, and see if its kool dat we go out or not..but oh well hehe i unno im done now..

me n guys..bah! Jus cant get enough of em! =) hehe..

I LUV U BRITT, AND HOPE UR NOT MAD AT ME! I LUV U SERIOUSLY MORE THAN ANYTHING IN DA WHOLE WORLD, NEVER FORGET IT!! I LUV YOU!! =)

Then i see your face