::
2003 13 October :: 2.59 am
:: Mood: cranky
Urgh ill write in dis one before i go to bed again too...
Well nuffin really happened t day...but yah ya know who ive like been forgettin bout lately?
Sara Mutimer!! Of all ppl...i unno how da hell i could forget bout someone like her, but i did...cuz like when britt called me last night i unno wat made me think of her or how britt reminded me of her or wateva, but like i started thinkin bout it, and i have been forgettin bout her...
Sara was da ONE person dat was ALWAYS there fo me no matter wat! She was there when Jesse died, when Debbie died, when anything was going on in my life, big n dramatic or small n no big deal really, she was always there and she always listened, and she alwyas gave da best advice ever...
She meant a lot to me, jus as much as Brittany does now...and now ive forgotten bout her...how is dat possible...?
Ahhh ya know who else i forgot bout...Emily...oh my my, me and dat girl used to email eachother every single day and it would be really long and we could talk bout anything! Anything at all...she meant alot to me too, like before it used to be my best friends...1st Sara, 2nd Emily, and 3rd Brittany, now its 1st Brittany 2nd Stacey and 3rd prolly Steffanie or Tiffany...I really miss those emails from Emily, i really miss Emily...geez o peets dat girlie is like prolly in college or sumpthin by now...omfg she prolly is!! Holy fuckin shit! Ahhh...damn...Ya know, another thing dats funny is, dat me and Emily have always said dat once i was into highskool n shit, we were going to go on a road trip jus us girls ya know...but looks like those plans are shot...i unno im gonna email dat chicka n see how she is, den maybe ill send her a letter cuz she dont get online anymore, and Sara too...i unno i miss those ppl...
Before i always told myself dat Sara n Emily were two ppl dat i could seriosuly NEVER LIFE WITHOUT! And now look, im forgettin bout em...funny how those thigns work out aint it...*sighs*
Well im off to bed, latah everyone...
Love always,
~*Jilly*~
2 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |