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2004 2 March :: 6.58 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: amazed--Lonestar
Its just one more day..
It seems like every time i try to make
Things up to you, it all blows up in my
face..all i want to do is be there for you
and care about you wif all that i have
All i want to do, is be the friend that
you've been to my all of my life, but it
just doesnt work out that way!!
I know that we've been through hell n
back, and i wish that things were diff
i wish that we were still the best of
friends..two friends that everyone knew
would be best friends forever..two friends
that were soo close!! i jus want things
to be the same again, wat happened
between the two of us =(
Your the best friend that ive ever had,
and i hope you believe that to be true.
I'd give anything to be ur best friend
again, but it seems to me tha we've
went our seperate ways, and started
our own lives..please tell me if you still
want to be friends, please tell me if there
is anything i can do to help our friendship!!
Things change..people change, shit happens..but l.i.f.e. g.o.e.s. o.n. Yeah i dont believe that, becuz w/o you..my life is over..i luv you soo fuckin much!! And i miss you!! You sould knw who you are..and if not..wow..some1 is either totally retarted..doesnt care..or hasnt been payin attention =/
i luv you wif alla my heart, never leave me =(
Then i see your face |
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2004 2 March :: 12.19 pm
:: Mood: anxious
One last night with you..
Wow today is like soo bORING!! You guys have no idea..but yeah today was tuesday which means today i got to go into group, but woodruff *my 1st hour teacher* was really pissed off that i was late, and then he like bitched me out when i came back into class to get my stuff, and then yeah i was late to second hour which means i got a detention from mcdowell for being tardy and then he bitched, and urgh they piss me off!!
Now im behind on my layout thingy in his class too but fuck him, screaw this skool i hate this skool!!!!!!!!
neways, yeah kyndra is coming back on thurs so that we can *talk* YaYaY!! Im soo happy i luv talking to her!! And then today i cant go to my other counsler, yeah my mom is sucha bitch i knew she would do this, shes going to act like were going every time but its giong o tbe like yeah we cant go today and then next week oh im sick..I told her that im not going anymore =p
But oh wells, ill write more latah
I luv you soo friggin much britters!! =)
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 29 February :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: suga suga--steve n his bf josh's song =p
i member everythin bout us, every kiss, every hug, even every smile..
Wow, its like only 9 15 and im really tired..so i think that im gonna get offline and prolly go to sleep or at least stare at my wall till the early hours in the morning since i cant ever sleep..
The only reason i get online is to talk to me best friend brittany, but she friggin is either online and not talking, or shes not on at all..so i dont see the point in being online..
Cept for talking to my baby ali jean, cept she seems preoccupied these days..i dont know maybe its just me..
maybe im jus imagining everything, yeah i dont know anymore, it feels like im walking in slow motion, my life is racing rite past me and there is nothing that i can do about it..
oh wells ima go..luv you all..byes!!
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 29 February :: 6.25 pm
you make me wanna stay here forever..
Well lets see here, nothing really happening today..i got to talk to my buddy ol' pal chelsie for once in FOREVER!! =P *i luv you soo much babes*
Got to takl to my best friend britty today too!! Wow that was amazin!! lol I miss you soo much babey gurl!! And i hope things are okay between us!!
Wow i have nothing to talk about really, does everyone like my new journal..i think its more of a happier than my usual kind of journal if you ask me!! =p
I think that brandy is right about steve tho, i think that i sould jus leave him alone and see what hes doing next, cuz i cant be being used like that anymore, screaw him im better than that!! =)
Well i dont have anything to talk about for now..oh wait yes i do..
next friday is snowfest *for those who dont knwo thats the second biggest dance of the highskool year* and yeah me and becky dawn are gonna go together, im giong to her hosue fri were going to the dance then sat were going to nicoles baby shower together!! YaYaY!! Were gonna have soo much fun together! i luv that gurlie =)
Well thats it for now..love you all!! Latah!!
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face |
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2004 29 February :: 2.36 pm
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oh that is soo me lady and gents!! =p
Even chad agrees!! =)
Alien1088: yeah
Alien1088: it is u
Then i see your face |
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