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2004 16 March :: 9.38 pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: Tipsy--j kwon!!
Oh wow, today was very interesting..went to skool late..had to skip 1st hour..i had woodruffs class!! Then right when i was walking into 2nd hour i had gym so i was walking there and i was walking past arkinsons room thingy, and i saw kyndra in there and stopped walked in and they were like oh we were just putting a pass out to get you lol so i stayed there all 2nd hour. 3rd hour was fun..me and ashley had fun buggin renteria the whole time..then lunch hung out wif brandy n had to go to mrs johantgens class so i could get help wif my math cuz i need to do better in there..4th hour was fun..german is never fun so thats weird lol talked about german day at the university of michigan on friday..yayay!! lol So that was skool..
Then Donna picked me up and i went to counsling at the aware shelter, yeah that was really interesting today, talked about alot of diff things, too much thinking for me lol =p then mom picked me up and like i guess jelly and her got into it again..yeah it was horrible this time again..once again my fault dammit!!
But omg today urgh i was soo fuckin freaking out, called Lisa she coldnt talk, Cassie is being a bitch and ignoring me, Brandy was in Holt, so yeah every1 was busy, so i called..uhm Kyndra i felt like SUCHA DORK!! But we actually talked for like an hour..but i let her go 1. cellie was going dead 2. i bet i was bothering her anyway.. 3. ill see her 2marro anyway!! I cant wait, she seriously ist he best i luv talking to her!!
Neways just wanted to say happy b day to britty again..like just in case ya know!! lol =) CHELSIE I LUV YOU!! Megan hope your feeling better!! Ali jean you mean everything to me i luv you!! everyone i luv you!!
Love..me!!
Then i see your face |
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2004 14 March :: 11.38 am
:: Mood: sad
Always and forever, remember..
Too often we don't .r.e.a.l.i.z.e. what we have until it's gone
too *often* we wait too long to say "I'm sorry I was wrong"
Sometimes it seems we -:-hurt-:- the ones we hold dearest to
our •hearts• and we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart
Far too many times we let `unimportant´ things into mind and
then it's . *usually*. too late to see what made us blInd. . .
Well now i can say that i know how it feels to be..second best ='( Urgh i want things back to the way they were..when everything was perfect inside our own little dream world, i miss those days, and would give anything to get them back.
You know who you are, so dont try and ignore it!! I luv you more than anything in the whole world!! I just wish that you still felt the same way.
James i luv you soo much!! Thanks for everything!!
Then i see your face |
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2004 14 March :: 10.17 pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: Have you ever--Brandy
Arent i the lucky one..
You guys you guys!!! Guess wat!!
Omg im soo friggin happy now!!
Of course i bet you prolly can guess,
Its about some guy lol, but still,
Does anyone member me always
Talking about that James kid that,
Is my best guy friend, well yeah..
He asked me back out, urgh im soo
Happy Tiffany will not, and is
NOT going to ruin our relationship
again, I told you all that me and this kid will
Get married, hes my best friend,
And now again my boyfriend, im soo happy!!
Other than that amazing thing, this
weekend Has been awesome, went
to Lisa's n than Babysat, Sounds
boring, but omg you have No idea
whenever lisa n i are Together we
have the BEST time ever!! lol I love
that gurl shes one of my best friends!
One bad thing, Martin is mad at me,
=( he Says that he was going to
ask me out this Weekend, *yeah
WHATEVER..lol* and that he really
liked me, and Its stupid that im
going back out wif James, Urgh
hes being childish but i luv
him and i MISS HIM, so babes plz
stop this stupid fight, And come
back to me =p i luv you!!
Well thats enough for now, im
tired, and i Think that im gonna
call my baby tho he told Me to
call at like 12..oh wells, he
hopefully wont mind lol
I LUV YOU CHELSIE!! Glad i got to
talk to you today, your the friggin
best, i cant wait to talk to you again!! lol =)
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 11 March :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: lonely
Please dont do this to me..
Oh wowow today was fuckin horrible..1st hour was fun i guess..i actually did my work for math, it was great stuff =p Mrs. Johantgen was soo proud lol..
Then second hour..holy shit..i was sittin there and yeah i was streched out on Cassie Browns cubical thingy so i could talk to her, and yeah she saw uhm *cuts* on my arm, and yeah she freaked out, got a pass went to the bathroom and i jus left the class and ran after her, and yeah we talked..well she screamed..then she told duffey and lisa, and yeah then cassie smith found out and becky.
And then becky was going to tell BRANDY!!! In 3rd hour and beckys like well shes ur friend you sould tell her, im sure she wont tell anyone and then yeah she was hinting at wat it was and brandy guessed it but i jus like joked around about it, and becky laughed so im sure she knows..i told becky if she told her then i wasnt going to talk to her anymore, and then i like left the class bcuz i couldnt take her shit anymore, and i guess brandy and her became good friends while i was gone, and then yeah i didnt talk all lunch and anyway brandy was too busy wif becky anyway, and cassie smith wasnt on my lunch todya, and then cassie brown i was mad at her and lisa was being retarded and so i was totally silent the whole time..big shocker!!
Then i got outta 4th hour too, i couldnt sit in that class really, i was seriously about to pass out, so i went back down to arkison..urgh she gave me the biggest headache..urgh i dont want to go to skool anymore..fuck it!! =(
I want Kyndra to come back tho, i really miss her dang it, i need to talk to her, but i wont be able to see her till wed bcuz group was changed to then, and guess wat my counsler from the aware shelter is coming in to talk in my group lol..fun shit
Well ima go i luv you all ltos byes!!
3 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 10 March :: 11.50 am
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: Toxic --nasty ass b spears =p
When forever ends, i will still luv you..
Well hey nothing really going on today, its an early release day so we get outta school here soon after this class we get to go to lunch and then go home which is friggin awesome because I hope that my mom is gone so that I can get online, not that there will be anything to do because yeah NOBODY will be online because yeah they’ve got school HAHA but oh wells neways..
I really don’t have anything to say, but Brittany I love you soo much and I hope that we can talk soon. I miss talking to you, and I hope that you do to. I don’t know, I just hope that you still wanna be friends, I luv you soo much!!
Ali jean thanks for making my day this morning, I came into class and I was all pissed off because I was tardy for fuckin helping out one of my teachers wif this german pemission slip thingy, and I got in trouble..i aint helping nobody no more!! =( But neway thanks for being soo sweet and being one of the best friends ive ever had!! I luv you soo much!!Well that’s enough for today, I luv you all lots, ex you chelsie =p Latah babes
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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