:: 2004 22 January :: 10.13 pm

And last but certainitly not least..brittany marie gamester..

Yeah as most of you already know..me and britt have been havin alot of problems, im not really sure wats going on, but i really fucked up this time, i ruined everything, really i did..=(

But ya know wat, brittany still means more to me than anything in the whole world, brittany will always be my best friend even if she is upset and doesnt want to talk to me..tho i really really really dont blame her..But really brittany i seriously cant live without you, ur the best thing dats ever happened to me, im srry for all of the pain that ive ever caused you, it wasnt on purpose, i would never ever want to hurt you, tho i know i have ohh soo many times..

Brittany your the only reason that i wake up in the morning to face a new day, ur the only reason that im living, your the only person that has NO MATTER WAT, through EVERYTHING, through all of the shit ive put you through ur the ONLY person that has been there fo me through it all..no matter wat..you were always there, no questions asked..And i wish that i would have been a better friend and was there like you were there fo me and would have appreciated everything that i had while i had it..now i know wat they mean by that quote *Appreciate wat you have while you have it, cuz 2marro it mite be gone* ='(

Id give anything to get you back and to get things back to the way thigns used to be, anything..=(

But i guess im not the one dat has to make that decision..but britt member dat i do luv you soo much and id do anything fo you, and i will ALWAYS be here for yo no matter wat..i luv you!!

Rockergurl217: when was this anyway
J d shortier 623: when was wat?
Rockergurl217: that u did that thing
J d shortier 623: wat thing?
Rockergurl217: THA THING!
Rockergurl217: U KNOW WHAT THING!~
J d shortier 623: dat c** m***** thing?
Rockergurl217: yesh'
Rockergurl217: that!
when!?
J d shortier 623: uhm...
J d shortier 623: :: 2003 23 October :: 11.43 pm
Rockergurl217: ¿
Rockergurl217: wats today the25th?
J d shortier 623: uh huh
Rockergurl217: so were back to 2?!
Rockergurl217: 141! HOLY SHIT JILLY!
J d shortier 623: :-\
Rockergurl217: thats great gurly
J d shortier 623: no its not!!
Rockergurl217: any idea how proud i am of you?
J d shortier 623: I wanna write big too...i feel over poweredO:-)
Rockergurl217: lol
J d shortier 623: no its not good!!
Rockergurl217: yesh it is jillane
J d shortier 623: Jill*
Rockergurl217: jill you have no idea how proud i am of you
Rockergurl217: soooo
Rockergurl217: soooo
J d shortier 623: You souldnt be!!
Rockergurl217: sooo
Rockergurl217: damn proud
Rockergurl217: u made it fuckin 141 days!
J d shortier 623: DONT BE!
Rockergurl217: thats like *counts*
J d shortier 623: dont try n count babe it'll be okay:-P
Rockergurl217: almost 5 months!
Rockergurl217: i used a calculater:-P:-P
J d shortier 623: haha:-P cheater
Rockergurl217: that is so great and so were back to 2? who cares we can easily make it again
J d shortier 623: it sould of and could and would of been longer!! :-\ dats not long enough
Rockergurl217: so then itll be easier to make it up n keep going jill dont put urself down cuz of this its otay itll be otay cuz i love u n were gonna make it longer okay?

^^A great example of britt always being there fo me and always tryin to cheer me up.. i luv you more than words could ever explain..dont ever forget dat..=/

Well dats enough ppl fo rite now..im dead tired..=( byes ppl!!

Then i see your face

:: 2004 22 January :: 9.55 pm

Okay the second one will be about Chelsie!! =)

Chelsie..whew wat to say bout chelsie, well shes always there fo me and always sticks by my side no matter wat i do to hurt her, and i couldnt appreciate her more!!

Shes my lil blondenutcase!! Whew forgot bout dat now didnt ya blondie =p hehe jk i luv yous!!

But really shes soo sweet and soo much fun to be around and im soo glad dat we met dat one time and now have gotten to still see eachother tho not very much..wat happened to that once a month thingy =p we need to get together gains its been way to long!! Jilly misses you!! =)

Swiss Cheese:jill i wrote a lil song 4 u and it goes sumtin like this ::::: dont wry b happy dont wry be happy:::then it goes:: I feeelll good i knew tht i wuld i feeeeelll good i knew tht i wuld so good so good i got ya i feeel nice like sugr n spice so nice so nice i feeeel good
J d shortier 623: hahahah ur sucha cutie pie!! i LUV you!!:-X
J d shortier 623: :-D**
SwissCheese: hehe i luv u 2!!!!!!!
SwissCheese: o i kno im jus so dang cute
J d shortier 623: yesh u r;-)

Hehe..wat a cutie pie..i luv dat gurl soo much =) I luv you chelsie!!

Dont forget bout our booty tickler n our strawberry milkshake trail back to davids..lol luv yous!

2 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face

:: 2004 22 January :: 9.24 pm

First ill write about my ali jean!! =)

Ali jean is the sweetest, most caring, sensitive person that i know, shes always there for me no matter wat!! I appreciate my baby more than anything!! I dont know wat i would do without her, shes da best person ever!

And were going on a roadtrip sometime..cant member when like july something or another, cuz yeah iknow its after her b day heh =)

And also when im 18 my baby is kidnappin me!!! WOo HOo!! =)

jdshortier623: There are many things that I would like to say to you..
But I don't know how.
aWhOleLoTaSeXiX: oh jill i didnt no u felt that way ;-)
aWhOleLoTaSeXiX: jk jk
aWhOleLoTaSeXiX: :-P
jdshortier623: oh yesh ali..ur jus soo damn sexxi i cant resist myself..im very attrached to yew!! :-*;-)
jdshortier623: haha u goofball:-P
aWhOleLoTaSeXiX: hehe
aWhOleLoTaSeXiX: we have an interesting relationship lol

Hehe i luv my baby gurl =)

We'll be together forever ali jean!! No matter wat..i luv you soo much..ur da best thing dats ever happened to me, thanks fo everything, i luv you!!

Okay dats enough for ali jean fo rite now =)

Then i see your face

:: 2004 22 January :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: The movie swat playin..

Then i see your face

:: 2004 19 January :: 11.06 pm
:: Mood: fuckin pissed..

And noneoftheless, its gets worse..
Wow, its fun ruining jillys life, anyone else wanna try? Geesh it really is fun, you all sould try..

Well jus wanted to say srry britt, you mean everythin to me, and i cant live my life without you, your the best thing dats ever happened to me..and i miss youmore than anything in da whole world, plz dont leave me..im srry, i knw i was relaly really stupid, and i know i souldnt have said dat, and im srry its jus i miss you, and i luv you..plz..i luv you..

neways have ntohing else to say, had a good day till t nite, when i ruined my day/my life..

Oh yeah i got my hair done today..platuim blonde babey..yeah my mom didnt know bout it tho ive had da appointment fo like 2 weeks now..but yeah she freaked..im grounded..cept she said she luvs it..next im gettin my red strikes..cant wait to see her reaction to dat..oh well i dont care..i hope she dies..

I hope i die..

2 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face