:: 2004 20 February :: 9.43 am
:: Mood: restless

Wow were jus sittin here in uprights class and we arent doing anything, so i might as well just write in here..

Urgh me and my mom are like fighting soo horrible..we actually got into a fist fight the other day..all yesterday i had to walk around with this huge red mark rite on my face..it was soo noticable i felt like sucha loser =/

I dont think that im ever going to be ungrounded..which means that i will never be able to do anything..with anyone..so me n steve are going to start not talking, and then cassie and I are going to lose touch again..and urgh all of my friends are gettin mad at me cuz i either cant do anything..or ive gotta work ='(

The only thing good about this week, is that me and Brandy are becoming alot better friends!! She is really awesome!! I luv this gurl hehe!! But she thinks that i like really dont like her that much cuz like she dont have very many friends here at nw yet..and so she asked me if i wanted to go to holt with her and met some of her friends this weekend, but no i cant..gotta friggin work, and im still grounded!! =(

Dammit i miss my baby ali jean!! I seriously wish that i could talk to her soo friggin bad!! I jus wanna cry ='( But i wont cuz like wat my mom said before, your not surposed to cry..it makes you a weak person =/ And i friggin miss brittany marie gamester too!! Babes i luv you and hope that your okay..gosh i miss everyone..oh well life goes on ig uess =(

Well ima go..i think that im going to like go to bed or something..latah everyone =(

<33 Jilly!!

Then i see your face

:: 2004 18 February :: 9.55 am
:: Mood: indescribable

Rest in peace!!
Omfg everyone!! Joes dad died..hes dead..gone forever..and kevin hes in the hospital with like a swollen brain and then like a broken jaw and all of his teeth knocked out!!

Omg i hurried as fast as i could to this class too, and i found duffey sittin at her computer all alone with nobody around and shes was bawling!! I jus grabbed her and she was shakin and she didnt let go or anything..omg i feel soo horrible!! I seriously luv sidnee duffey soo fuckin much!! shes means everything to me and i hope that she is okay..this really sucks!! i hate this, i luv her soo much shes still crying!! ='(

Brittany marie gamester i miss you call me tonight if you read this and if you want to. But yeah i luv you soo much and miss you tons!!

And ali jean, omg i got ur letter last nite..omg your the best friend ever sweetie pie!! Awwe your soo sweet i started crying!! i luv you soo fuckin much!! awwes!! Ima write you back..and well ya know!! lol i luv you soo much!!

Please pray for kevin that he is okay..and pray for little joe and mallory *shes only six, and little joe is 15 my age, and then kevin is only 12* and thier mother..god help us down here *yesh i said god britt*

<33 Jilly!!


Okay im going to just edit this journal entry and write while WE ARE DOING NOTHING..wait i mean while brandy is doing nothing in tuckers class!! =) heh

Well nothing much has happened since last hour but yeah duffey didnt stop crying the whole class, it was really upsetting, and i started crying.. *yesh i actually started crying brittany*

But yeah we've gotta get going..ill write more latah t nite!!

BRANDY IS AN ASSHOLE!! =) heh jk shes kool..*britt u know all bout dat*

Then i see your face

:: 2004 14 February :: 5.19 pm

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!

I LUV YOU ALL =)

britts chels megs n my baby ali jean!! Have a wonderful v day!! i luv you all soo fuckin much!!

ali jean i luv you..ur my valentine!! and the best one at that!!

Britts ur my second valetine but you mean jus as much i luv you all!! latah babes!!

2 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

:: 2004 13 February :: 2.29 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: one call away --chingy!!

1 And i fall in love again. | Then i see your face

:: 2004 13 February :: 9.24 am
:: Mood: happy

Awwe everyone luved thier lil presents i got em for v day!! Im soo happy!! =)

Me n duffey, *sidnee* were just talkin buot britt...haha it was interestin conversation. And den she said she was *PRETTY* cuz she saw pix of her dat i put in my agenda..

haha steve is going out wit Tuesday..FUCKIN GROSS!! I was walkin in da hall earlier and yeah i walked past him and i was already tardy so he came up to me and tried to give me a hug but cassie ran up to me jus in time and saved me and gave me a nice hug!! lol

Neways i jus wanted to say happy v day to my valentine ali jean!! I luv you soo fuckin much babes!! Cant wait to read ur letter i luv you and hope to talk to you soon babes!! Have a great v day!!

HAVE A GREAT VALENTINES DAY BRITTANY MARIE GAMESTER AND CHELSIE WHITESALL *CANT SPELL UR MIDDLE NAME OR MEMBER IT I THINK NOT SURE LOL*

Im soo happy n hyper riten ow..cept ive gotta go to all my classes today for once cuz mrs arkison aint here dammit..oh wells..lit comp is next..yay..NOT!! oh well me n brittney will have some fun there!!

well i better get going..luv you all lots!! latah everyone!!

1 And i fall in love again. | Then i see your face