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2005 28 April :: 4.37 pm
Why do people skip school because of prom? What could you possibly do that would take you that long to get ready?
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2005 25 April :: 7.39 pm
fill it out yada yada yada
I'm rippen jess off cuz shes a trend setter.
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
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2005 24 April :: 9.36 pm
blah this weekend sucked big ole balls, WHY DO PEOPLE DRINK?! I feel super duper lonely, i need a hug.
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2005 24 March :: 11.24 pm
surgeory in a few hours.
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2005 21 March :: 10.08 pm
Would you....
1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if I didnt have money?
12. Take me for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing kareoke w/ me?
15. Go in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you like my style?
19. Do you think I'm funny?
20. Do you care about me?
21. Would you cry if I died?
22. Would you dance with me?
23. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
24. Would you hold my hair back at a party if I was throwing up due to intoxication?
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2005 7 February :: 9.43 pm
:: Music: Led Zeppelin
Murphy's law
I found out today that theres a good chance i may not get to play any sports again and i'll have to deal with the pain through out my entire life. I also found out that one of my friends from oklahoma died in a car accident last monday, curtesy of a drunk driver. The one thing in life that i thought was gonna work out kicked me in the face because i'm just "too good of a friend". I just want to run away to ireland.
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2005 21 January :: 10.53 pm
Well i just got home from work and i feel pretty good. Work rules, it just takes my mind off of everything and i can have good time
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2005 20 January :: 5.52 pm
I was wrong. Today was a great day
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2005 19 January :: 4.41 pm
Yesterday sucked. Today sucked. tomarrow is lookin pretty bleak.
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2005 12 January :: 8.10 am
:: Music: The Doors
Well we have a snowday so for those of you who don't know, this sux because i love school. I woke up at like 3 and i was just waiting to get up and go to school, but as soon as i get in the shower my mom yells through the bathroom door that we have no school. It just sux
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2005 7 January :: 5.33 pm
Well i got the part of moose in the musical. I'm glad because hes really stupid and i'm good at being an idiot. Me adam and blaine are the singing cowboy trio, its pretty sweet
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2004 30 December :: 10.52 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: The Doors
jahibidu
What it is boys and girls. I haven't updated in a while so i figured what the hey ya know what i mean.Christmas suck, I got the sickest I've ever been in my life christmas eve and remained this way till about tuesday.
Today i worked for 12 hours in my dads factory cleaning and fixing envelope machines, but its cool because i made 80 bucks. I also have to work the all nighter tomarrow night wich is cool i guess, so i will be at lazer skate from 6:30 tomarrw to i think like 10 on saturday.
Lately i've been really confused about alot of stuff, last night i spent hours lying awake in bed having an arguement with myself about some of it. Theres a bunch of things in life i'm just really confused about, but one thing i know for sure is i want to be alot nicer then what i am now. I'm a real jerk and its something i need to work on, i need to be nicer and more open too. I don't like this whole break thing either when i'm not at school i feel really lonely. I know i should just relax and have a good time, i mean i'm young i don't get why I care about the stuff i care about. Especially the fact that i'm looking for a relationship, its really stupid of me to worry about it so much at this age but i do. Also why is it i cry everytime i see a walk to remember, i know what happens yet it always tears me up. Does that make me a little gay? The only reason this entry is so long is because when i started my dad decided to make a phone call. I can't click the little update button when i'm offline so i'm just waiting and while i'm waiting i'm adding stuff. I should just leave it alone and make some tea. Well i just made some tea and hes still talking. The spring play auditions are in a few days and i don't have a song to sing, does it have to be a whole song? or can i just sing i little part of a song, cuz i walk around sing little parts of songs all the time. Whos Scott Bayou? I know the name but i have no idea who he is. I can't believe the score of the Texas Tech - California University game. Its so close, Texas Tech should be destroying them. I probably spelled Scott Bayou's last name wrong. Man this is some really good tea. My dads talking to my uncle in alaska, so this call is gonna cost alot. The Who was a really good band, but you never hear any of there stuff. The radio is evil thats why i'm not listehey family guy is on i'm done now.
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2004 23 November :: 10.33 pm
look at me update everybody. Apperently its wrong to not update every week, isn't that right cherie.Well sence i've got no feelings or ideas or anything worth typing good night all.
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2004 13 November :: 12.33 am
This just in: Ben Birk is actually more pathetic then he looks.
Well tonight i was working the all nighter, and i was asked out by a 14 yeard old girl who i didn't even know the name of. I've come to the conclusion that the only girls who like me are the middle school girls and a few freshmen who just like me because i'm older or the girls who just plane don't know me at all(thats why they like me). I'm just in a big big slump, i haven't been in a relationship in a full year and it just gives me this feeling that i'm girl repelent. As much as i want a relationship i'm not going to just go out with someone because i don't want to be alone, or else it would just be an empty pile of nothing and that would just make it all worse. Bah i guess i'm just in a big hurry to find that one girl. Well i'm done whining for now, someone please make fun of me for how big of a blubbering baby i'm being right now.
By the way, if you read all that you've added 2 pathetic points to your ownself total, and if you cared then its 4.
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2004 29 October :: 7.32 pm
Does anyone want to buy or know someone who does a new barly used washburn guitar. Make an offer just please nobody waste my time with gay comments like i'll take it for a doller ha ha. It will make me want to stab you in face with a sodering iron.
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