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mah Daw Daw!!

Ali jean ur the best thing thts eva happened to me. I luv u wif all mah heart <3 In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you
I can't stand being your second anymore.
Not when you're always my first.
Whoever said happiness came with sunshine
has never danced in the rain.
Your a dream come true, don't you ever leave my side, cuz it feels so right
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Steffanie Elizabeth Brittney Taylor Mike Brianna Savanna
Chris T. Derek S. Melissa Jennifer Tammy Danielle Kyle
Rachel Lizzo Amber Ashley Ethan Heather Nicole
Britty ur the reason im alive, I would be nothing w/o u. I luv you soo much
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:: 2004 24 January :: 6.38 pm

current clothing:My aeropostal monkey pj outfit!!
current mood:Semi happy..kinda sad..
current taste:Dr. Pepper hehe
current hair:Jus flipped out n sideways..short hair..easy..wash..blow dry..DONE! heh
current annoyance:Joshie n Ryan..stupid assholes!
current smell:Sweet pea..tho steve likes my cucumber melon kind better!! =)
current thing you ought to be doing:Well watchin american weddin wif joshie n ryan
current jewelry:Watch..n a Steve necklace..jamee got me! =p
current book:Im readin please stop laughin at me agains
current refreshment:Dr. Pepper
current worry:That i wont see steve all weekend =/
current crush:Korse steve
current favorite celebrity:Jessica Beil or Katie Holmes
current longing:longing? wat mite dat be? like wat i want..mhmm to talk to chels..
current music:What dat hook gon be? *Murphy lee*
current wish:That i could see my baby!!=/
current lyric in your head:What dat hook gon be..see i dont need no motha fuckin hook on dis beat, all i need is da track in da background my headphones blarin.....
current makeup (if you're a girl!):Nothing..im bein lazy t day!
current undergarments:Wow why u wanna know? =p
current regret:Sayin those f'ing evil things i said to britt..
current desktop picture:Uhm let me check..a big pic of da freshmen v ball team this year!! =) 7-2 gurls..keep it up!!
current plans for tonight/weekend:Tonight..jus giong over to ryans..n hangin wif dem..2mmarow gotta go to mitches to work on our german project..gotta get those grades up ya know =/
current cuss word du jour:Fuck you!! =) or my nickname from jiggy samual flipper n arie-Shortshit =p..jiggy-brenda samual-samantha flipper-angela arie-arienna
current disappointment:That i dont get to see my baby boo korse
current amusement:Adam going on and on and on about Amanda..its really cute! Luv you babes! =p
current IM/person you're talking to:Steff..stacey..megs..adam..n tiff!! =)
current love:Steve..if its love..
current obsession:Dr. Pepper i guess =)
current avoidance:Prolly ryan n joshie =)
current thing or things on your wall:In front of me theres a poster of Tupac..*sexxi*
current favorite book:Cut *very awesome..a msut read*
current favorite movie:I like alot..but maybe..jus married..save the last dance..love n basketball..american weddin..lots of em!! =)

currents!@*&!*@&^& brought to you by BZOINK!

Then i see your face


:: 2004 24 January :: 6.10 pm

+ Basics +
Are you emotional ::Sometimes it depends..
Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few ::No
What about movies ::Yesh, love n basketball, hardball, save the last dance, remember the titans *dont ask* =p
What emotion do you usually feel ::Prolly sad the mostest
+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out ::I unno losin a friend..
How many times have you done that ::Like 3 times =(
Where do you cry ::Usually by myself
Do you hate crying ::Yesh most of the time
Do you like it when others cry ::No, cuz dat would mean thier sad bout sumpthin =(
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty ::Yesh!!
Who looks good when they cry ::James, or Cassie
How else do you express sadness ::poems mostly
Are you sad all the time ::I guess u could say dat..
+ Anger +
What does it take to make you mad ::Not a whole lot =p
What do you do when you're angry ::scream, yell, bitch lots!! =)
How short is your temper ::Well it depends on da situation
How long does it take you to calm down ::Not too long really!!
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad ::Uhm, i unno ask another time =p
Do you freak out when others are angry ::No i usually try n chill em out!
Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you ::No lol
What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad ::I dont know that either..
Do you anger people ::Sometimes =/
+ Joy +
How often are you happy ::Depends..try to be all da time
What makes you happy ::Being wif my friends, or bf, or doing somethin fun
What do you do when you're happy ::Giggle alot =p *giggles*
How optimistic are you ::not very..
Do happy people make you mad ::No not at all
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy ::I dont know..why would some1 do something bad when thier happy?
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone ::yeah!! =) prolly 11*21*03 =p
Ever been so happy you cried ::yeah, i cry alot!!
Do you smile a lot ::Yesh, i try!
Kiss people a lot::Yesh =p
Who really makes you happy ::Britt, Steve, Ali, Stacey, lots of ppl!!
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy ::yesh korse! Spread da joy!!
+ Fear +
What do you do when you're scared ::I usually hid under my blankie =) lol
What scares you ::Losing my friends
Do you like scaring people ::Yesh its fun!
Do you like the trill of being frightened ::Yesh, not all da time tho!
Does fear accompany anger in your case ::No
Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe ::Yesh a few times
How often do you panic ::Not alot actually
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER ::Losing brittany =(
What do you do to calm your nerves ::Forget bout it..
Do rollercoasters scare you ::Heck no!! =)
+ The strongest emotion +
What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going ::*Dear mama* or *changes* by Tupac
Movie ::Hardball or Remember the titans *long story* =p
Commericial ::I hate commercials but prolly..da..hadababyitsaboy..LMFAO!!
Person ::Brittany ali stacey or steve =)
Thing ::My Happy monkey!!
Sight ::Someone crying
Sound ::Someone cryin or yellin or somethin to dat effect..
Food ::Ice cream or chocolate!! lol
Thing you're looking forward to/want ::Being kidnapped by my baby ali..seein stacey..or brit =)..mostly bein kidnapped tho heh
+ What do you do +
When the emotion suck ::cry prolly
When the emotion rocks ::Be loud, smile, be weird lol
When there's no emotion ::cry agains
+ Would you rather +
Never feel again ::yesh i would
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life ::anger, i hate being lonely =(
Be happy forever and never experience bad times ::yeah sure y not
Cause misery ::No way
Feel misery ::uhm no..
Be alone ::Hell no!!
Be with everyone you know ::Yesh!!
+ Who +
Cheers you up more than anyone else ::Ali jean korse
Angers you more than anyone else ::Brittney stewart prolly da mostest but not all da time!
Scares you more than anyone else ::Tiffany..damn her..almost made me die one time lol
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else ::Cassie smith prolly
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think ::Brittany =)

Emotions brought to you by BZOINK!

Then i see your face


:: 2004 24 January :: 1.28 pm
:: Mood: fuckin pissed off!!!

I bet you all 10$$ that me n my moms will have to leave t nite!!

Any takers? =/

And if im gone fo a couple of days or so..den im at katies..but i mite not have to leave..not sure yet..

All i know is dat THEY WILL FIGHT T DAY..you watch i know they will..my step dad is f'ing pissed..

And ya know wats funny.its my damn fault again..wow go figure..aint it always? =(

I dont give a fuck anyway..oh wells..bye!!

Then i see your face


:: 2004 24 January :: 11.31 am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: megans singin..dats a first and last =p

as time goes on..
Well i got a livejournal..and a xanga and im not sure if im going to keep this one up or not..but i mite..cuz im not sure dat im going to be able to figure out da livejournal..and yeah xanga i forgot how much it sucked =p

But yeah britt talked to me last nite..im soo happy!! Im not sure where things r going from there..but ya know im not going to burst my bubble!! hehe *p.s. britt u didnt need to be srry..im da one dat needs to be..and is soo very much*

Chelsie i luv you thanks!! I didnt know a blonde could be so rite all da damn time =p lol im only kiddin u knwo i luv you babes!!

Megan if u need me im here fo you..anyday anytime..whenever babes!! I luv you soo much and i care bout you lots..dont ever forget dat!! =)

Other den dat aint got nothing to say really..britt n all of dem are at busch gardens rite now..i hope thier havin a great time!!

Yeah was surposed to go to da mall wif megs..but NO! oh well i dont give a u fuck..im bout to call jessica to see wat shes doing t day cuz i dont wanna be here..so byes!

Then i see your face


:: 2004 23 January :: 4.16 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

And it continues still..
Whew chelsie was talkin bout all of her good grades yesterday and we got our report cards t day so i thought that i would jus post mine on here and show you all that i didnt fail every class like i thought that i was going to..but yeah thier stil horrible..but i dont give a fuck..here they r::

Intro to print media-E exam-B final grade-D
Core plus math-E exam B+ final grade-E
Phys Ed-C exam-B- final grade-C
Tech-C exam-D+ final grade-C
Earth Science-E exam E final grade E
Freshmen trans-B+ exam-E final grade-C
Lit comp-E exam-D final grade-E
German-C exam-B final grade C+


Yeah sucky eh? =/ oh well..neways bye..


Make sure you read the three entries before this one!! =)

Then i see your face

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