LOSERxDORK
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2004 15 February :: 12.45pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: hoobastank
which groupmember are you?
well, last night i went to sportime in bethpage to this wrestling thing with amy, my mom,my sisters,her friend,and the kid he mentors. it was pretty fun. one wrestler before he went on came into the audience stood on the bleacher right next to me and was spitting beer all over the place. UGH i got it on my jacket and all in my hair. ew i reeked of budweiser and my hair got fucked up. blah oh well. today i dont know exactly what im doing but all i know is that tonight sherri is coming over and hopefully we're going to go to the witches brew and yeah. february 20th i want to go to the glen cove bowling alley and hopefully i will be able to.
i.heart.richie.and.od.<3`
Then i see your face
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the-last-tear-will-fall
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2004 13 February :: 10.08pm
all these are poems by my friend Olivia... and I can relate to them all...
I cut myself to feel the pain
I cut myself to know I'm one to blame
I cut myself to know I'll never have fame
I cut myself because I'm so freaking lame
I cut myself because things will never be the same
I cut myself because I should have never came
I cut myself since you'll never know my name
I cut myself because I have no aim
I cut myself to know I'll never win this game.
I can't wait until I die
Hurry up run make sure you hide
You may not believe me but I'm sure I tried
Sorry for all the lies I lied
Sorry for all the tears I cried
Sorry for all the hearts I broke
Sorry for all the words I spoke
I always thought I believe in hope
Until I met you...
Your stepping on my grave
But I'll just sit here and be brave
You told me the things I need in life
Pistols, lies and knives
I'm dead within
There you sit ready to begin
He's your knife and I'm the meat
Kill me already
As you stand to your feet
My bed is my coffin
His words start to soften
To you am I the devil?
I see your relationship going to the next level
Your heart will die and as you cry
All he is, is one big lie
Dreams come true, and unlike you
I'm here still lonely and blue
I LOVE OLIVIA!
Then i see your face
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the-last-tear-will-fall
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2004 13 February :: 10.08pm
all these are poems by my friend Olivia... and I can relate to them all...
I cut myself to feel the pain
I cut myself to know I'm one to blame
I cut myself to know I'll never have fame
I cut myself because I'm so freaking lame
I cut myself because things will never be the same
I cut myself because I should have never came
I cut myself since you'll never know my name
I cut myself because I have no aim
I cut myself to know I'll never win this game.
I can't wait until I die
Hurry up run make sure you hide
You may not believe me but I'm sure I tried
Sorry for all the lies I lied
Sorry for all the tears I cried
Sorry for all the hearts I broke
Sorry for all the words I spoke
I always thought I believe in hope
Until I met you...
Your stepping on my grave
But I'll just sit here and be brave
You told me the things I need in life
Pistols, lies and knives
I'm dead within
There you sit ready to begin
He's your knife and I'm the meat
Kill me already
As you stand to your feet
My bed is my coffin
His words start to soften
To you am I the devil?
I see your relationship going to the next level
Your heart will die and as you cry
All he is, is one big lie
Dreams come true, and unlike you
I'm here still lonely and blue
Then i see your face
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the-last-tear-will-fall
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2004 13 February :: 9.42pm
I'm left out... as usual... figures... and I think maybe I should just leave.... leave everything... and everyone... I went through another break down just a couple min. ago... b.c. of all these stupid love shows... and stupid songs about trusting people... God Danmit... burn EVERYTHING!!! I think I'm gonna leave...
~*Megz*~
Then i see your face
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thoughtskill
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2004 13 February :: 7.49pm
no one wanted to hang out with me tonight.
no one.
me and emily have been planning her birthday party since like forever. we were gonna have a joint bday party n we wrote everyone we were inviting in her planner. i was so happy =] than i heard she was havin one by herself n tiki was helpin her with everything.. so i was like ok whatever.. i wanna help to .. not only did i not get to help
i wasnt invited.
but i was okay cuz i was gonna go to the movies with jay. i asked my mom bout it n than jay is like screamin no dont go. so im sittin here. friday night. alone. i havnt seen anyone since monday.
and tomarrow is valentines day, ha.
6 And i fall in love again.. |
Then i see your face
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