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2003 17 November :: 8.53 pm
:: Mood: loved
gymnasticfrk: sidnee loves you
J d shortier 623: uhm where'd dat come from?
gymnasticfrk: just cuz i thought i should tell you how much you mean to me
gymnasticfrk: and that was the silly way to say it
gymnasticfrk: i don't know what i'd do with out you
gymnasticfrk: your one of my closest friends,
J d shortier 623: whoa duffey u feelin okay?
gymnasticfrk: i'm bein serious
J d shortier 623: awwe well dats sweet sid!! I luv you too!:-D Thanks fo everything ur sucha sweetheart n sucha great friend! *Jilly luvs yew* :-P;-)
gymnasticfrk: thanks!
gymnasticfrk: i love you more though
gymnasticfrk: its a proven fact
J d shortier 623: Ahaha ur soo funny!!
J d shortier 623: I luv you way way more!!!
gymnasticfrk: nope!!
J d shortier 623: YESH!
awwe sidnee is soo friggin cute! i luv dat lil girlie!! =) Shes sucha great friend..i dun know wat i would do without her..
Well i think dat im going to get going and go to bed now..since i didnt sleep AT ALL last nite..too busy thinkin bout some of da shit my bestest buddy britt said to me..ahh oh well..neways nitey nite! =)
Brittany I LUV YOU SOO MUCH! *Ill try n get dats stupid pic to work* luv u lots chicka latah!
Then i see your face |
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2003 17 November :: 4.10 am
:: Mood: stressed
Will they ever honestly understand..?
Rockergurl217: well ud ont act like u wanna be my friend, even tho i know u do cuz i know u need me
Rockergurl217: admit it jill, you need me, and the only reason u dont like emily n all them is cuz i dont need you as much with them
Rockergurl217: n dont sell me out to emily:-P:-P...ill pick who ever the hell i wanna be best friends
Rockergurl217: with
J d shortier 623: yah u already choose her..i was jus in da way..and p.s. dis sentence::admit it jill, you need me, and the o ..fuckin rude..but tru:'(
Rockergurl217: i didnt fuckin choose her
Rockergurl217: u live a million milez away...if u lived here we wuld be two loners in a corner n we'd be each others only friends not bcuz ppl dont like us but cuz we dont need anybody but eachother really, (or at least thats how i feel) but u dont live here and ur not availble for me 24/7..
Rockergurl217: i would choose u over anyone
Rockergurl217: ide choose u over the rest of my life, over emily, over courtney, over kevin, over chelsie, over all of them combined, over ANYTHING
Rockergurl217: get that through yur head and make it stay there!!!
I hate to admit it..but shes rite..and im sick and tired of always being sucha bitch *and horrible friend* to her..Like seriously, all of my other friends, they think dat im da best friend there ever was..cuz im always there fo em..ill listen when they talk *actually listen ya knwo* and ill do things fo them, and im da peacemaker n everything..ya know..but wif britt im jus dis evil fuckin friend..and i really dont know why.. =(
Brittany--you are rite..about everything..I do need you ..more than anything in da world! I do luv you! I do want to be friends..and dat is da reason dat i dont like those lil chicken heads! =) hehe..but seriosuly i tried tellin u dat before..ex da part bout chels..member i said i was jealuos of her..* well i was jealous of da rest but her mostest* Yah dats most of da reason y..but oh well theres nuffin i can do bou t dat ur rite..but p.s. why was it sucha bad thing when i had other friends..like Brittney n Stacey? Well im srry and i cant stay dat im going to change..cuz you dont even think dat i will..im srry tho..and i luv u more den anything in da whole world! But ive gotta get going..even tho its only 4 20 *=)* Im gonna get going n start gettin ready fo skool..ick..luv you!
Love..me..korse.. =)
P.s. Im wearin my JD n BG..Best friends..shirt t day!! =) My mommy found it yesterday..yippie skippie!
I LUV YOU BRITTANY MARIE GAMESTER! AND I ALWAYS WILL NO MATTER WAT!
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2003 16 November :: 11.06 pm
Ahh ppl r so fuckin stupid..they say one thing..and do another..dats fuckin stupid! And not to mention all da shit they talk bout EVERYONE includin da ppl they say r thier friends..wateva dats fuckin stupid if youve got somethign to say to someone..DEN FUCKIN SAY IT..
wateva fuck everything..fuck you..fuck skool..fuck life! Dats all i gotta say..
Fuck ALL of yew!!
Then i see your face |
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2003 16 November :: 1.56 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
Omfg dude..i was sittin there, and i was lookin at da diff moods there, and like i asked my mom, wat contemplative meant and she said like *someones thinkin about something* and i was like okaythanks..and den she said *like someone is contemplating suicide..like i am* under her breath like i couldnt hear her!!
Wtf..am i surposed to take care of her too? I cant even take care of my damn self..let alone take care of friggin my MOTHER!!
I really dont know wat to do anymore..
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2003 14 November :: 9.43 pm
:: Mood: crazy
Britt im at home..so call t nite if you'd like =( latah..
Urgh t day was crappy..i ended up going to skool..it was..SHITTY!! I fuckin hate skool and everyone there..*cept some special few* n one of those few, we got into this arguement t day..urgh it was crazy =(
Ya know i jus dont know wat its worth living fo anymore..wat da hell do i have to live fo..? NOTHING! Im losing everything and everyone..*including my damn mind* Im losing grip..on things i once loved..on things i once cherished..
Oh gosh and not to mention my mom..she hasnt left her room fo like a week now..shes drivin my insane! All she does is take drugs..smoke..n starve herself to death every single day..so i have to take care of myself and wilson..im not da fuckin mom..this is fuckin crazy!!
I jus dont know wat to do anymore.. =(
3 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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