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2004 22 March :: 3.36pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: case of the ex
fav song n tru for this sitch
mya case of the ex
It's after midnight
And she's on your phone
Saying come over
Cause she's all alone
I could tell it was your ex
By your tone
Why is she calling now
After so long
[Chorus]
Now what is that she wants
Tell me what is that she needs
Did she hear about the brand new Benz
That you just bought for me
Cause y'all didn't have no kids
Didn't shared no mutual friends
And you told me that she turned trick
When y'all broke up in 96
[Hook]
What'cha gonna do
When you can't say no
When her feelings start to show
Boy I really need to know
And how you gonna act
How you gonna handle that
What'cha gonna do when she wants you back
[Hook]
There's no need to
Reminisce about the past
Obviously cause that BITCH did not last
I know how a woman will try to game you
So don't get caught up
Because baby you'll lose
[Chorus]
[Hook 4xs]
Tell me why she on the phone
In the middle of the night
Tell me why she in your life
Trying to get what's mine
She don't know me
She's about to know me
I'm in your life
That's how its gonna be
I've seen the broke ho
She ain't even all that
So if you want her back
You can take her back
^^^ lol so true
I have see a pic of her n she is ugly
yes Leah I no u read my journal!!!!
n I think your ugly... *my bad*
yeah anyways.. =/
I was singing that song n realized it was true for my sitch
2 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face
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2004 21 March :: 6.21pm
New UpDate:
Real Friends:
Chelsie, AMber, Missy, megan, brittany, britt, Grace, Andi :), Jenny, Paul, Jill (jackson jill), jilly, Ashley C., Emily H,.,Sam, ian, and I will add more later...
Friday night:
~~~~Grace came over and watched 13 with me b.c. I couldn't go too the movies. (sorry Olivia!!! I really am!)
Saturday ngiht:
~~~~Amber came over b4 Graces party and helped me curl my hair, man she said i looked HOT! HeeHee Then I went over to graces for her PaRtY!!!! HeeHee, well first we were all just sittin there and hanging out 'n' shit, and then we all went too the graveyard and we stoped at Chelsie's house, b.c. her mom needed too know where she was going, adn then yeah, and then I spent the whole time there with Dana and Paul, and we made this chain link thingy while holding hands b.c. we were so fucking skared,a dn then we like ran all the way home (HeeHee) b.c. we heard police sirens and we were all skared to fucking death! HeeHee, and then Dad found a game of trouble and we were playin it with Paula nd Chelsie and everytime she would press the little dice thingy she would be like SORRY! and we woulnd all be like, Dana, wrong game! LOL!!! it was really funny. and yeah, Dana's actually really awesome! We had alot of fun, and then we were singign songs while playing the gitaur! Hee hee, it was alot of fun, and yeah, and so then these kids I know Chance and Travis were outside and shit and yeah, long story,... and yeah,
Tonight:
~~~~~ My dad and I hung out tonight and we were talking and guess what,,,,
Tuesday wehn i come too school, I'll be a whole nother person!!! YAY!!1 HeeHee
Quote of the day:::
:~:~:~: Don't listen too the people that make fun of you, they are just jelous b.c. they can't be just like you! :~:~:~:
HeeHee
Love
always
and
forever
Meggerz
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Then i see your face
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tiptoeinthedark
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2004 21 March :: 2.21pm
:: Music: coyote ugly soundtrack
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well I was supposed to go to Coles last night n he was gunna call me back after he ate to say he was dont n I could come n he never called.. n I couldnt get aholnd of him all day so obviously he doesnt care
I was gunna break up with him but then I heard his voice n I just melted.......
Coyote Ugly ( Soundtrack ) Index
The Right Kind Of Wrong
( LeAnn Rimes )
Know all about
About your reputation
And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Everytime that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it anymore
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
Might be a mistake
A mistake I'm making
But what you're giving I am happy to be taking
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say you're something I should do without
They dpn't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
I should try to run
But I just can't seem to
Casue everything I run you're the on I run to
Can't do without, what you do to me
I don't care if I'm in too deep
Konw all about
About your reputation
And how its' boound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Everytime that I'm where you are
Oh I know I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend myh time with you
That I shold try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
I think I am afraid o be alone.. but I really do love him n I dotn wanna break up with him.........
Coyote Ugly ( Soundtrack ) Index
But I Do Love You
( LeAnn Rimes )
I don't like to be alone in the night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoe
But I do love you, but I do love you
I don't like to see the sky painted gray
And I don't like when nothing's going my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you, but I do love you
Love everything about the way you're loving me
The way you lay your head
Upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do
I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do love you, but I do love you
Love everything about the way you're loving me
The way you lay your head
Upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do
And I don't like to be alone in the night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you but I do love you
But I do love you but I do love you
I am gunna tho.. and I am gunna say if he really wants me back n loves me like he says he is gunna have to call me n ask me back out n apologise n promise to never do it again.... n if he doesnt I guess its over FOREVER...
Coyote Ugly ( Soundtrack ) Index
Please Remember
( LeAnn Rimes )
Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me
Please remember, please remember
this is all just tooo much.. too confusing :'(
1 And i fall in love again. |
Then i see your face
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2004 21 March :: 9.49am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: a static lullaby
11 days that grandmas been in the hospital :-/
soo friday i did nothing. saturday i went to look at two apartments and then we went out to eat and then after that i looked at one in east rockaway and we liked it even though its a tad out of our range. after that i went to visit my grandma in the hospital and we stayed there till about 9 and we came home, got white castle (yuck) and i called brian to find out that he was out already and he didn't call me because he didn't know my number! grrrr. well, i came home, talked to derek on the phone for alittle,watched
'camp cool' and room raiders 'maroon5' and then fell asleep. today i want to get my nails done and we have 2 apartments to see today. oyyy school tomorrow and i cant forget to type up my economics project
iloveyouall
35 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face
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2004 20 March :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: upset
`if i was with yOu nOw
ugggh
thursday.. my birthday =]
had a lil party .. [ if i didnt invite u im sorry it was xtremly last minute ] .. kimmy ,sarah, marissa, jay, ryan, nick, mark, josh, daniela , felicia , daniel , stephen , carissa , kaela, stephanie , cassandra, chris, lindsey darren, jamie .. all went .. it was pretty funn.. kinda krazy lol.. we broke my couch, the applesauce jar , my canopy thang n 3 bowls lol.. n than carissa, cassandra , kaela, sarah, marissa , stephanie , n fefe spent the night =] .. every left round 4iish n i slept the rest of the day lol..
today i cleaned & than i was soposed to go bowling w/ daniela n jay but jay;s mom couldnt drive me .. so i told him to jus go or come over here .. n he went bowling .. n than nick never called me back n now hes there n bein all stupid. n sayin its my fault ii didnt go n they are all havin fun... n im sittin by myself . i gave jay permission to ditch me but i didnt think he would really leave me... i had american weddin in the dvd player all readii cuz i thought he was comin over =/
o well its all gOod i love him sOo much and its realliie not his fault...but yea i called them n than josh is lyk why arent u here im lyk cuhz jay dithed me n than jay got on the phone n told me i ruined his night by not going....i was freakin all ready to go and than his mom couldnt take me and he knows i couldnt go cuz my mom cant fuckin drive w/ her hurt arm.
so yea i ruined everyones night.
everything wOuld be Okay
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Then i see your face
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