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2004 3 March :: 4.20pm
:: Music: Amber
FUCK ALL YOU SHITHEADS
ANd yeah who ever wrote that last comment in my fucking journal, then yeah, go to fucking hell, because y'all don't know what fucking shit I go through, and I did make a mistake at Chelsie's party, yeah, I made two of them. but that doesn't give all of you the fuckignr ight to go prancing around sayign that i ruined her party,
A- I wasn't the only one making out with someone
B- I also wasn't the only one crying at her party.
C- let people look at me funny I dont give a fucking shit. And you knwo what, let that happen, because y'all don't give a shit about me and I don't give a shit about you.
D- I guess this all comes to show who my real friends are, not the kind that go fucking talking about me behind my fucking BACK!!!!!
E- Yes Chelsie, I do know that it was your party, and I know that I couldn't see you on your birthday, but when ever I tried talking to you, you were lip locked with David -or- talking to someone else. And you did have a good party, and I admit that because it's true, and I wasn't the only one crying, and you blame it all on me, and I wasn't even fucking crying over a fucking guy like the other people were!!! And yeah so sorry for *ruining your party* but how come I am always the bad person
F- Everyone is over dramatic, not just me, so everyone take a look in the mirror, you all over react a fucking lot, so yeah, think before you act, if you haven't like I didn't, I'de start, like I am.
G- And I know again that I made mistakes, but everyone does, not just me, so don't only get mad at me for making a mistake, get mad at the other people too!
H- Samma,
I love you so much hun... youa re the best, you are Ian are really cute together, and I thank you so much for helping me out!
Olivia,,, I love you so much, and now I really need your help, if you can help me, I could really use it!
Love always and forever,
Megz
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2004 2 March :: 9.12am
Well lately I have been having a bad time with my friends. Like Andria and Chelsie and Missy. And yeah... I also think Paul is avoding me.
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2004 29 February :: 9.14pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: none..
i have no idea what to do -*
friday.. movies. there were so many people there =] we had to sit on the flOor cuz there was no seats - kev got mad at me for hangin out w. nick.. mm yea but he asked me out a couple x but i sed i dunno.. i have no idea what im gonna do.. anyway than kev left n i was with nick for about an hour.. than went home n sarah spent the night.. woke up round 10 went to the fields round 1:30 .. watched kevo's game they lost !! =[ ::tear tear:: .. than we were gonna walk home lol but kev's mom took us home =] thank godd cuhz it was 6 miles.. haha but we were gonna do it ! than me n sarah went to kaela's house.. n than we all went back to my house for a while .. kaela left n sarah spent the night gain stayed up till like 5 iish we tried on all these cloths n took sooo many pikz lol n than finally fell asleep.. woke up round 11 sarah left round 2 .. came back n did my homework n was lazy all day =] nick was spossed to come over but my mommy wouldnt let him =[
thats bout it...
i love u jill !
*- just know i cant live without you
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2004 29 February :: 7.40pm
Chelsie's party...
Got lotz of stuff to say....
Chelsi'es party was the BEST!
Okay...
A- Chelsie, I wasn't being over dramatic... I was crying b.c. I made a mistake... I didn't know that Megan still liked Eric and that's why I dared Kathryn... and then I made a mistake and Jenny forgave me... I shouldn't have Kissed Eric... and that was wrong... so sorry if I seemed over dramatic... but I usually don't think b4 I act and I need to start doing that... so sorry...
C- Andria and Daniel are going out! I really do think that they are a cute!!1 HEEHee
D- I saved Vanessa and Brett's LIFE!
E- I really do think Chelsie hates me now...
F- MY DAD IS LETTING ME HAVE AN END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR/ BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!! YAY!!!!!!!
g2g lyl xoxo Megz
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2004 29 February :: 9.47am
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: switchfoot - we were meant to live
soo last night biancas mom picked me and amy up at my house and dropped me,amy, bianca,and christina off at 7-11. we had some guy to buy us beer but the 7-11 guy said that he knew it was for us so he wouldn't sell it to him, we were soo fucking mad. so finally amy found someone to get weed and we walked to KFC in oceanside and waited there. while we were waiting an undercover cop in a crown victoria with tinted windows that were rolled half up tells us that he's a taxi and asks us for a ride we were like nahh no thanks. umm i think he was trying to get us for prostitution - lol. soo amy gets the weed and shit and then we had no where to smoke it so we walked down lawson and everyone smoked. then we start walking towards wendys and we notice someone is following us and we got scared - HAHA even though it was only big black mike, lolz. sooo we get to wendys and were just chilling there and then biancas mom calls her and her and christina left. then amy called brian and we walked back to my house and yeah i tried to get eric over here,and then eddie and then kyle but none of it worked cause it was like 1 in the morning sooooo today im going to go with my mom to get my grandma to the doctor. should be fun times update later :)
iheartodandrichieandhim
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