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mah Daw Daw!!

Ali jean ur the best thing thts eva happened to me. I luv u wif all mah heart <3 In the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you
I can't stand being your second anymore.
Not when you're always my first.
Whoever said happiness came with sunshine
has never danced in the rain.
Your a dream come true, don't you ever leave my side, cuz it feels so right
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Steffanie Elizabeth Brittney Taylor Mike Brianna Savanna
Chris T. Derek S. Melissa Jennifer Tammy Danielle Kyle
Rachel Lizzo Amber Ashley Ethan Heather Nicole
Britty ur the reason im alive, I would be nothing w/o u. I luv you soo much
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thoughtskill

:: 2004 31 January :: 12.15am

kevin aley sucks cock =]

4 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 30 January :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: ozzy osbourne

woop
samm and jenn are here, great, and were really bored...FUCK!

to cure my boredness
name: Marissa Leigh
piercing: ears, but i want my eyebrow
height: 4'10" baby and proud
shoe size: 7.5/8?
hair color: brown with blonde highlights
last...

movie you watched: willard
movie you bought: save the last dance
song that was stuck in your head: me myself and i, beyonce (I DONT KNOW WHY!)
CD you bought: killswitch engage?
person you've called: sammi
person that's called you: jenn
tv show you've watched: friends
person you were thinking of: him<3

do...

you have a bf or gf: nah
you have a crush on someone: yes, a huge one...
you wish you could live somewhere else: anywhere but here...
you think about suicide: Sometimes...
others find you attractive: maybe, idk?
you want more piercing: yeahhhh my eyebrow
you want more tattoos: yucky
you like cleaning: i wish i was a neat freak but haha if you've ever seen my room i think you could answer that yourself- NO
you like roller coasters: ahh, too scary
you write in cursive or print: a mixture
you carry a donor card: uh no..
long distance relationships: no
using someone: i would never, i know how it feels to be used....FOR HEAD
suicide: i would never have the guts
killing people: never. but i feel like it sometimes
teenage smoking: bad.
premarital sex: if your in love with the person
driving drunk: never...i lost a friend to that :(
gay/lesbian relationships: just not in front of me
abortion: depends but basically no

favorite...

food: mmm caesar salad
thing to do: dance
thing to talk about: alcohol
sports: tennis, is dancing a sport? lol
color: black,red,hot pink
drinks: mikes hard lemonades,chocolate milk
clothes: sweatshirts and tight jeans
book: oohh old boyfriends,mothers blessing
holiday: channukah :)
car: ummm caddy escalade,honda civic or accord,lincoln navigator

have you...

ever cried over a girl or boy: yeah, once or twice
ever lied to someone: yeah i have, a lot
ever been in a fist fight: yeah
ever been arrested: almost

what...

shampoo do you use: herbal essences
perfume/cologne do you use: NONEEEEE
shoes do you wear: etnies,vans,nikes,adidas
are you scared of: heights,spiders,blahh any bug

number...


of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: about 10 maybe alil more
of people I consider my enemies?: a lot of people
of things in my past that I regret?: wow, so many things. 1=ecstacy 2=starting to drink

...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *

Then i see your face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 30 January :: 9.01am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: creed

yuck
im feeling better,but im so tired and drained.

OH WELL

anyway im going in for my earth science midterm and then going to lunch for an hour and then i have my math midterm. ugh im gonna fail so miserably probably. this SUCKS.

rawrrr i<3richieandod

...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *

Then i see your face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 30 January :: 12.09am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: soundtrack to mama mia

well, im going to make this short because im fucking depressed as hell. so sum shit up:

I FUCKING HATE MOST GUYS

im on the phone with richie and he makes me feel soo much better, ah i love him <3

xo

4 And i fall in love again.. | Then i see your face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 29 January :: 10.20am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: disturbed

wasn't too hard
ok, well im back from the italian midterm and to my surprise it was easier and i did better (i think) than i thought i would. i thought i would fail miserably and leave about 20 questions blank because in regular class i'd have a test handed to me, look over it and two seconds later hand it back with just my name on,completely empty because it was too hard. well, the midterm was nothing like that. of course it was nothing short of difficult BUT honestly it was nothing like I thought that it would be. im actually proud of myself for once! it was funny though, in the middle of the test my teacher comes up to me and goes, 'marissa you know you have extra time,right?' and i was like, 'no' lol, oh well i feel special and not stupid because i don't get extra time on anything else. OH WELL. hehehehe :)

well, when i got home i made myself a bagel and then got a phone call from amy. i talked on the phone with her and while she was in the halls before taking her midterm. she was nervous JUST LIKE ME about taking it. aw i hope you do well my love<3

anywayyyyys amy is coming over after she takes her midterm and i am dirty as hell and my hair looks like shit so i MUST go in the shower before she comes. ahhhh tomorrow is my freaking earth science midterm and my math midterm and im pretty scared for those too only because idk i just am. lol, i was student of the month in earth science in november and in math november and december. i feel so special, hehe.

well, tootles dahlings :)
odandrichie<3

he knows he could have my heart if he wanted to but still he refuses *

Then i see your face

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