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2004 20 March :: 3.52 pm
:: Mood: flirty
Anytime you need me..im already there
Awwe..i just had to tell Mikey boo that i got a bf..yeah that wasnt too easy =/ But oh wells its over now..but omg hes the sweetest lil boy ever!! I luv him soo much too!! This is what he said after i told him..
SupraDude5: ya well thats ummm....kool
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: yeah..i knew i wouldnt be able to stay single long:-P but why you say it like that..likei ts really a bad thing..
SupraDude5: i mean i am happy for ya and all that but if someone hurts you i am gonna turn mideval on there ass!!!!!
SupraDude5: cuz ur to nice for someone to hurt you
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: awwe babes..your soo sweet!! I luv you!!:-D
SupraDude5: i luv you to
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: i always have n always will:-*
SupraDude5: same to you
SupraDude5: :-*
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: hehe your the best babes:-)
SupraDude5: u r to
SupraDude5: i don't want anybody to hurt you
SupraDude5: i don't care how old they are
Awwe isnt he the sweetie guy!! hehe i feel soo loved!! Dont wrry James its nothing like that were just good friends!! =p
James i luv you more than anything in the whole world!!
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 19 March :: 8.22 pm
I wouldnt trade you for anything baby
SilentLoVe87: Jill I do love you, your not only my girlfriend, but my best friend. Please do not take that away from me!!!!
SilentLoVe87:I want you to be the girl that I marry, the one to have my children. I want you to be the one i hold in my arms every night until the day i die. You just have to have faith in me that i wont hurt you. Baby girl I love you!!!
James baby i luv you soo much and i never want to lose you!! Your the BEST guy out there, i couldnt imagine life without you!! :-*
yeah that was in my info..but ya'll knw how i dont like to show off guys in my info..so ima shw it off here =p
2 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 19 March :: 7.59 pm
Time will change your mind..
Well lets see here today..was actually friggin fun!! German day at U of M was soo fun!! Wow, i love Derek, and Emily, and Erik, and Tyler..thier all fuckin soo funny and fun!! We all sould get together again!!
I need to talk to someone, before i seriously go nuts!! Urgh everyone has thier own fucking problems, i called everyoen today..tried to get outta the house but then Josh's gf is staying the night *wif me* haha yeah but were not even really friends..oh wells..I called Brandy and talked to her for a bit, but ya know her and her boyfriend of 2 years broke up tonight so yeah she had some problems so i had to help her and comfort her ya know..when really i need some fuckin comforting too..im not complaining because i will always be here for her i luv that gurl but ya know i need someone to talk to too =(
Oh well..no big deal i guess..well ima get going..nobody is online because every1 is at riot..where i sould be and was going to be until my fucking mom had to go to the hospital!!! Urgh..shes prolly sick because shes prolly fucking having pill withdrawls..and needs more!! I fucking hate her!! I hope she is sick and gets something HORRIBLE!!
Well bye..love..me!!
Then i see your face |
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2004 18 March :: 12.03 pm
:: Mood: confused
Its more than you'll ever know..
Well today was rather horrible..i started bawling my eyes out in gym class..i refused to do a carthwhell..last time i did one i broke my arm and it was really bad so i wont even try to do one ever again. So yeah mcdowell yelled at me and told me to go sit out but then i talked to natalie and she talked to him and then we talked and now things are okay and he wont make me do them..but he wants me to try..i guess..Im scared to death to do cartwhells..=(
Then i was walking outta like gym and i was walking past arkinsons room and i went to say into her room and say hey but then i saw kyndra in there to drop off my paper she had to give me so that i can leave wif her on tuesdays to go to counsling..and yeah i freaked and like walked out but christan saw me and said hey so i had to go back in..that was odd..i hate her i dont wanna talk to her anymore.. ='( Except i need to talk to her..urgh i dont know wat to do ='(
I seriosuly was like soo fucking close to killing myself last nite it wasnt even rite!! Urgh im soo sick of everything..but neways
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITTANY MARIE GAMESTER!! I LUV YOU MORE THAN ANYHTING IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!
I HOPE THAT YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY AND EVERYTHING GOES GREAT FOR YOU!! YOUR THE BEST EVER..NEVER FORGET THAT!!
Love always..Jilly!! ='(
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 17 March :: 3.30 pm
:: Mood: crushed
Up..and..down..up..and..down..
Seriously everything for me for a while there was soo UP^^^^!! Now..today..and yesterday..yesterday it started..i feel like i seriously just want to die..i wish i could.. =(
If only i had the courage or WHATEVER it is to kill myself..i would seriously be the happiest person!! I fuckin hate life..i hate ppl..i hate teachers..i hate skool..i hate KYNDRA!! URGH I REALLY FUCKIN HATE HER!!
Nobody can help me anymore..im too far gone..Kyndra was helping me..but not now..fuck her..fuckin bitch ='(
I WANT TO FUCKING DIE DAMMIT!! ='(
Then i see your face |
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