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2006 3 January :: 6.41 am
this sucks, i can hardly hold my eyes open today. i think i'ma fall asleep in one of my classes. i don't no which one. YET
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2006 2 January :: 9.22 pm
damn, i am so screwed. i've got myself in this big hole with school shit. i am a big procrastinator(SP). i don't think i'ma graduate on time. less i change my ways. i'm going to be a sophmore next year. i don't want to drop out, i don't want a tutor i just want to do it on my own. but i don't think i can. i need some sortta help. but who knows. i need someone to push me. somthing that my parents don't do. i've always wondered why they didn't do that. hoenstly i haven't found a answer to that. i wish i knew.
well that is all that is on my mind now. so i'll talk to you all later
-Ty
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2005 20 December :: 3.05 am
that was the hardest thing to do in my life, sit there and watch my grandma die. i hope that the rest of you don't have to go through anything like that. i don't care i bad i dislike someone. i just hope that know one else has to go through that. it was hard, it was just so quick. she was fine yesterday at lunch. My uncle dutch was laughing with her at lunch. he went outside to do something came back in and she was on her knees trying to get up to her bed. 11 and a half hours later at 11:30 she was dead. it was a shitty day. to start christmas break, which is supposed to be a good time of the year. not a bad time like it is starting to be.
-Ty
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2005 14 December :: 9.57 pm
damn! haven't been this way in four months, almost forgot what it was like. i guess it still feels good
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2005 14 December :: 3.29 pm
fuck it, there is only so many lies i can handle. how many more can she give me anyways? i dont think there are many more. i can tell the end is coming very soon. i just can't take this bull shit anymore
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2005 13 December :: 8.43 pm
FUCK LIFE! i hate it.
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2005 13 December :: 8.41 pm
errr....... i can't take this shit anymore, i hate school. It's partially because i don't understand most of it. thats why i had to take classes over again. the only reason why i'm still in school is because i don't want to be like my brother. no offense justin.
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2005 13 December :: 1.01 pm
i don't no what to fucking do anymore! help me out someone please?
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2005 7 December :: 9.43 pm
happy effing birthday to me, what a great one it was. *rolls eyes*
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2005 7 December :: 6.52 am
Happy birthday to me! :)
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2005 29 November :: 5.10 pm
Gah! what a dumb bitch, i hate her mom.
But there is a good thing. i just got my order in at newegg so i'ma be getting my new desktop by next week :) hell yeah
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2005 25 November :: 11.16 pm
I love her so much
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2005 22 November :: 10.19 pm
well... today was a alright day, i was really fricken tired. i stayed up till midnight last night. like always mr.sabinas was being a ass. i hate him.
i wish he'd retire. other then that my day was good. i came home and cleaned the shed and also reorginized it so i can get the snowblower out. then i went over and hung out with jessica for a little bit. i had fun. i love her so much. i hope she don't go back home for a while. everytime we are together i feel that we are getting closer
-Ty
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2005 19 November :: 12.01 am
Damn! what a good night, i love her so much.
we (Me, jessica, beth and sang moon) went and seen Walk the Line. it was a good movie. the bad part was that we didn't get in the theather in time. so we had to sit almost in the front. it pissed me off. Tonight i felt so close to jessica. It made me feel so good inside.
I love you jessica
-beaver
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2005 17 November :: 7.18 pm
gah! can this day get any fucking worse? honestly. it's seems to me that i can't do anything right :( it pisses me off. i don't think i should go to school tommrow save me some hassle and preasure then for once i could have a good weekend later
-Ty
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