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2004 11 March :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: decent
:: Music: marilyn manson
ehh, bored
color: black and red
movie(s): jack,schindlers list,gothika
car: hyundai elantras (nice looking cars),lamborghini and IDK
song: this love - maroon 5
band(s): metallica,a static lullaby,bleeding through,korn,marilyn manson
girl(s): samm,amy,jenn,scutch,vix,lauryn,maris,jess,krys,chris - and more
guys(s): jaymes,tim,josh,sal,larry,liam,nick,bobby,hillel,derek - and more
tv show: 7th heaven and everwood baby
video game: ummm how about - burnout point of impact 2 for playstation 2?
number: it has to be even!
place to go: a couch,the mall - HEHE
word(s): mmk,asscock
store: pac sun,urban outfitters
screen name: maj0rd0rkage,m3ntalshorty
city: new york city,los angeles
radio station: how about KROCK?
->quick quiz cause i was bored. i got off the bus and right away went to the hospital to see my grandma then i went to taco bell for dinner and then we went to see some apartment. i thought it was pretty nice but my guess is that my mom didn't like it. OH WELL :-/ see ya later alligatorssssss
<3
Then i see your face
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thoughtskill
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2004 11 March :: 5.49pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: will & grace
How could she take you away..*
Havn't wrote in here in forever
Friday..sarah came home w/ me n we when to mcdonalds than we went to the movies.. chris asked sara out there =] sarah, chris, lindsey, garret, daniel, kimmy, n some other ppl went n say that starsky & hutch mOve [ it waz really funny ] me & lindsey were laughin our asses off =] but iwas all alone cuhz nick's sister's appendix burst or something lyk that.. but he came at lyk 9:3o when the movie was over n i hung out w/ him outside =] & i saw JAY! <3. Than saturday i babysat.. & jay divorced me ='[ monday was fcat n i thought jay was dead so i was cryin all day but he was ok [ he almost died tho < / 3 ] & than we went to target n my baby cuzin faith hit her head n her tooth fell out so they hadda go to the hospital .. tuesday was kev's birthday me & sarah went to his game [ they won ] yay n i got him a cd =] , wednesday i had the worst day . . not gonna go into that.. more cryin . . . then i but i got home n nick called me n we were on the phone till lyk midnight =] today i found out kevin is askin out this sara chick =/ ergh. mm o well we have assigned seats @ lunch n i sit next to my jay !! i love my jay so much <333 even if he did divorce me 2wice it dont matter cuz he hes my EVERYTHING! i miss jill < / 3 ..
tomarrow me & sarah r going to the movies again
n i get to see my nick =]
*..When yOu were mine fOr sO lOng ?
< / 3
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Then i see your face
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LOSERxDORK
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2004 10 March :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: evanescence
hospital
well, today was an aright day. i went to therapy at 5 and then i went to the hospital to see my grandma. she had been there from 10 am and she didn't get a room until about 8:30 pm, stupid fuckers. she's in soo much pain and it hurts to see her like this. oh wow, this shit fucks with me emotionally. i'm not going to sleep yet and at 12 im calling richie because he keeps me somewhat sane :) i love him a lot and it sucks so much that he lives in california :(
Nucklee: i dont know you said you got back from the hospital i just started freaking
maj0r d0rkage: aw why?
Nucklee: i thought something happened to you
-->aww he cares. it's nice to know SOMEONE does.
i wish i had never met you, so then i wouldn't have to spend every day wondering why i can't see you :-/ <3
Then i see your face
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tiptoeinthedark
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2004 10 March :: 3.37pm
:: Mood: wondering
:: Music: the thoughts in my head
Oo0oOoh lookie at this! =P
Which Rock Chick Are You?
^^^ hmmmm! my boyfriend said that he has been in love with Gwen Steffanie since he was little.. and he was determined to marry her any way possible... Jade laughed n said I could be his second marrage... but this test results pretty good .. I wonder what he will say to that? =P
yeah so.. Megan Orff wants to kick my ass cuz.. I "was talking shit about her friend" I dont even know who her friends are n I havnt been talking shit about anyone so I dont get that... but whatever
Then i see your face
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tiptoeinthedark
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2004 9 March :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: truly, madly, deeply
I love yew!
OMG! I havnt writted in a while I know I know! I am the luckiest n the happiest girl n the world! I really am.. I am soooo happy.. I gotta see my baby this weekend n I had the best time just laying in his arms n talking to him… I am so glad that I can talk to him about things.. he makes me feel so good about myself .. I love him with all my heart.. n I am so lucky to get this chance… I am in love with him… I have been since I was 13!… I love him so much.. nobody will ever know the true extent to my love!
Cole, Jade , Jillane are the three ppl in my life that are closest to me.. they really love n care for me I love you 3!
xSwEetoXoKiSseS: hehe *hugs ali jean*:-D
xSwEetoXoKiSseS: your the besterest person ever babes!!
xSwEetoXoKiSseS: NEVER FORGET THAT OKAYS:-D
^^ u r the best friend ever Jilly really I could never eve have a better friend then u girlie :-* I love you so fuckin much!!
Things to my babii!
* I dunno how you do what you do*
* I am so in love with you*
* it just keeps getting better*
* every little thing that you do*
baby I'm amazed by you*
One...your like a dream come true...
Two... jus wanna be with you...
Three... girl its plain to see...that your the only one for me...
Four...repeat steps one to three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...
If ever I believe our work is done....then I start Back at One.(yeah)
So Incrediable...the way things work themselves out...
And all emotional, once you know that its all about babe...
And undesirable...for us to be apart...
Never would of made it very far...
Cause you know that you got the keys to my heart
You will never forget your first love. That's what makes it so special. You love so hard, so deeply, and so intensely because you dont know any different. It's the best until it is over. Then you hurt like you've never been hurt before. Eventually you love again, but you love differently. You will love more carefully, more cautiously. Just know that there is so much more love waiting for you, but there will always only be one first, and that one will be forever.
I am really happy.. I am in love with my first yet again.. I must b the luckiest girl ever!!!!
In your life you'll meet one guy unlike any other. You can talk to him & neva get bored..tell him everything & neva be judged...smile and get butterflies everytime you see his face...hear his name or his voice. This person is a best friend, boyfriend, & a true love!
wHeN i'M aWaY fRoM hIm * i CoMpLaiN
WhEn I'm NeAr HiM * i SmiLe
wHeN i MiSs HiM * i CrY
BuT wHeN i SeE HiM i HaVe NoThInG tO saY
bEcAusE tHE uRgE tO kiSs hIm TaKeS mY bReAtH aWay..
No WoRdS cOuLd DeScRiBe iT . sOmEtHiN i CaNt iGnOrE
wHaT dId YoU dO . tO mAke Me FeEL tHiS wAy
HoW yOu CaUgHt My HeArT . wItH tHe LiL tHiNgS yOu SaY
What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me
Would you agree
So tell me that you dont think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming
But 'till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share
atOmiC gloWstiCk: ok, have u ever met a guy that makes you all nervous and blushy like just when he IMs you? or when he looks at u?
^^ yeah my boyfriend does that to me :-[
fRoM tHe MoMeNt i MeT u ThErE wAs SuMtHiN SpEciaL bOuT u
MaYbE iT WaS ThE wAy U sMiLeD aT mE oR tHe WaY u SaiD mY nAmE
Or MaYbE iT wAs JuSt An iNsTiNcT tHaT wE bELoNgEd 2GeThEr
WaTeVeR iT wAs, iM sO gLaD u CaMe iNtO mY LiFe
I'll be your dream, I'll be your
wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love
be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every
breath truly madly deeply do
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me
The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could save the world, like I was super girl
The real me is to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded lifes got so complicated
I've been thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Now that I'm with you
You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me:-*
Everyday That Goez By It Seemz
Like I Discover Somethíng New
about U To Love. It'z Incredíble
To Me How 1 Per§on Can Make
Such A *BIG* Dífference In My Lífe.
U Touch My Heart In A Way No One
Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So
Many Reasonz To Love U
*~If I had a star for everytime the thought
of U brightened my day...I'd be holding
the galaxy in my hands~*
I can't believe
That this is real
The way I feel
Baby I gone head over heels
And I'm in
So totally wrapped up
Emotionally attracted
So physically actin'
So recklessly I need you
So desperately sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
I love you!
I love you Cole with all my heart baby =D
QuIzZeS!
Congrats!
Thug Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.
What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Five; the number of instability and imbalance,
indicating change and uncertainty. You're
drawn to many things at once and commit to
none. If it makes you feel any better, I'm a
five. And proud of it. Because Fives are
adventurous, energetic, and willing to take
risks. Fives enjoy travel and meeting new
people but may not stay in one place for very
long. Fives can be conceited, irresponsible,
quick-tempered, and impatient. Please rate my
quiz.
What does your name and arithmacy say about you? (some simple knowledge of adding is required on your part)
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You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.
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^^to my baby!!!!!!
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Then i see your face
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