:: 2010 19 July :: 11.14 pm

its always really more like i never existed.

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:: 2010 11 June :: 12.36 pm

sober cow
cant eat/smoke anything i'm not prescribed...

thats fine though. i need this time. it's just weird. maybe i'll figure out what's been wrong for these past four years of hell.

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:: 2010 20 April :: 4.14 pm

its allll gooooooooood

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:: 2010 25 March :: 1.10 am

round 2
still clean record
must stop running in burning buildings.

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:: 2009 25 May :: 12.34 am

blah
i'm stronger than this.

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:: 2009 13 May :: 8.53 pm

...really?

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:: 2009 4 May :: 10.36 pm

beginning of new life.

1up

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:: 2009 27 April :: 9.05 am

fog bez liftin.
sand be siftin
blow blunts
clever way to segue into cunts
unhaunted not taunted
slap me
happy

allergies blow.

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:: 2009 18 April :: 12.47 pm

whoopsie.

no use in standing in spilled soda

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:: 2009 28 March :: 6.25 pm

flgdgklfgldkgldkflgdklgdfjkdfjgkdg

yup.

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:: 2009 20 March :: 9.52 am

final steps.
1. distrust.
2. anxiety.
3. panic.
4. the calm.
5. acceptance.
6. attraction.
7. acceptance.
8. love.
9. being.

Starting to make sense of this nonsense.
Some days, she's alright.
Then she freaks me out.
And then I don't know, it hasn't been going for long enough I guess.

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:: 2009 18 March :: 6.24 am

really?
how hard is it?
the words won't come out.

3 of them, sequential.
meh. imissyoualreadyandit'sonlybeen5minutes.

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:: 2009 17 March :: 8.46 am

lolwutter
still shook!

woooooo!

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:: 2009 16 March :: 2.41 pm

astronomical mishaps
heinous bitch slaps
and gaping tooth gaps

(lead paint)lick it
until yer sick wit it

horoscopes
bored with the popes

eggs benedict
scars will inflict

time, go faster
slaves no master
hard drive
i is derived

<3

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:: 2009 12 March :: 6.27 pm

watching beauty
wishin you were here. ooooh wheee!

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