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2003 16 October :: 7.36 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
Look at dis...
SwissCheese530: i personally think she should move bak here
J d shortier 623: i personally kinda of agree
SwissCheese530: cept she wuld prolly convince her parents to move by u
SwissCheese530: cuz shed rather b wit u den any one here
J d shortier 623: oh wateva dats sucha lie
J d shortier 623: u dont even know chelsie:-(
SwissCheese530: wut dont i kno
J d shortier 623: everything
J d shortier 623: u have no idea whas been going on wit me and her
J d shortier 623: u think everything is jus sunny n bright well its not
SwissCheese530: at least u get to tlk to her
J d shortier 623: yah ok like when?
J d shortier 623: we dont talk very much anymore
J d shortier 623: i mean we talk sometimes but lately we havent really
SwissCheese530: i havent tlked to her in like weeks
J d shortier 623: well why not?
SwissCheese530: okay and when we tlk its like we dont evn kno eachother anymore
J d shortier 623: u could have IMed her a millino times
J d shortier 623: well den tell her dat!!
J d shortier 623: Tell her how u feel im sure she'd try n fix things
J d shortier 623: but u sould try n fix em too!
J d shortier 623: urgh ur away msg is bull i hate it>:o
Auto response from SwissCheese530: Im sucha waste of space.......
doin hw bbl
my name for all of u that dont kno its chelsie and for those of u that have forgotten
SwissCheese530 signed off at 7:24:11 PM.
Urgh i dont even know anymore! Everyone is so friggin stupid!! Chelsie so could have seriously talked wit her, she could have helped things, and knowin bout *perfect* n how sweet britt is she would have changed things and made everyone happy jus like she always does...*Not dat shes really happy, but as long as everyone else is happy things r okay* So i really personally think dats Chelsies fault! But ahh it dont matter wat i think anyway...
Ya know wat, i was thinkin and like one time me and Britt were talkin bout wat would happen if she moved bak here, and she asked like if i thought dat we'd be closer if she moved bak here,and isaid no and said some lame ass excuse as to why, cuz i really couldnt explain wat i was thinkin at da time, but now i think dat i can explain it...
Like i think dat if she moved bak here, we wouldnt have dat special bond dat we do cuz shes away and i cant see her ya know? Like the one thing dats special bout eachother is dat we cant ever see eachother, and like we cant get in dat many fights, and like well were so far away, and we both miss eachother alot dats why we try n keep dis friendship of ours going, cuz we know dat some day we'll be bak together n still da perfect pair of friends, and its like since were so far away we kinda like wait fo dat point in time ya know? Wow dat really dont make sence either, i know wat im taklin bout it, its jus it wont come out in words, Like if we lived by eachother den it would be too easy to stay friends, and then soon we would jus like become those friends that r jus there and u semi talk wit and semi care bout, but could really care less if they moved or something ya know, but like since were so far away from eachother its harder and i think dats one thing dat really keeps our friendship going, *The fact dat its hard to keep long distance friendships going, and da fact dat we care so much not to lose one another* I dont knw if dat makes sence either lol, but oh well im jus going on and on about lil nothings...
But on da other hand it would be kinda better if she moved bak here, cuz den she wouldnt most likely be best friends wit Emily anymore :o) hehe jk dats mean, *evil laugh, whispers, But secretly i wish dat would happen* hehehe im so sweet i know haha neways im gonna get going fo now ta ta!
Love always,
~*Jilly*~
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