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2004 13 April :: 9.57 am
:: Mood: crushed
I sould have known..
I am soo friggin pissed off!! Today has been like horrible everyone is like attacking me and then everyone keeps comin to me for help and i cant handle all of this I hate everyone here, after this class im going home. I cant stand being here ='( I jus wanna die
Last nite i had to help brandy wif some shit wif her mom, i had to help cassie wif everything as usual, and then becky and i takled ont he phone for like 4 hours about her boyfriend problems. ANd then today Lisa is mad at me and Cassie B is mad at me, and i pissed brandy off and then the other cassie wont talk to me..URGH I FUCKING HATE THIS!!
I dont know wat to do anymore, theres nobody that i can talk to and i dont know what to do. Ive got counseling tonight but im going to cancel it ='(
Its been 22 DaYz today Sunshine. But i dont know how much longer im gonna make it ='(
4 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 12 April :: 11.51 am
:: Mood: Im simply amazin'
And i couldnt ask for more..
Wow, I haven’t wrote in here in forever. Actually I haven’t been online all spring break!! Wow that’s amazing for someone like me lol. Spring break was soo great!! I had the most fun ever!! I hung out wif all of my friends. Im soo happy!! =)
Then today I come back to school, and guess wat!? Im the our newspapers Business Manager!! Omfg Im soo happy you have NO IDEA!! I cant wait to get started..actually my mother and I are going out tonight to see if there are any business’ that want to donate money or want to have an advertisment in our paper. I have to raise friggin $$300. But oh wells its going to be fun!! You know I cant wait.
Awwe but I miss all of my friends, and I probably wont be able to talk to any of you for quite a while. *Ali jean I miss you soo much and I love you more than anything. You’re my baby gurl, always n forever. *Britty you’re the best friend ive ever had I luv you soo much!! *Chels I hope you had a great spring break. You too megan!! Well tahts it I luv you all lots!! Ima go cuz class is well not almost over but im leaving now. Gotta talk to arkinson!! Mwuz!!
P.s. Britty, Ali jean, Chelsie, Megan, all of you that are using woohu taht im friends wif..are you payin andy for woohu? Let me know, cuz im sending money in soon and if you guys dont wanna send urs or something ill send in some for you, but let me know soon. I luv you all wif alla mah heart <3 *mwuz*
21 DaYz toDaY I told you I would make it britt, you gotta trust me. I’d do anything for you babii gurl!!
3 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 2 April :: 9.19 am
:: Mood: happy
Last day before spring break!!
Well were arent diong anything in uprights class again, and i had to come to skool bcuz of our dunkin donuts fest this morning. Omg im soo friggin stuffed Ick!! Oh wells..
James finally called me last night, stupid kid hasnt called in 3 days, but oh wells..life goes on, but we had a nice conversation last nite, im not sure if were goig to be able to do much this spring break cuz he has a tight schedule at work!! ='( he said he would make time for me but id ont want him to get in trouble again!!
Neways, im really bored, nothing going on, Jay was sad this morning! I hope that hes feeling better now, and i hope that him and britty are having a great day at skool today!! I LUV YOU BRITTANY MARIE!! Well thats enough for me today, im gonna get giong..latah everyone!! Chelsie i luv you lots chicka!!
EVERYONE PRAY FOR JILLY TO BE BUSINESS MANAGER FOR OUR NEWSPAPER!! ONLY THREE NOMINATED AND I REALLY WANT THIS!! SO PPLZ PRAY!!
11 DayZ t day everyone!!
7 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 1 April :: 12.20 pm
:: Mood: okay
Nothing could be better..<3
Of course nothing going on today, last full day of skool until spring break YaY im soo happy i cant wait, tho im not doing anything now, but its all good. I think the only plans i have are wif Katie, Cassie, and hopefully something wif Brandy but im not sure. =)
Yeah i dont get to see Kyndra for a whole 2 weeks, dont get to see Laurie for a whole week, and dont get to see Sherry ever again. Not going to counsling, and then we've got spring break adn then after taht so does Kyndra lol. Yeah guys, i found out when shes leaving..she said maybe the end of April or the begining of May sometime. But shes not totally sure. Urgh i dont want her to leave me ='(
Oh wells..neways i dont have anything to say, britty i luv you lots chicka!! You too Chelsie!! But im going to get going..latah everyone!!
<33 Jilly <33
1o Days today
3 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 31 March :: 10.07 am
:: Mood: ditzy
A broken heart, continues to beat..
Well lets see here, nothing really going on today, were not doing anything in this class today, mr upright is being awesome lol
James and I havent talked in like 3 days now, im hoping that hes going to call me t nite..but if not oh well, i'll live i guess. Hes prolly just busy or something and i know that he hates when gurls call him askin where hes been and why he aint been calling so ya know, if i need him, ill get a hold of him, if not oh wells i still luv da kid =)
Yesterday was really fun wif the last day of group *tear tear* ='( And then talking wif Kynrda and then counsling wif Laurie. yeah we talked about some hard stuff..but i dont know it was good i guess. I really need to talk to brittany. Like really really bad..its kind of important..most likely i'll forget wat i need tot alk to her about tho lol. Well gotta me n Kels are going to get some pop! =)
Its been o9 days today everyone!!
I'll show you, you jus watch,
I can keep a promise!!
I luv you more than anything!!
p.s. we get our puppy in o9 days too!!
Then i see your face |
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