I luhv
mah Daw Daw!!

Ali jean ur the best thing thts eva happened to me. I luv u wif all mah heart <3 In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you
I can't stand being your second anymore.
Not when you're always my first.
Whoever said happiness came with sunshine
has never danced in the rain.
Your a dream come true, don't you ever leave my side, cuz it feels so right
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Britty ur the reason im alive, I would be nothing w/o u. I luv you soo much
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the-last-tear-will-fall

:: 2004 13 March :: 7.32pm

I don't know what's wrong with me. It just seems like everyone has forgot about me, like I'm not wanted. I mean, am I really that hated by everyone like I think I am, or am I just going through a phase? But I hope not. I mean lately I've felt like shit, but things having been having thier ups in my life! but my body feels like shit, and I must be fat like everyone is saying, I dunno, I think I need a break from it all... I think I might run AWAY!

Then i see your face

thoughtskill

:: 2004 13 March :: 12.56pm
:: Mood: flirty

im sOo luCky


Heyy guys .. well last night was basicallythe same thing as usual.. went to the movies w/ sarah, chris, nick , mark , daniella, n shannon came 2 , n bunches of other ppl.. than nick asked me out =] yay n corse i sed yeshh lol
i love you baby
Than nick left n me marissa daniela kaela n sarah n shannon hung outside n than me n sarah went home n watched t.v. for a while..

thats basically it.. today im going to jamie n hopefully ill see muh baby

5 days till my bday

I LOVE NICK & SARAH
tO be w/ yOu

Then i see your face

tiptoeinthedark

:: 2004 12 March :: 12.38pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: computers o wow!

=/ I miss my babii


I miss my baby so so much!
I am afraid of losing him
n I dont want to
I love him so so so much
n he makes me happier then I have ever been
n I would just die! if I lost him
I love him more then love itself
he is the reason I breathe
I wouldnt b afraid to take mylast breathe
as long as he was there with me
I never want to lose him
he is my everything
he means the world to me



last night I was sleepin
n Tori boo called n told me he was online
cuz my away message was
"I miss my babi" with sad faces
n I was so happy to talk to him
my aim was being gay so I had to restart
n I started crying htinking he wouldn't
be there when I got back
but he was
n I guess he wrote this big long thing to me
n he didnt copy it
n then he forgot what he said
but I wanna know so bad =P
I love that boi wif alla my heart <3



JILLANE- u gotta tell me how I can make
my journal as cool as yours
tehe I love u Jilly *kiss kiss*




today was really weird I suppose
well Ryan was pointing at me to Travis
I dunno wut about tho
but I was like... ok
n then we was in study hall
n Ryan got moved behind me
so I was talking quietly about Cole
so he wasnt like OMG!
cuz that would bug the livin shit out of me
none of them like me but it's okay
its weird that they dont like me
they dont hve any reason to
but I guess my friends dont like him
so.. yeah
but I dont care what ppl think
they can all go to hell n die!!!


Jade said me n Cole r beyond word
n just too cute =)
I love her!


n in study hall Walter was being so annoying
he wouldnt leave me alone
so I hit him over the head with a hard bottle
it was really funny I thought
yeah well anywasy...



I love Cole so much!
I cant wai to see him again
with those sudden urges n stuff *wink*
those r always great fun!!!
Cole had his 2
he threw me on his bed
then left..
I was like dude.. gimme sum action
I couldnt believe he just left
lol jk jk but still
come on just throw me on his bed n leave
it was strange, I mean he is a guy!
I love him so much.. It was cute!





Lissie, Jade, Caitlin, n me might go to bh tonight if it doesnt snow... but if it does we are staying home n watching movies... it will b great.. I was gunna come to York this weekend with my dad but I figure my bf is busy so I'll just let him do whatever.. I dont mind =)


well I am gunna go.. the fucking teacher is on to me... ttyl




~ love always n forever (sum more then others)



*.':'.* Ali Jean *.':'.*

Then i see your face

LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 12 March :: 12.15pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: atreyu

its lunchtime in school..yeahh and im bored as hell


update about the day later :)

Then i see your face

LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 12 March :: 7.14am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: fallout boy

really mad
COMMENT PEOPLE, THIS IS MAKING ME REALLY MAD HOW ALL I DO IS WRITE THESE ENTRIES IN HERE FOR YOU GUYS TO READ (ALL MY FRIENDS) AND I HAVE A FEW OF THEM AND NONE OF YOU READ IT OR COMMENT. AND IF YOU READ IT YOU CAN'T JUST PUT A LITTLE COMMENT ON THE BOTTOM? IDK IT JUST MAKES ME MAD

->sorry, but i just can't stand it anymore. im getting a ride to school today and then i have dance and then probably hanging out with like jaymes and tim and something and maybe sammi jco and scutch and having a little party for all of us who have been friends for 10 years or longer :-P lollll <3333

edit: i have 18 friends and in about 5 journal entries or so not one has commented keep that in mind.

i<3richie
i heart derek

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